I don't like you, I don't like you at all. You're a mess no one can fix. You keep yourself on your feet and trip others off their own. You are messed up. I don't want you to hurt them, I don't want you to hurt me. But you do because that's just who you are. I don't know you, I don't know what you like in your life. Yet I know one thing about you, you like to see the helpless suffer to satisfy yourself, and it's just so sick.
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SMUT CHAPTER (Tw: Rape) , YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED
"Well that was something." Rouge says, putting her hands on her hips. I narrow my eyes and look at her. "That was your fault, Shadow." Knuckles says, I snap my eyes to his direction. Knuckles stares at his hands, not looking at me. I tilt my head and cross my arms. "You realise Sonic is in a fragile state, the best I could do was get him out of that damn room and let him be in his own house for a bit? One point he is going to snap and none of you can be here." I say with annoyance, my voice cold and steady. Knuckles shifts his position so his legs are open. "I'm just saying, you put him in a room with Tails and expect he wont see?" Knuckles looks at me, his eyes carrying a stern demeanour. I clench my fists. "Who let that kid out of his room? Who the fuck thought it was a good idea to keep him here?" I raise my voice, I will protect my decisions, I will protect Sonic at all costs.
Amy gets up from her spot and tries to break the tension. "Boys-" I stare at her with eyes so revealing, they make her question her words. Amy backs up, she stares in my eyes, what she sees..I don't know. But her ears pin and when she finally looks away, she is backing up and sitting back on the couch. Silver looks at her, then at me, his eyes narrow. I look back at Rouge for a moment, she meets eyes with me and by just that, she tells me what they saw. Rouge lowers her eyelashes and nods. Its not a form of communication. She has only told me that I am showing myself to them. I look back and glare at Knuckles.
"I don't care about how pissed you might be, I will not let Sonic believe we don't care about him. He saved you more times then you can count. How about you grow up and realise I've been the only god damn one to help him." I say, my voice loud and upset. Knuckles shouldn't blame me for jack shit if he can't even ask Sonic if he is doing okay. Knuckles eyes narrow. "I MADE HIM SMILE FOR FUCKS SAKE SHADOW." He yells, making Tails and Amy jump. Amy goes to Tails and calms him down, Knuckles looks at Tails. "Well you didn't make him feel any better from his state, you only distracted him." I snap back, my voice not in a yelling state like Knuckles. I feel like I should keep going, but I need to know what Sonic is doing now. Knuckles just stares at me with no emotion, he just grunts and looks away. "Speaking of which, I'm going to make sure he is okay." I growl and walk to the kitchen. Rouge points to the hallway, I nod and look over.
A blue blur stands in the shadows of the hallway, I didn't know he was right there. I thought Rouge was telling me he was that way. But he is right there. Listening to the words Knuckles and I used. He doesn't move, he is too far for me to see his face. But I see he has cried more of that black goo. I walk over silently and quickly. Sonic doesn't move until I'm feet away from him. He puts a hand near his chest, I look at his emerald eyes and see fear and guilt. I take his hand and squeeze it. "Don't listen to that Faker." I say, Sonic looks at me with regret. "Did I make you guys angry?" He asks, I pin my ears. "No, I will never let anyone let that out on you. I don't care if I'm yelled at, you don't deserve it." I tilt my head, Sonic smiles softly. "Do you want to go outside?" I ask, Sonic stares, then nods. I smile. "Alright, lets go out another way, huh?" I direct him further in the hallways, to the laundry room. I open the door and I am met with a sunny but wet day. I continue to hold Sonics hand as I walk out.
Sonics eyes seem to colour just a bit when the sun hits his face. He opens his eyes and stares around. I look at him carefully, he's sick. I can almost see every bone in his body, he has barley eaten. He doesn't smell the best either. Which I don't care about, I think after some time outside I can help him out with a shower. Sonic takes a deep breath before he follows me to green hill. I make my way to a field of fresh watered flowers and settle down. Sonic stands and looks forward. He doesn't say anything, and when I put my hand on his he flinches. "Woah hey, its just me." I pull my hand away. Sonic takes a moment to calm down. I watch him. "Is everything okay?" I ask, Sonic shrugs. He sits down and lays on his back. I watch. He hasn't spoken since I saw him in the hallway. I cross my arms and lay back. I feel his quills touch mine. Yes, they're messy, but he's been sick for some time now. He can't keep on top of everything.
