Welcome back, dear readers, to the start of Part Four! The biggest surprise for me because I thought the story was done. But it just kept coming... so enjoy! ❤❤❤
Warning: This chapter contains sexually explicit adult content.
Sebastian's Perspective
"Well, this is it." She said as she sat her bucket of gardening tools down next to the door and tossed her hat and gloves on top of it. She always kept a protective hand on her stomach, I noticed.
I could hardly look around her home, I was enamored with the sight of her. She was achingly beautiful! And carrying my children! My mind was still reeling from the information.
"So, what do you think?" She asked, her bright emerald eyes staring at me nervously.
"I think... you're gorgeous." It was the only thing I could comprehend at the moment and it just slipped out. Her face blushed a magnificent peachy pink at my words.
"Seb. I meant the cottage." She admonished me.
"I know. But I can't even take it in. You're so beautiful. I can't believe.... I mean, you're.... I'm just..." I couldn't even form coherent sentences. She was so amazing, standing there with one hand on her stomach, running soft circles and the other on the counter for balance. Her bright eyes and long braided mahogany hair. I wanted to grab her! I had this insatiable urge to hold her and touch her and never let her go!
I moved to close the small gap between us and enclosed my arms around her rounded waist. Her bump pressed into my stomach and I could feel the nudging against me. Those were my children in there!
I looked down at her belly pressed against mine. In awe.
She giggled. "I think they know you already."
"Merlin, I've missed that sound." I smiled warmly at her and her cheeks pinked again.
"Seb." Her eyes grew sad as she wrapped her small hands around the back of my neck, pulling my face close to hers and then resting her forehead against mine.
"Yes, darling..." I answered her softly.
"Are you... ok...? With all of this? I mean... I kept this from you because I didn't want to burden you and then after Will... I just... I couldn't deal. I needed to get away. From everyone. And everything. Are you... really here? I mean, for good?" She sounded so vulnerable. And so sad. I couldn't imagine everything she's been through emotionally. And I honestly didn't know what I would have done in the same situation. If I had had to kill Anne....
I sighed deeply. "I'm shocked, yes. And a little mad at you for not telling me. I could have shared the burden." She let out a frustrated huff of air. "But Rach." I pulled my forehead away from hers and grasped her chin to pull her eyes back to mine. I could get lost in those stunningly gorgeous green eyes... they were... scared? She was full of fear for my reaction to everything.
I took a deep breath and told her my truth. "I've only ever known one thing. Since the beginning of fifth year when a shy yet strong, intelligent, gorgeous girl introduced herself to me. My life began at that moment. You are my whole world. I have nothing, I AM nothing, without you. I'm not going anywhere." I said it all firmly but softly.
Her eyes lit up and a smile spread across her soft lips. "I love you, Sebastian. I loved you that day and every day since."
Now it was my turn to smile. "I love you, Rachel. I've always loved you. And now..." I looked down and put my hands on her protruding belly. "I have more to love."
She slapped my hands gently. "I know! I'm fat!" She squealed.
"That's not what I meant. I meant the babies." I chastised her and pulled her close again. Her hands rested on my chest and I wrapped my arms around her, still able to envelop her small body, despite the belly.
Our lips met in a soft kiss. Hers tasted like sunshine and tea with honey. Like Rachel. I missed it so much... A soft groan escaped my throat.
She opened her mouth to my sounds and I slid my tongue in to make circles with hers. She moaned softly and moved her hands up to tangle in the hair at the back of my neck.
My hands found their way to her braid and I slowly ran my fingers through it, untangling it and letting her soft, wavy hair flow through my fingers. I missed this too... her long hair was always my favorite!
Suddenly, I felt something push into my stomach, hard. I pulled away and looked down. She did too. And then our eyes locked, both of us a little shocked.
We burst out laughing together!
"I guess they want attention." She said, giggling and put her hands to her belly, rubbing circles.
"Are they always this active?" I asked a bit in awe.
"No. I mean, I only started feeling this recently. A few weeks maybe? But it's increasing daily." She sighed. "And nightly... sometimes, it's hard to sleep..."
