"Yes mama i will go to bed now" I say to my ma "come and kiss me goodnight Eddie bear" I walk over and kiss her forehead "goodnight ma" "goodnight Eddie, make sure you take you pills before bed" she says in a slightly hissed tone "yes mama I will"
i walk up the stairs and into my room, I'm not taking those pills again, theres just no point! I close my door and sit against my bed, I look out the window, i then look at my clock, it's only 8:13 and I'm being sent to bed, it's the summer holidays why do I need to go to bed so early?!? I'm not even tired. "Eddie bearrrr, sweetheart, did you take your pills??" Says ma from downstairs. Fuck. "Yes mama I did, dont worry" that's a lie, I didnt, I havent taken any for a whole week, I've been flushing the down the toilet, she hasnt noticed a thing. "Good eddie baby, because if you didnt you will get very sick" I roll my eyes, shes still downstairs on the recliner watching TV. "I know ma, that's why I take them" I say it joyfully even though that is not what I feel about taking those pills.
I have nothing to do now, there's nothing in my room that's interesting. Richie, mabye I should call him, he would make me smile, he always does. I stand up and face the door ready to go and call him, wait no, I cant ma is downstairs and i should be sleeping right now. She would be mad at me. Well, I'll just do as she says then, I'll get ready for bed.
I take my red shorts off, and get changed into my clean boxers, I take my fancy pack off and I also take my shirt off, I feel cold with nothing on me. I walk around my room shirtless trying to find my hairbrush. Where did i put it?? Oh well, I dont need it anyways. I begin to slowly walk over to my bed, tomorrow in meeting the losers in that really dirty club-
*TINK!!!!!*
I jump at the sudden noise....
*TINK!!!!* *TINK!!!!*
What the hell is that....
I walk to my window where the noise is comming from, I'm still shirtless, and I'm a bit cold. *TINK!!!!* what the actual fu-