April 8, 1997 (friday)
Mattheo told me we had to have some private sibling meeting about our family. Something about our uncle and aunt and our father. He's making me go to the room of requirement to meet up with Tom too.
"Why do we need a meeting in secret? Is it bad?" I asked Mattheo as we rushed through the halls.
"Tom heard something about our father." I was worried. We never have these types of talks. Mattheo led me into the secret room and I saw Tom standing next to a large cabinet. It was old looking, but freshly cleaned.
"Get on with it! What's wrong?" I demanded, feeling anxious.
"I'm sorry in advance. But nothing's wrong." Tom said quickly, flinching in advance.
What? Why's he sorry?
We continued to weave around the tall stacks of random boxes and objects in the room.
There was a huge tall cabinet in the middle of an open area of them room. That's the one thing in here that actually looks clean and used. That's weird. The cabinet door creaked open and Tom moved towards me and Mattheo.
"That's sick. And you fixed it all by yourself?" Theo's voice echoed into the room. Draco and Theo crawled out of the cabinet, standing up on the floor.
Where did they come from?
"Yeah, I've been working on it all year." What the hell? I froze and turned to my twin brother.
Mattheo mouthed 'I'm sorry' and started to back up. Why is he backing up?
"Oh hey, Riddlette." Draco stated, acting surprised.
Theo froze and exchanged a look with Draco and I. "Now, guys!" Tom yelled, taking off running. Draco and Mattheo were right behind him.
"Fix your damn problems. Just fucking talk to each other!" Draco yelled, starting to shut the door. Theo and I were both in too much of a shock to move.
"Hey! What the fuck!" Theo yelled back. I stood with my mouth open, processing what was going on. I'll shoot them with something.
"We'll be back in the morning. There's blankets and pillows in the corner." Mattheo explained quickly. He held up a long dark stick. It looked a lot like my wand.
"Hey!" I reached for my wand in my pocket and felt it empty. He took my wand! "I want to see my best friends reunite again!" Draco yelled as the door shut. I heard it click as it locked.
You've got to be kidding me.
Theo was patting his pants and shirt pocket. They took his wand too.
"Fuck."
How could they just lock us in here? I'm going to kill them when we get out.
"Did you know about this?" I asked, turning to Theo. He better not have thought this was the best plan to talk to me. "No. I had no idea. Draco was showing me the vanishing cabinet he fixed up. We came from Borgin and Burkes."
We were both set up.
Assholes.
"Me neither."
We sat in silence for a while. Neither of us really want to be in this situation. It's been almost a month since we stopped talking.
"How have you been recently?" Theo asked, making small talk.
Ew, how did we get to this point?
"Bored. I haven't done anything that interesting. I've spent way too much time around Mattheo."
Theo laughed. It was a genuine laugh too. "I've been bored too. Draco's been dragging me around to distract me."
What would he need to be distracted from?
Oh shit. Me and Enzo.
"There's a lot in my head." Theo spoke, I don't think he meant to say it to me.
We fell to silence again. I don't know what to say. Since when have we been like this?
"What happened to us?" I asked aloud, sitting on the edge of the large couch in the middle of the room. "Time. I don't know how to handle this shit." He sat on the wooden chair near the couch, resting his elbows on his knees.
"What shit?"
He lifted his head towards me and took a breath. "Jealousy. Caring this much about someone where they talk to another guy that's a threat in some way and boom. It's the end of the world. I can't fucking handle it."
This made me giggle. I get it. He's sweet and soft again to me. Letting himself be vulnerable.
"I've felt similar since about September." Theo raised his eyebrows. "I've always been a little jealous of you hooking up with all these other girls."
Theo's lips curved into a smug smile. "You could've easily gotten me earlier. I've had my eye out for you since we met."
For some reason, I feel shy. Maybe the first time I've ever been shy in my life.
"You're doing it again." I told him, smiling to myself.
"Doing what?"
"You're getting soft around me." Theo glared at me.
"I am not. I wouldn't get soft. I don't."
