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All of this is a new territory for both of you. He'd reckon this is even a bigger deal for you than it is for him.
You need guidance. He's not sure if it's your lack of experience when it comes to intimate stuff or even your own insecurity that you seem to battle with. At the same time, he understands doing anything remotely close to sexual with him, might be the biggest challenge for you.
But you're interesting, he finds himself captivated by how unsure you seem to touch him but once Jungkook gives you the little push, a guidance that you need, you suddenly grow more bold. It makes him realize that you do want to touch him, even though you're being careful.
Obviously, he doesn't want you to do something you're not comfortable with. He's not doing this so he can just get a free sex out of you, or whatever you choose end up doing. You're so more to him than just sex and if he wanted it that badly, he could find anyone else for that.
Both of you are still at the exploring side of your deal, still learning what both of you are okay with. Testing the waters, is what Jungkook would call it.
There's a certain fire in your eyes, he knows there's a little mix inside of you that wants to come out. Again, it's understandable you're being careful and both of you respect each other. It's too thin of a line that you're walking on, your friendship the most precious thing here. But at the same time, it doesn't have to be such a big deal. You and him agreed that you want this and there's no pressure to do this.
You're the real boss here, despite Jungkook guiding everything but that's not a bad thing at all. After all, you do want him to show you what you've been missing out on. And he's doing a perfect job at it, considering he has shown you more than your previous boyfriend in the span of a few days without even having sex.
You both are having fun, Jungkook thinks. What's wrong about it?
Though, in the back of his mind he can't think about the fact that you're the same Y/N that used to be timid and shy, the one who's his best friend – the closest friend he has ever had. So he separates those two, living in the present instead.
It wouldn't work if there wasn't a clear attraction between you two.
And Jungkook takes it as his mission to fullfil whatever sexual desires you have. From spanking you on a couch because you were wondering if you like it, to pleasuring you with his mouth and fingers until you fall apart.
He's not only doing this for you, he also takes pleasure from pleasuring you. He feels like it wouldn't be fair to you to do anything with you if he wasn't attracted to you in any way. But he doesn't expect anything in return, he really doesn't, even if his dick is hard and he finds the urge to shift on his spot from how uncomfortable it's getting in his pants.
With your taste on his tongue, the last thing he expects to see as soon as he opens his eyes is to find you on your knees, right in front of him. You look so fucking innocent, even more when Jungkook's question lingers thickly in the air while you stay on your knees.
He's not sure what he feels first – the sudden drop of his heart at the obvious action or the slight stir in his pants instead. Even if he's a man and the sight of a woman on her knees in front of him is a pleasant sight, he's confused by your actions.
Clearly, it indicates only one thing but he's beyond confused. He wasn't expecting this.
"Y/N," he rasps, keeping his stare solely on you. "What are you doing?" He repeats his previous question, brows furrowed in confusion though it's not hard to tell what you wanted to do. It doesn't take a genius.
He's more confused because he's wondering if you're doing this for one reason only. And if yes, he doesn't like it. You also seemed so determined that he panicked, ending up slapping your hands away which he genuinely feels sorry for.
"I was about to suck your dick. What does it look like?"
Is he surprised by the clear roll of your eyes? By the bluntness and annoying laced in your tone? Not really. It's still you after all, even if you were ready to pull him out of his pants and still are on your knees.
"Why?"
The sight of you clutching your hands to your chest makes him feel like an idiot, mentally cursing at himself for his abrupt reaction.
"What why? What kind of question is that? You don't want me to?"
What kind of question is that? Jungkook thinks.
It's already bizarre that the two of you talk about this with you on your knees, sitting between Jungkook's spreaded thighs.
"No, it's not that I don't want to," he clarifies with a mumble. What man would refuse a blowjob? Not when you look like that on your knees. But that's not important now. "I just don't want you to do this just because you think you have to, you know, return the favor."
No matter how horny he can get or is, he's still a respectful man. And he's even more extra cautious because this is about you.