"Does it feel better out here?" I ask, trying to keep a conversation going. I look over to Sonic and see him starting at me. I roll to my side and meet eyes. Sonic nods. I smile lightly. "You know you can talk to me. Nothing you say will change how I see you." I say, Sonic stares in my eyes, he seems to think hard about what to say. "Why are you helping me?" He asks. I keep my eyes locked on his, he really wants to know. Maybe because you're the closest thing to Maria. You bring me hope that things can change. And loosing you would prove I am the problem. That I'm not saving those in need, I'm killing them. "Because you don't deserve this." I answer. Sonic reads my eyes, trying to find more. But I hide anything else. "What if you get hurt?" Sonic asks another question. I lower my eye lashes and look down, closing my eyes. I love you. Is the communication that I just made. But he can't understand that. The words that have never been used, never been passed from Rouge and I. We made it so that if this happens, we might have a way to tell someone. "I'd rather be burned alive then to watch you go through this alone." I reply to his question.
For some time, Sonic just stares at me. Its when I open my mouth to speak does he move closer and hug me. I take a moment to register this. His body is cold, his scent is patched and his figure is thin. But his fur is smooth and he doesn't plan on letting go. I close my eyes and bring him in closer. "I promise I'm not going to leave you like this." I whisper in his ear. I feel Sonic's body relax just a bit from his tense form. He digs his face into my chest fur and curls himself against me. I feel his desperation and tiredness in his grip, his anxiety and fear in his breathing and scent. I can tell he is fighting to keep himself here. To stay in my arms where he knows he is safe.
When Sonic breaks away, I notice he was crying more black goo. I simply wipe it away and sit up. "Lets get you cleaned huh?" I say and offer him my hand, he takes it. I get up and watch him carefully follow. We walk back in absolute silence. I don't know who is in the house now, so we take the laundry door like last time. I guide Sonic to the bathroom. He looks uncertain but I help him sit down on a bench. "It's okay, I'm here. Nothing will go wrong." I comfort him. I look at the shower head and turn it on, Sonics eyes narrow. I close the door to the bathroom and turn on the lights. Sonic looks horrified and I raise a hand. "Woah! No no, its ok! Everything is ok!" I turn off the lights and come over. "Do you not want the lights on?" I ask, Sonic nods quickly. He is crying black again. I place my hand on his shoulder. "Okay, we can do that. You're safe. I won't let anything bad happen. Okay?" I tilt my head. Sonic nods. "If you want, I can look away-" Sonic shakes his head. I realise why though. He doesn't want me to be unaware of an attack. I nod. "Alright, the shower is ready. Do you need help?" I ask, Sonic nods.
I know damn well in this time, I shouldn't feel awkward. But the fact that Sonic, the blue hedgehog that I've had fights with, that I have hated, and now like, is now in front of me in a shower. I avoid looking at his body because he has trusted me to help him. Even though he doesn't trust himself alone. He could've asked Silver or Amy, Silver has helped us with no reaction to what he has to do, Amy is more caring then anything. Yet he chose me. He trusts me. And I'm not going to loose that trust.
Taking off my gloves and inhibitors, Sonic's gloves, shoes, and socks and picking up the shampoo bottle. I move Sonic under the water carefully, knowing the hedgehog hates anything to do with it. I apply it to the soaked hedgehog's fur. Its brand is unknown, I don't know how Sonic even maintains his soft coat with the things he uses. I know I keep my brands so that I have a well-kept ivory coat. But I guess everyone is different. I watch him stare, he seems to not want to put the effort in. I sigh and scrub the shampoo deep into his fur and quills. "Can I-" I ask, knowing I need to clean Sonic everywhere. Sonic nods. I take a moment, I look down at his body and keep my thoughts clear. Or try to. I grab a strange sort of shampoo and soap combined and use it on Sonics chest, arms, feet, hands, and even his dick. I keep all my thoughts blank.
Sonic keeps his eyes on me the whole time as I wash him. I don't know what he thinks, but he looks calmer. I can see his face through the darkening room as daylight falls, his eyes are too dull to make out the colour, which worries me.
I grab the conditioner. In the moment I look away I am slammed to the wall and cut from breathing as Sonic chokes me with his arm. I am taken away by his sudden strength but realise it's not him doing this. It's that damned EXE. I grunt but the force only intensifies. Making it harder and harder to breathe.
"Oh my, I just keep catching you off guard huh?" Sonics voice is more like a growl, he tilts his arm so I am looking down at his bloody eyes. "And all alone." He chuckles, sending shivers down my spine. I don't know why, but seeing Sonic do this makes me feel... "Hm?" Sonic is looking down now, I follow his gaze and immediately fight his grip. "Don't you fucking dare." I snarl, Sonic uses his free hand to shrug. "I wasn't going to do anything...But now that I see you're liking this.." The sudden heavy pressure on my neck disappears, making me stumble and crouch.