"Is it something to worry about? Have you been to a Healer? How far are you? When are you due?" I couldn't help it. Now that the initial shock had worn off, I had so many questions.
"Relax, Seb. I'm perfectly healthy."
"You didn't answer any of my questions." My eyes narrowed at her.
She sighed deeply. "I don't know if I should worry, I've never been pregnant before! I spoke with Nurse Blainey before leaving Hogwarts and she said everything was fine. At the time, she thought I was about twelve weeks along. So... that would make me around twenty-four weeks now? Give or take? So.... I would assume..."
"Assume? You're assuming?"
"Well, I'm no Healer... so, I would guess..."
"Can you please stop guessing?! We need to schedule an appointment with a Healer. Soon. And you should be... I don't know... not on your feet. Definitely, NOT out in the garden working and what is this mess in the corner...?" I looked over to see the broken pieces of a crib scattered all over the place, as if she had thrown it there in a rage. "Broken pieces of wood that you could fall on or trip over...?" I picked one up, brandishing it at her accusingly.
She stared at me at first, in shock I think, and then she started laughing.
"What. Is so. Funny?" I asked her slowly, my eyes narrowing again.
"You're such a 'dad' already. Look, it's ok. I'm FINE. I promise. I feel really good most days. I'm not even nauseous anymore. In fact, I usually can't stop eating! And I sleep plenty. Promise." She said, sternly and held her hand out to me.
I rushed to grab it. I'd been without her for so long, I couldn't resist the opportunity to touch her, hold her, kiss her...
With our fingers interlocked, I kissed her again, deeply. Filling the kiss with all the longing I'd been holding in so long. She groaned softly into my lips and my free hand snaked around the nape of her neck, holding her face securely to mine so I could fully explore her mouth with my tongue.
I let go of her hand and brought my other hand up to cup her face and hold her properly. I continued kissing her passionately, showing her just how much I'd missed her... how much I love her...
Her arms wrapped around my waist holding me to her again, like before, but this time the Little Nudgers didn't nudge and I was free to explore her gorgeous body.
My hands moved slowly from her face to her neck and over her shoulders to wrap around her back. She moved her hands back up my chest and ran circles like she used to. It sent shivers all down my back. She always knew just how to get a rise out of me. Literally.
I could feel myself getting stiff at the thought of making her mine again.
I didn't know if she would want that... if it were ok... if it would hurt her or the babies? But I just wanted to be close with her and I couldn't stop myself.
I broke the kiss to run my tongue over her jawline and down her neck slowly.
"Mmmm." She moaned softly and it spurred me on. I moved my hands slowly over her back, running my fingers through her hair and pulling it slightly so her head would pull back and I could kiss the delicate skin of her neck and throat.
She tasted the same, like sweet honey. She smelled the same. Lavender and rose petals. She felt the same. Supple and oh-so-soft. All Rachel. And all mine.
I could feel my erection pressing into my pants uncomfortably. My body was aching for her!
My hands moved of their own volition, sliding up and down her sides, carefully taking in her new curves.
"Seb..." She breathed out softly and then a soft, sweet moan escaped her. I smiled into her neck and laid soft kisses on her throat, making my way up to her earlobe which I knew she loved.
When my teeth closed around it, she moaned and my cock twitched inside my pants. I needed her! So badly.
My hands moved up to start unbuttoning her white blouse. I looked down quickly and I could see her beautiful nipples were already hardened through her clothes. I wanted them in my hands, between my fingers, in my mouth!
And I also saw... "You still wear it?" I whispered to her. "Both of them?" She had both Ominis' and my necklaces on, tucked just under her shirt. Her cheeks blushed.
"Yes. As reminders. That I once was loved." She said shyly.
"You still are. You always will be." I said just as softly.
My lips moved back to hers quickly and kissed her fiercely as I continued unbuttoning. She was doing the same to me, pulling at my shirt. Her small hands found the hem and lifted. I took the cue and put my arms up so she could pull it up over my head where it fell to the floor with a soft sound of fabric on wood.
I pulled open her blouse and slid it off her shoulders. I quickly unsnapped her bra, throwing it to the ground. I pulled away from the kiss to look at her.
