Kinn lay on the hospital bed.. His right shoulder has bandache.....
Porche come near him slowly and take his hand in his..
I'm sorry and Thank you... Said porche while place a kiss on kinn's back palm.. And put it back kinn's hand on the bed..
Porche pov:
Seeing kinn like this...I feel ... I'm the one who got shoot ... I always get angry and hating..seeing kinn cold and arrogant attitude towards me.. I don't like that.. But right now i prefer that kinn instead this silent kinn...
I don't know why my heart paining..this is so new to me.... I never ever endure this feeling in my whole life.....
Right now.. I want someone to share my feelings...
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Porche keep looking at kinn. Without averting his eyes from kinn..
But suddenly kinn open his eyes slowly and turn to look at porche....he feel embarrassing.. He don't know how to explain that.he himself don't know why he come between porche and the guy. Maybe At that moment...He want to save his bodyguard. Not porche..
See.. I don't come to save you.. I just.. Just... Kinn about to say something.. But porche cut it off his words...
Whatever reason you have.. I don't want to hear that... But i want to say one think that... You are a stupid.who only have head not brain... Im the one your bodyguard..im the one who want to protect you.. Not you... Idiot.. Porche said angryly..
Hey.. Don't forget im your boss.. Kinn said amuzingly. Because porche is the only one who have the guts to shouting at him.. After knowing who is he....
Yes boss.. A Stupid boss.. Porche said and about to leave.. But he saw one nurse girl come inside the room with bowl of water and towel.. So he stop his walking and turn to look at kinn.. Who is already looking at the nurse with curious eyes...
Porche waiting patiently.. But his eyes suddenly wide in shock because that nurse holding kinn's hand and about to open kinn's shirt after got kinn's permission..
His blood start to boil in anger.. Hos legs start to move towards that nurse without his concern... He snatch the towel from her and....
You can leave... I will clean him.. Porche said while giving death glare to her...
Sorry sir.. But i can't allow you.... Nurse said and about to take back that towel.. But porche hold it tightly and....
Don't you hear me. Get out bitch.. Porche said slowly.. Otherside kinn who saw porche's face so close to that nurse.. He become angry... So..
You can get out.. Kinn said to that nurse girl and turn to porche....
Mm.. Do it quickly... Kinn said while showing his well build abs and chest...
Otherhand porche who see kinn's bare chest.. Suddenly feel heat on his face..
.but he without minding start to wipe Kiñn body slowly.......
Ssk.. My chance to become wife of this billonary.. Snatch from me.. This all this this bitch.. Mumble that nurse while leaving the room...with disappoint face..
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Two weeks past..... Kinn wound is healed fully... He become the old kinn...cold and arrogant..
Kinn, khun, korn and chan sit on the sofa while enjoying their coffee... At the same time porche, big, arm and pol stand behind them without speaking... But suddenly....
Kinn... Babyyyy... Said while a girl come and sit beside kinn..
Otherside kinn who don't like other people's touch.. Immediately stand from the sofa and sit otherside of khun....
Kinn.. This is lily. My friend daughter...she love you since she is in her high school.. So his father ask me to fix a date... So... I hope you understand... What i mean.. Korn said to kinn.. Otherside kinn keep looking at porche who is averting his eyes in whole time......
Kinn.. Kinn....
Ah yes.... What... Kinn ask while come out from his daze..
Are you okay.to . Go out with her.... I don't force you.. If you don't want.. It's fine.. I will talk to my friend.. Korn ask with hopefull eyes...
No need.. I will go out with her..but not to day.. Kinn said with a uncomfortable face...except lilly everyone look at kinn dissappointly.. Including korn.. He don't want kinn to accept to go out with her.. Because he already dream to have porche as his son in law.. Thats will be so much fun.. See porche kick kinn ass.....
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Otherside porche feel.. His soul left from his body.. He look at kinn with sad eyes..and his eyes meet khun's... Who is looking at him with questionable face..
P kinn.
.in a person You look handsome, more than in the photoes and news.. Which is i saw.. Lily said with flirtatious face..
But inside the room who all look her face want to vomit...
Mm.. Kinn said with irrittate face and stand from the sofa and....
Next monday we can go.. Said kinn and leave the place....
............... Inside porche's room...
