The Shadow That Binds

The disfigured mirror

             I was once a light and hope to my family, a special human full of innocence and cuteness, far away from the evil intentions of the world and been in a world of peacefulness when the world took my innocence and cuteness just like a broken mirror which was difigured by a destructive agent. The world with an evil intentions came and tinted my life with the wickedness of men making it try to lose and destroy it's usefulness.
            Their grudges was like a slow poison which gradually had it's way into my heart corrupting the peacefulness of life in me, my innocence and cuteness leaving behind everlasting scars that can never be forgotten nor completely healed.
               Yet even in the whole darkness of the world, I was producing spark of light and hope which refused to be extinguished by the world's wickedness. A fierce and stubborn determination in me refuse me from giving myself into the wickedness of men. A determination to rise again above all shadows that are determined to consume and end me completely.
               During my efforts in trying to figure out the shattered pieces of my life, I discovered a new thing that not only the cruelty and wickedness of others had a hand in the shapening of me but also the kindness of strangers towards me, the warmth and feeling of being loved for and also the strong determination of my spirit that has been helping me to survive from the fatal world.
               But the memories of the wickedness and evil always remain, a continuous remainder of the darkness of the world that lay below just waiting for an opportunity to strike. It was a feeling which has been accompanying me always in my Day to day life.
                Still I knew I could not let havea part of the definition of my life. I had to look seriously for a way to mend the fractures and cracks to heal the wound and to rekindle the light which has once shone brightly in my life from within.
               Little did I have the idea that the upcoming journey would be so long and stressful and also treacherous filled with the twist and turn of life that Will produce trials and temptation to test my courage and heart. But I was fully prepared to face it and confront it to the fullest, for I knew that the only way was to overcome it with a head on confrontation.