And then you have the audacity to actually laugh all of a sudden, your cheeks rounding while your eyes scrunch. What the hell is funny?
"I'm not doing this to return the favor, I just want to suck your dick."
All he can do is stare, not even blinking as your hands suddenly touch his knees.
He really does not want this to make it seem as if he's not interested because damn, he is interested and curious how you will suck his cock. All of that eating you out just naturally made his body hot, it's natural any sexual intercourse makes a human horny. Jungkook is no different. Still a man.
However, he has to make sure this is really what you want. The two of you are always honest with each other, but you've never been in this situation before. Well, obviously. The respect he has for you goes beyond everything else – even if it comes to his own pleasure. That's not why he's doing this in the first place.
"But this is supposed to be about you and your desires," he points out.
"And my desire is to suck your dick," Oh, lord. "So, can I do it or not?"
Can you? Won't you regret it once you're done? What if it's just the high from your orgasm making you feel like you want this?
You look annoyed. Impatient even.
Clearing his throat, he straightens himself as he meets your gaze. "Fuck, yeah."
He watches you the entire time, a part of him making sure he doesn't miss the possible hesitance or something that would make him stop you. You look like you want this – he's both horny and actually nervous for you, or more like from the feeling of not knowing how it will go. Nevertheless, you're sexy as you take off his jeans with his help and stare at his cock still hidden in his boxers. Is this the time you'll chicken out?
He's not one of the guys who are cocky about his size, though he's aware it can sometimes appear intimidating to some women. Not that he has slept with many of them, definitely not even a half of the amount Jimin and Taehyung have. But then again, it's even stupid to compare himself to them.
And once you see his actual cock, he watches your eyes widen even more and instead of any other reaction, you just stare his cock up and down. It's so freaking awkward! What the hell are you thinking about? Is this the time you'll back off? Should he step in?
"Can you stop staring at my dick?" He hates how whiny and embarrassed he sounds, it's not usual for him to be this way. He's actually proud of his package. But now you are staring at him and he has no idea what to say, or do.
"It's right in my face, what am I supposed to do?"
You've got such a smart mouth. He has never had anyone who'd be so talkative while they're about to suck his cock. You're sure one of a kind.
This is exactly what Jungkook meant. One moment you seem almost insecure, unsure and curious. The next you're back to being blunt, voicing out your thoughts out loud even in the most inconvenient times.
Your next words don't faze him.
"Did you get this hard from eating me out?"
How the fuck is that important right now?
"No," he answers, suddenly seeing something in you shift and his mind acts automatically. "I-it's when you got on your knees." Fuck, why it's so embarassing to admit?
It doesn't help that he sees you looking up at him. You're definitely going to tease him. There's no way you'll let him– "Damn, all a girl has to do is get on her knees and you're already weak?"
He fucking knew it.
You make him cough anyway.
"It's just been a long time," he argues.
And then you clasp your mouth shut, thankfully not opening your mouth again – which he wouldn't mind unless it's you putting him in your mouth instead.
A moment of hesitation, a few seconds of staring at his cock, you finally wrap your delicate hand around his length and Jungkook feels like he can sigh in content. Your hand is soft. Just the right grip that you have on him.
He feels something warm on his length, your tongue he realizes which makes him curse. You get daring with each second and Jungkook couldn't be happier, enjoying your mouth and a hand on him in peace.
And you fucking lick his balls all of a sudden, a fucking whimper making it out of his lips but he's already in heaven to feel embarrassed about it. And then you have to open your mouth again, ruining the moment of pleasure and peace. "Wow, Jeon Jungkook is being all vulnerable and squirming in his seat. I might take a photo."
You have the audacity to not only joke, but stare at him with mischievous and amused eyes.
You look pleased by your joke, going back to his cock but even that doesn't distract him.
You think you did something with your little joke? Huh.
"I should take one with my cock in your mouth."
And then you choke around him, pulling away as he feels nothing but triumph at your reaction. Gotcha.