I don't know why he won't just admit it.
"It's not a bad thing. Not if it's for someone important or for a good cause. Just don't go too soft and you'll be fine." I explained to him, he seems to be so defensive about it. It's still fun to tease him.
"It's definitely for someone important. Not that it's happening." My cheeks were burning and tingling.
Ugh, he still makes me fall apart.
Our smiles faded and we went back to the horrid state of silence yet again.
"What is this now? We barely talk, we don't even see each other anymore. We're breaking apart. Then, we have moments like these. Where everything is perfectly fine for a few minutes."
It's awkward how bad we've gotten.
"I wish I knew... I need advice."
What?
Now isn't the best time for random advice but I'll hear it out. I slid down to lie on the couch, staring at the ceiling. I saw Theo put his head in his hands just before I relaxed.
"I think I love this girl. I've never cared about someone like this before and I don't know how to act about it. I just want it to be perfect for her because she deserves it. I can't be perfect for her though."
I sat up, replaying his words in my head. "She sounds amazing." I replied, sarcasm laced in my voice.
"She is. She's gorgeous, funny, caring, and absolutely perfect." He's mentioned the perfect thing a couple times now. Not that it's true.
"You should tell her."
Not that he hasn't already.
He stood up and stopped next to me, making eye contact before he started to speak. I bit my lip to keep from smiling too much.
"I love you, Ry Riddle. I hate how much control you have over my fucking emotions and me."
I let my smile show.
"I love you too, I figured you knew that by now."
Theo leaned down to my height and held my chin, guiding it to his lips. I reached to kiss him, wanting this moment to last forever.
"I'm happy we're back." I whispered, our lips still close together. "Me too. I missed you more than I'd like to admit."
The kiss turned from passion to hunger in seconds. He was right before, I don't know the last time we even had sex. Or made out. Or anything.
Our lips parted and our tongues pushed past each other, both of us letting our bodies control it. His lips left mine and dragged wet kisses down my neck and jaw. I had on a tank top with a cardigan over it and jeans. The cardigan already was on the floor, my shoes kicked off.
Theo had lifted me partially onto the arm of the couch, making me a little closer to his height.
He kissed down my tank top neckline and pulled at the fabric. The shirt fell to the floor and I was left in my bra and jeans, his shirt already gone. I was breathing heavily already, the sole idea of us finally being together again made me hot.
Theo helped me lay on the couch, him between my legs hovered over me. He unzipped my jeans and worked them off my body, taking away the last reasonable piece of fabric I was wearing.
"Riddle, did you lose your virginity to him?" Theo asked, sitting upright.
"What?" I answered with a question.
Excuse me?
"I asked if you fucking lost it to him. Lorenzo."
That's what I thought he meant. Wow.
"I-"
"Ry, just answer the question." Theo was starting to sound irritated.
"Yes."
He put his hands on my thighs, gripping my skin. "You're mine now. Mine. Not Lorenzo's to fuck with anymore. I'm going to show you how much better I am with you. Then his touch will be worth shit." Theo snapped, forcibly moving my legs apart. He's always been this dominant, but not this rough.
I nodded and stared at him like a deer in headlights.
"Riddle, do you bloody understand?" I flinched slightly at his raised voice.
"Y-yes."
His hands held my waist and moved under my underwear waistband. Then a hand hit my pussy. He started to rub his fingers in circles, slowly massaging the area and between.
Fuck me. Literally.
His fingers started to speed up, moving over my clit and inside. I squeezed my eyes shut and moved my hand over my mouth to muffle the sounds coming out.
"Don't cover it up. Let me hear how much better I am." He told me, sliding two fingers into me, bending them to create more movement. I moaned and whimpered at the pleasure. I hate how much control he has over me like this.
"Do you want me to fuck you?" He asked, pulling his fingers and hands away from my pussy and licking them off.
My body jolted slightly when he was away from me, leaving me in an uncomfortable state. I nodded, needing to finish this climax I was set up for.
"Use your words."