"Wait!" She exclaimed before I could bring my eyes down to look at her body. She held my chin, so our eyes were locked. Her eyes were full of fear and shame.
"What's wrong, darling? Are you ok?" I asked her, concerned.
"I'm... I'm..." She stuttered.
"What, love? What is it?" I tried to coax her to tell me what was wrong.
"My body. I'm... fat and... I look... I'm...." Her eyes shifted down in shame.
It was my turn to pull her chin up to look at me. "Rachel. You're carrying our children. You have always been so stunningly beautiful. And now, you're even more so. I didn't think anyone could top how beautiful you were before... and now, you have."
I pulled away to look at her body. Her gently rounded belly, the soft skin, the full breasts. I was right. She was gorgeous. And I wanted her. I still wanted her. I could feel my eyes filling with desire.
She smiled timidly. "Stunning." I said, softly.
We both reached for each other at the same time, our lips smashing together wildly, finding our kissing rhythm easily and holding each other tightly. Finally, FINALLY, my hands found her soft, full breasts.
She squeaked out a sound and then a gentle chuckle into my mouth.
"Sensitive?" I asked around her lips.
"Mmhmm." She moaned back.
I let my hands caress her breasts, squeezing gently and holding them in my hands. They felt amazing! I felt like I was going to burst soon if I couldn't have her!
I moved my lips down to her throat quickly, licking my way down her chest so I could put her nipples in my mouth. "Mmm." I moaned as I finally reached my goal, wrapping my lips around one and still massaging the other.
"Unnhh... yes..." she moaned out quietly. Merlin, I'd missed her sounds.
I let my tongue flick her nipple and she jumped a little and then giggled. I laughed around her breast in my mouth. I loved this woman so much!
I went to my knees and ran kisses over her bump playfully while she looked down at me lovingly. I slipped my hands in the sides of her pants, being sure to grasp her panties too and started to slide them down together.
Her fingers found my hair and ran through it gently. I loved the feeling of her nails on my scalp and her soft tugs of my hair. She was so sexy without even trying!
Once she was fully naked in front of me, I leaned back to take her all in with my eyes. She was so fucking beautiful! Her gorgeous slit was right in front of my eyes, glistening with her arousal. I moved in slowly and laid kisses all over her thighs.
"Oh.... Aahh.... Yes..." She said softly, while tugging my hair again. I chuckled into her skin.
I let my tongue lick around the outside of her lips, soaking up her juices that were already flowing. And then I gently parted her with my tongue and inserted it quickly.
"Fuuuuck. Sebastian...." She moaned out. Just what I wanted to hear...
I slid my tongue in and out swiftly and licked her all up and down, repeatedly. She tasted so fucking sweet! I don't know how she managed it but her whole body always tasted like honey.
"Mmm." I moaned into her and she actively trembled, a shiver rocking her whole body.
Was she close already? I guess it had been a long time... a very long time... my painfully throbbing cock was telling me that, also.
I wrapped my lips around her clit and sucked it, hoping this would be her end. She gasped loudly. "OH... MY.... FUCK!" She called out loudly.
I smiled around her clit and flicked it with my tongue. Her fingers pulled my hair as another violent tremor rent through her body.
I flicked it again and again and again. And then closed my lips around it, sucking hard.
"Seb... I'm... coming!" She screamed out just as she squirted into my mouth, her whole body shaking and her lips throbbing around my mouth as I licked up the mess I created.
The smile on my face was so big! I LOVED pleasuring her. She was so fucking hot when she came. Her skin flushed a gorgeous pink and her eyes were always lit up so brightly.
I was smirking as I rose to my feet to come in and kiss her, letting her taste herself on my swollen lips.
"Mmm." I said into her mouth, cupping her face with my hands. "You always taste amazing."
She blushed but smiled. "That was.... "
"Intense?" I said, finishing her sentence.
She gently laughed. "Yes. Very."
Her hands were running their circles on my chest again. I looked deeply into her happy face, feeling so much love for this woman. I needed her. I needed to be inside her. Claiming her. Making her mine.
"Can I please, please make love to you?" I begged her, my eyes full of lust and love equally.
