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If I Knew Then (Phan)

By ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

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**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mos... More

If I Knew Then
Appearances Are Everything
Citizen Erased
Hesitation
Normally
Faded
Complicated
Waking Up
Human
Confessions
Games
Asleep
Goodbye
Don't Bother
Offering
Recap!!
Chinese
Dreams And Nightmares
Questions and Answers
Silence
Last Night
Stuttering
Pure Morning
Revert
Memories
Moving
Meeting
Coffee and Flats
Time
Seconds
Thank you.

Arrangements

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By ToriDreamsOfTomorrow

Phil -

I'm a bit worried about sleeping in the same room as Dan, I still wasn't sure how much I could trust him. But I pushed that doubt down. I look at my clothes and realize I have literally nothing with me. I feel my cheeks heat as I realize I'm not going to be able to change for school. Great I finally get ... A friend... And I'm going to look like the most unsanitary person ever.

"Here." Dan says, tossing me a pair of sweats like he can read my mind.

"Thanks" I mumble, even more embarrassed now.

"Bathroom?" I ask.

"First door on the left."

"Thanks" I say again.

I walk into the bathroom and change out of my jeans. It's then I realize Dan didn't give me a shirt. I almost have a full on panic attack right then and there. He probably expects me, like any normal guy, to sleep shirtless. Which I normally do. But when I glance down at my arms I know that's not an option. I opt just to keep on my long sleeved shirt and hope he doesn't mention it.

When I walk back in the room he raises his eye brow but doesn't say anything. He's already changed and he's only wearing a pair of old, red sweatpants. I focus everywhere but on him.

"Night, then" I say, crawling onto the bed. It's surprisingly soft and I feel even worse about sleeping on it.

He smiles at me.

"Night."

Authors Note:

Sorry this is short guys, I was going to put out a longer chapter and I had more written but I wanted to update soon. So I decided to find a good place to cut it and Ill finish up the other half I had written later. Thank you guys so much for all the reads!

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