"Nott..." I responded, half in a trance from what just happened.
"Rylin, use them."
For some reason when Theo uses my full name now it's hot. He rarely does it, but it has some sort of sexual link now.
"Yes, Theo. I want you to fuck me." I responded, even toned.
"Good."
He undid the bow on his sweatpants waistband and pulled them off his legs, leaving his boner obvious under his boxers. I sat up, pulling at his boxers to get on with it. He's trying to tease me now. He helped me get them fully off his body, making his boner pop up to his stomach. It accentuated his v-line even more.
I put one hand on his neck and the other on his chest, keeping myself sitting high enough to kiss him. He lowered my back to the couch, making the tip of his dick drag along my pussy.
His lips left mine again and kissed every part of the center of my body. They were sloppy kisses, more of him just being able to leave dark hickies across every inch of me.
That might be part of his possessive mood right now. His lips moved off my skin and he directed his dick into my pussy. Only an inch at a time. This made my back arch at every movement.
I started moaning again and reached to cover my mouth before remembering that I wasn't supposed to hide it.
Theo rocked on top of my body for a couple minutes before started to pound himself into me. He was grunting and moaning. Merlin, we're a mess.
"I'm going to cum." I whimpered, holding in my moans for a moment. "Go ahead." Theo said, breathing hard. My hips bucked up as I felt all the tension in my stomach release.
"That just makes it easier fuck you when you're wetter." Theo told me, kissing my lips again.
I held his forearms and tightened my grip as he continued, going harder and harder.
"I-I'm there" Theo could barely speak. Sucks for him. I closed my eyes and tried to focus on my breathing.
Shit! Our wands!
"We don't have our wands. We can't use the charm."
I managed to get out. We can't do a contraceptive charm when our wands aren't even with us. We can't even do an after one that far out.
"What do you want me to do then?" He asked like I was stupid. He does know he doesn't have to come inside me everytime right?
"Just don't turn me into a teen mom. I'd be sent away again." I am not in the position to do that. Especially not with my family. They'd have it aborted before I even walked in the house. I couldn't do that. I can't have a baby with Theo.
Not right now.
Why am I thinking so hard about this?
"You could come live with me." Theo continued pushing, harder than earlier even. My eyebrows rose and I looked at him like he was crazy.
He's kidding right?
"I won't, don't worry, Riddle." He told me, pulling out. I felt like a twenty pound weight was pulled away from my body. He came into his hand, wiping it on an old fabric piece.
Theo collapsed, half on top of me. Half in the tiny remaining area of the couch. We were both breathing heavily and trying to catch our breaths.
***
Theo had moved to sit against the arm of the couch, his legs stretched down it. I sat between his legs, leaned against his body. His arms were draped over my shoulders.
"I hate how much I crave your touch now. That's all I want now."
Theo has been opening up to me a lot since we first met. Especially when I started to stay in his dorm. He gave up the big 'tough guy' act months ago with me. It's random when he opens up though. And usually not for long before he shuts back down.
He's sweet and all lovey dovey. I even noticed he's done it more in public now. But the majority of his affection and sweetness is when we're in a private place. That way it's more special to us.
Theo was wrapping a piece of my hair around his fingers and playing with it.
"Why do you think I've been telling you that you're the one I want?" I asked him, leaning my head against his arm.
"Because you love me." I laughed and stood up to let Theo readjust.
We decided we'd figure out how to both lay on this couch. Theo grabbed my arm and pulled me down on top of him, in his arms. I screamed at the action and fell into his chest. I missed this so much.
"Goodnight, lover boy." I whispered, letting him pull my back against his abdomen. My hair was lifted up and moved away from my neck and a soft kiss was placed on it.
"Goodnight."
I fell asleep to the feeling of him playing with my hair and the light sound of him breathing.
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Howdy. I don't really have anything to say honestly.
"Will you be my lover boy?" "Only if you'll be my lover girl."
-if you understood that reference I literally love you
-IF NOT-
go watch the Sturniolo Triplets like right now.