She stared deeply into my eyes, her eyes full of desire and longing. And nervousness. She was scared.
"What are you frightened of, love?" Her face looked momentarily surprised. I could always read her eyes. They spoke to me in their own secret language.
"It's just... I've been... alone. For so long. I'm... scared. I... don't want to..." Tears were threatening to spill in her eyes.
"Hey. It's ok." I pulled her close to comfort her, wrapping my arms tightly around her and sending her my warmth and love. "You can say no. I understand if you don't want to."
"No. That's not what I meant... I do want to! I do!" She had pulled away from me, looking firmly into my eyes.
"Then, what is it, love? I'm confused." I held her face in my hands, trying to understand the emotions that were crossing it.
"I'm scared. Of... a lot of things, really. But... I didn't plan on you finding me. At least, not this soon. Someday, down the road, maybe but... that's beside the point." She shook her head slightly. "I don't want to... open myself up to you... and then disappoint you. Or... something happens between us and then... I'll be alone again. I... I just... I can't... let myself..." She was stumbling over her words, but I thought I was getting the gist of it.
"Rach. I'm telling you, I'm not going anywhere. I mean, I'll not leave you. Ever again. We're together now. Forever. And you could never disappoint me. Never. Just being in your proximity is a gift. You opening up to me sexually is just a bonus." I smirked at her a little and she chuckled softly. "If you're really this scared, we don't have to have sex. I just want to be near you. To hold you." I swallowed hard, trying to calm my body that had already worked itself up into a frenzy. I didn't want an embarrassing erection to pressure her into something she didn't want. "I love you, Rachel. More than anything and if you're not comfortable, we're not doing it." I said firmly.
She smiled shyly and looked up into my eyes. "You have such a way with words. You make me want to do it. All the time. Every second. Of every day."
I sighed. "Well. Then, what do you want, Rachel? I can't read your mind. Merlin, I wish I could!" I said, exasperated.
She reached up and pulled me by the neck to kiss me deeply. I was a little stunned, but I let her. I loved how she tasted.
She pulled out of the kiss and looked me squarely in the eyes, hers full of determination and lust. "Make love to me, Sebastian. Please." She asked me but it was more of a command. I could tell by the husky, desire-filled tone of her voice.
I stared into her determined eyes for another second, searching for any doubt or fear but I saw nothing except her strong-willed decision. She was always so stubborn and once she made up her mind, that was it.
I swooped up her legs quickly and cradled her to my chest in one swift move. She squealed loudly and then giggled. My favorite sound.
I practically ran up the stairs and realized I had no idea where I was going. Her cottage was bigger than I expected. I looked around shyly.
"Second door on the left." She whispered softly into my neck and laid a tender kiss there, sending a shiver down my spine. My stiffness had returned just like that!
I pushed open her bedroom door and walked in. Closing it gently with my foot behind me. I walked over to her canopied bed and laid her down on it. I didn't look around at all. I was just enamored with her gorgeous body, spread open for me on her bed, inviting me in.
I unbuttoned my pants quickly, the anticipation killing me. I slid them down with my underwear and stepped out of them.
Her bright eyes took in my naked body from bottom to top and she licked her lips. SHE LICKED HER LIPS! Oh, that was it. I had to have her.
I crawled up onto the bed and slipped my body in between her legs. I put my weight on my knees and elbows as much as I could and cradled her face. I kissed her deeply and softly, letting my tongue find its way to twine with hers. She moaned into my mouth, her hands finding purchase on my chest and shoulders, running over any bit of skin she could find.
I pulled away from the kiss. "Are you all right? Am I crushing you?"
She smiled sweetly. "No. You're perfect."
"The babies?" I looked down at her small bump, afraid I was squashing it with my body.
"Seb. They're fine. I promise."
I looked back up at her face and her eyes were full of mirth, laughing at my concern.
I smiled back at her and kissed her again. I put my weight on my left elbow and moved my right hand down her body slowly, stroking her neck and chest, gently massaging her breast as I made my way further down. My fingers trailed along her stomach in circles until the Nudgers nudged me and we both giggled softly with each other.