Porche stand in the balcony and look outside... His eyes are red.. He want to cry.. But he hold it...
His heart is painning...
DO YOU LOVE KINN? khun ask while stand beside porche... Otherside porche don't know what to say... He slowly turn his face towards khun and look at him..
Khun who see porche redden eyes...he put his hand on porche's shoulder...and...
I ask you a question.. Khun said...while caressing porche's shoulder..
I know you already know the answer.. Porche said while roll his eyes..
I know, but i want to hear it from you.. Khun said while giving his creepy smile..
Porche who see this smiling sadly and turn to looking outside....
Yes.. I love him.. I don't know how or when.. But i love him.. I know that i don't have the eligible to stand beside him.. That's why i decided to stand behind him and protect him in my whole life.... I only want to see him everyday.. Porche said while wipe his tear.. Which is falling down after so many struggle to hold...
Other side khun who see this hug Porche sideway
Porche.....i don't know how to explain or advice .. But i only want to say is love is love...there only want two people and between them love..pure love...
Don't you need to think about other things except kinn and your love for him... If you both are mean to be together.. Then,god definately give you so many chance to get your love one.. So don't be sad...
Said khun while pull out from the hug and hold porche's face....
See.. You have shinning eyes,beautiful face and sexy body... Don't waste it... When you see kinn, just wink at him.. He will immediately kneel infront of you.. Khun said while laughing..
Porche who hear this laugh along with khun...
Suddenly khun stop laughing and turn to look outside....his mind fill with brother....
Im five years older than kinn... Me and kim dad's boys..we are always with our dad.. Not kinn.. He is a mama's boy.. He love our mom so so so much.
Mom too.. She also love kinn more than anyone... She always feed to kinn.. Even he is ten year old boy.. She spoiled him too much.. He used to sleep in our mom's lap..his love for her no one can discribe....
But when he ten... We don't know what happened to our mom.. Suddenly she brought a man with her and said us.. She love him and she want to live with him.. Also ask our dad to divorce her... My dad breakdown.. I never saw him cry before that incident... After i saw him cry while hugging their wedding photo..i start to hate our mom.. Kim he don't understand what happening there because he only five... Otherside kinn.. .. he run behind our mom... And beg her to don't leave us and our dad.. But she push kinn on the floor and leave our house with that man...without turn to look us one more.
...kinn froze on the spot.. He didn't move.his head bleeding. He didn't minding keep look at the way, where our mom went.. Me and kim run near him and cover his head with my shirt.. He slowly turn and look at me..... When i saw his eyes my heart feel pain for him... Because i can see how much he break down.. He don't utter a single word to us...
That day start....our innocent and lovely kinn change into cold and arrogant... ...he shout himself into his study,work and his room.. You maybe notice.. He most of the time.. Spent in his room alone....
.he start to hate love.. Thinking love is fake..
We try to make him understand love is true.. That is beautiful thing.. But instead hear our statement he start to question us.. If love true then,Why she left our dad.. We didn't have answer for that. So we leave it..thinking when he grow.. He will change his mind himself.. But no.. He still trust that love is fake..
Porche...He need someone.. Who is give him unconditional love and care...who give him shoulder for lean on.. Whenever he down..
Khun said while wipe his tears and turn to porche and hold porche left shoulder and look at porche.. Who is wipe his tears....
Why im saying this to you now.. Because after you come in his life.. I can see some changes in kinn... That's why i tell you.. Don't give up.. And about that girl.. Don't worry.. Kinn accept to go because of our father... He respect and love our father too much.. He don't show it out.. But we can see it easily..
He himself leave her.. This is usually happen.. Our dad most of the time do this for enjoy his bor time.. Khun said while smiling warmly.....
Otherside porche hug khun..
Thank you.. Khunma.. This is the first time someone stand beside me and comfort me... I love you... Porche said.....
I love you too son... But now leave me.. You make my shirt wet by your tears.. Khun said dramatically while pushing porche from his hug...
Don't cry.. You look like my Elisabeth and sebastian.. When they are hungry.. Their face exactly look like you.... Khun teasing porche while give a chocolate bar to porche and leave the place..... After saying bye...
I love you kinn.. I don't want you to love me back..but allow me to love you and show my love for you...... Porche said to himself while eatting the chocolate...