You're back to sucking him off again, Jungkook relaxes even more as he enjoys your warm mouth around him, fighting back the urge to thrust into your mouth. Would it scare you away? He reminds himself to be careful, so he actually doesn't hurt you. Even if you're currently giving him head, a part of it is still about you.
Once you pull away, your mouth looks ravishing while it's coated with saliva that's connected to his cock. What a sight. Are you planning to stop? He really will have to jerk himself off if that's the case.
"You wanna fuck my throat?"
What the fu–
It's enough to leave him choking on his spit, not expecting you to ask this out of all possible questions. He's been trying to be careful this whole time and you want to--you want him to fuck your throat? Well, he can't say it doesn't sound tempting. Are you sure about it? Are you even ready for it?
"Y-you want me to fuck your throat?" he clarifies, immediate curse leaving his mouth once he sees you giving him one innocent nod.
"Just... go slow."
You don't sound so sure about it, it makes him think...
"Has anyone fucked your throat?"
You start pumping him, maybe you do it to distract yourself from his dark stare as he still hisses at the sudden pressure on his length.
"No."
Fuck. Nobody has ever fucked your throat? Sweet heavens.
"Are you sure? I mean... are you sure you want me to do it?"
Do you trust him with this? He can't say it doesn't boost his ego. No matter how tempting this idea is, he still finds himself to be very serious about this.
"Yeah, just be careful."
You want this. He sees it in your eyes which does make him relax, a smile adoring his lips. "Always."
Once he's back in your warm welcoming mouth, he finds himself holding the back of your head and grunts when your tongue brushes against his tip, sucking it right after.
"Ready?"
You hum, the vibration low and soft but enough to get him even more excited about this. Jungkook keeps reminding himself this is your first time, not wanting you to choke on his cock and possibly scare you away. He doesn't want to ruin this idea for you. So he's careful, pushing himself deeper but eyes staying attached to your face. His eyes flutter shut when he slides even deeper, starting a slow and careful place.
Shit, your mouth feels good.
He has to control himself, maybe that's why this is even hotter. You're not ready to be ruined. You look so innocent, even with his cock in your mouth. Grunting and moaning, his thrusts become faster because it doesn't feel good enough, at least not good enough for him to chase his orgasm.
"Fuck, your mouth feels so good." You have to know this.
In the midst of chasing his own high he feels you hum, his thrusts never stopping once he realizes he's using your mouth. Fuck. He's–
"F-fuck, I'm cumming," He tries to let you know that it's better if you would pull away, not sure if you wish him to come in your mouth. " Y-you need to–Ah, no–Pull away."
He's trying to hold back his own orgasm, teeth gritted tight when you don't move an inch and that's when the realization comes to him. You want him to cum inside your mouth. Not being able to hold it back any longer, he shoots his thick cum and cums down your throat.
You freaking swallow all of it.
"Holy fuck."
Holy fuck.
Chest heaving, he slumps against the coach, letting an exhausted sigh leave his mouth. He's fucked out, trying to grasp of reality as he forces his eyes to open. You're sitting back on your heels, staring at him with those pretty eyes looking suddenly so innocent and out of place that it makes his chest clench.
"Come here."
He offers you his hand which you take, pulling you towards him as you let out a surprised squeal. Before he can chuckle at that, he kisses you right away, in a need to show you how much he appreciates what you did for him.
He doesn't care tasting himself on your tongue, he never did when it comes to this. And you fucking moan into the kiss, probably thinking the same thing before he pulls away.
He wants to laugh at your adorable expression, though he refuses and flicks your forehead to snap you out of your state. "Now go show me the dress you bought for the wedding,"
He's met with a familiar glare, his best friend fully back. You think you can just glare at him? Wanting to tease you even more, he delivers a slap to your ass cheek. You turn around, the same glare on your face as he bites his lower lip, looking at your almost equally fucked out state.
"Come on, princess. We need to match."
You show him your middle finger and you're lucky you're in a safe distance. That would be another slap to your other ass cheek.
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