My hand moved in between us and I placed my throbbingly hard cock up against her soft folds. I wanted to just ram it in her so badly, I was aching to be inside her. But I didn't want to startle her or hurt her. Or the babies.
I looked into her deep green eyes and her head gently nodded. I slowly pushed myself inside her.
We both gasped and my whole body trembled as her warmth enveloped me fully. She was so tight!
"Fuck.... I'd forgotten..." I huffed out. She giggled again and the force of it squeezed me inside her. It was... incredible. This was my home. This was where I belonged.
I started to move slowly in and out of her, grunting softly with every lunge. Our eyes were locked with each other and she was breathing heavily.
I started to move a little faster but still tried to be gentle. It just felt so good... so, so good.
"Fuck, baby... you feel... amazing." My husky breath came out in waves over her skin and she actively shivered.
"Mmm. You feel... better..." She said quietly.
Her hips were moving with mine in sync as we both lavished the feeling of our bodies colliding over and over. I moved my hips in a gentle circle, taking her by surprise. She gasped and moaned softly. I started to move a little faster.
"Unnhhn... yes... yes..." She moaned out. I put my face to her throat and began kissing and licking. "Oh, god... yes..." She moaned out louder. My body was flush with hers and her breath suddenly hitched. I worried I was crushing her, so I stopped and pulled up to investigate her face.
"Are you ok, love? Did I hurt you?" I ran circles on her cheek with my thumbs.
She huffed out frustrated air. "Seb. I'm FINE. I'm not going to break!" She put both her hands on my face to hold it steady so she could look me determinedly in the eyes. "Do you understand? You're not going to hurt me." Her eyes were firm and stubborn again, making her point clear. I was being too gentle. And she didn't want gentle right now.
I pushed my lips to hers in a frenzy and she moaned into my mouth at the surprise of it. My hands slid down to her hips so I could push and I began a much more brutal rhythm.
I moved my head to kiss her cheek and jawline so I could hear her moan. She was giving me everything I wanted, with every thrust into her, she moaned and yelled loudly, calling my name.
Her hands were squeezing my arms tightly, her nails digging in slightly. It was hot. It spurred me on faster. I bit down on her shoulder as the feelings in my body grew more intense. I was getting so close...
"FUCK! ... Seb.... Harder... yes!" She called out and with that I began to pound as hard as I could at her request, the sweat starting to pool on my back. I was grunting deeply into her neck every time I pushed myself as deep as I could into her. Finally claiming her. She was all mine.
"Yes, baby... you're... mine..." I grunted.
"Aaah! Yes.... Yours... all yours." She gave me just what I wanted to hear without my even asking.
My stomach tightened. I had to finish with her. We always finished together! I couldn't let go until she was ready....
"Come on... baby... come. Come for me." I said gruffly while wildly pounding into her with all my strength.
"UHHNHH! YES! SEBASTIAN!" She screamed out loudly as her body shook and I could finally feel her tighten around me, coming hard around my cock as her body convulsed with pleasure, her back arching, pushing her body further against mine.
I plunged myself deeply into her as I unleashed inside her, my whole body trembling with ecstasy as I whimpered into her neck, finally collapsing on top of her.
We were both breathing heavily. "That was so incredible..." I whispered. And then I realized...
"Shit!" I exclaimed and rolled off her quickly and to the side. "Sorry, did I crush them?" I laid my hand on her sweaty, swollen bump.
She just smiled. "You are hopeless." She said and put her hand on top of mine. We both felt the strong nudge moving our hands up slightly. We were laughing together as I pulled her to my chest.
I wrapped my arms around her, resting my palms on her stomach so I could feel everything. I snuggled into her neck, laying soft kisses on her bare shoulder.
"Mmmm." A low sound came from her throat. "I missed this." She said quietly. And within seconds, her breathing had slowed and was rhythmic. She was asleep.
I laid there, watching her breathing, feeling our children kick my hands, my body pressed up against her back.
I needed to marry this girl. Soon. Make her really know I wasn't going to leave. This was my future. Right here in my hands. My wife. My children. Our home.
I shut my eyes and found sleep quickly, dreaming of our future together.
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Reunited and it feels so good!