When Sonic let me go, I thought he had come back to his original state. Yet when I look up, his eyes are still red. He grabs my quills and I have to avoid acknowledging the hard member he carries. But he doesn't make it easy, especially with one hand around it. I look at him with shock, not even knowing that I was about to lose my dignity.
Sonic smirks before he aggressively pushes me down, eye to eye with his dick. He moves his hand from it to my mouth, Putting his thumb between my jaws to hold them open as he shoves his member into my mouth. I try to move away, my brain going haywire, but he only pulls me closer. I feel my mouth fill with saliva as my throat is blocked from his sheer size and girth.
He doesn’t let me go, even as my eyes water and I almost throw up from the gag reflex. Yet when he moves, I forget about the sickening feeling, the haywire now mixing with a strange sense of lust. A sloppy sound emanates and gets louder and louder as Sonic thrusts himself inside of my mouth, slowly picking up speed. My ears twitch and I can make out the sounds of his moans and grunts.
I know I shouldn't be doing this, I don't want to. I can't just tell him to stop. This isn't Sonic, this is something making Sonic a whole new mobian. But fuck, I love how aggressive and straight forward he is. I want him to use me like this, to treat me like I'm a pretty little toy for him to play with whenever he wants. Yet this isn't my Sonic. This is an EXE.
Sonic continues to shove himself in me, growling as his claws clench around my head. "Use your fucking tongue." He demands. I gaze up at him, and he stares right back with those bloody eyes. I look back down and start to swirl my tongue around his pulsing cock and feel him twitch, leaning his head back as he moans. I press my tongue on his tip and then trace it all the way down, his taste lingering in my mouth. Sonic leans down and hisses. "I want you to realise how lucky you fucking are, I would destroy you if you weren't so fucking hot." He grabs my head and forces himself further in.
I gag as his cock hits the back of my throat before I realise Sonic isn't going to pull me away. I stop for a moment to breathe before a searing pain strikes as sonic claws me. I feel blood trail down my back as he carves into my skin. "Do it you dirty little slut." Sonic growls. I don't want to, but I don't want to fail the real Sonic. I know the EXE won't leave until it's satisfied. I suck on his dick and lick it while he continues to guide my head back and forth with a tight grip for what feels like hours until I feel his cock start to throb desperately to release itself. He lets out a mix between a moan and a growl and holds my head down. I feel his sour and vicious cum slowly flow down my throat, each gulp harder to manage as he pumps load after load into me.
For a moment, Sonic and I just stay panting as he pulls himself out of my mouth, cum dripping onto the tiles while a thin line of saliva streams from his tip to my lips. Yet when he looks at me, he smirks and plants a kiss on my cheek. "Good boy~" He whispers in my ear, before he washes his cock and winks at me. Still frozen and my quills standing on end, my arm shakes as I struggle to lift it up and wipe my mouth, having only seconds to react when Sonic comes back to reality. I watch as he loses his balance and I leap to catch him. His emerald green eyes meet mine and I lift him up. "Faker." I say, grabbing the conditioner and smearing it on his fur.
Sonic stares at me with confusion. "What...Happened? Why do I feel like I've been jerked off?" Sonic asks suddenly, I don't answer. But this seems to make Sonic worry more. "Shadow, what did I do?" He asks, a tone of panic in his voice. His eyes land on my own hard member and he snaps his head away, and his ears pin. I hear his breath speed up. "Shit, fuck, shit..." I wash his quills and his fur. "Sonic, nothing bad happened." I replied as calmly as I could. Sonic looks at me.
"Oh yeah? SO WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU HARD? SHADOW." Sonic shouts and I flinch. "No need to yell." I reply, trying to put on a soothing voice. Sonic growls. "There is all the need to yell!" He rants on, I turn off the shower.
I understand why Sonic is upset though. He forced himself on me and he doesn't even know. I sigh. "EXE is very touchy to me. Just did some stuff." I say. I'm not lying, but I'm not telling him what happened. Sonic stares and I throw him his towel. "Do you feel better?" I ask, Sonic nods. I point to a clothes rack. "Blaze washed some stuff for you earlier, might as well show them some gratitude and put on fresh clothes." I explain. Sonic looks over to the rack and takes the gloves, socks and shoes. He puts them on quickly while I put my own stuff on. I look at him. "You okay?" Sonic shrugs. "Did the EXE thingy make you see me any different?" He asks, and I immediately shake my head. "No, Faker. Nothing will change the way I see you." I repeat my words. "Nothing." I look away.
"Lets go to your room now. I'll bring snacks and we can watch a movie?" I suggest, trying to cheer him up. His mood seems to lighten as he nods, so I smile and open the bathroom door. "Alright, keep the towel on your quills and let's have some fun."
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