FIOR
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'LOVING you was impossible to reach you, when he was my opponent. Even if I wanted to give into my feelings and follow my heart, the reality of our situation was clear. To love you is to hardly accept that I can't be with you in any timeline.'
Masakit pakinggan ng mga salitang iyon, lalo na't ramdam mo sa boses niya ang sakit na kaniyang nararamdaman.
Paano ba ang magmahal ng malaya? Ganito pala ang taong nagmamahal sa isang taong kay hirap abutin maski pangarapin man lang? Gaano kasakit kung ako ang nasa posisyon niya?
Mas lalong humigpit ang yakap sa akin ni Zharkov ng walang pasabing pumasok sa ang lalaki. Madilim ang tingin nito sa aming dalawa may kapit din itong isang bagay na parang isang maliit na remote ng isang bagay.
"Little danger." he said dangerously.
"D—don't call... me...that." nanginginig sa sabi ko.
Natatakot na ako sa mga mangyayari, ngayon na ba ang oras na lilisanin ko na ang mundo?
"Impostor let go off my little danger." seryoso niyang sabi.
Zharkov tightened his grip. "Hell no."
"On a count of fvcking three, one, two," I cut him off before he could continue counting.
"Tama na! Don't do anything bad or do something to him, he didn't do anything to me or to you why are you doing this?!" I yelled.
Yumakap ako pabalik sa lalaki para maprotektahan siya sa kung ano man ang gagawin ng lalaking nasa harap ko. Bago siya ako muna ang sasalo kung bala man ang tatama sa kaniya.
He shot a death glare. "You don't know anything about him, he's a fvcking impostor."
"Impostor or not at least he's a nice guy to me, he protected me and even fought with your security! I just don't understand why are you doing this!" I yelled at him.
"Yung libro... yung libro ba ay plano mo? Plano mo na ba lahat iyon at kung mangyari man ang lahat ng iyon ay hahalakhak ka sa tuwa?!" sigaw ko.
Huminga ako ng malalim saka tumayo habang mahigpit na kapit ang kamay ng lalaking kasama ko.
"So all this time you've manipulated my mind? You approached me first as an engineer, a good samaritan who took care of my brother but behind is a demonic manipulated asshole! You approached me as a nice and calm doctor who cares about people and me but behind it is..." napatakip ako ng maalala ko ang mga nakita ko sa isa sa mga silid ng masyon na ito.
Yung mga nasa incubator... kumusta na kaya iyon?
"Little danger you know nothing."
Tumulo ang luha ko. "Always."
Saktong pagtingin ko sa kaniya ang patama ng mga mata namin at pagkahiwalay namin ni Zharkov.
As the violent electric rays ripped through the air, I watched in horror as Zharkov was pulled away from me and hurled through the window. The force of the blast sent him flying through the air, his body twisting and tumbling as he went.
In that moment, everything around me seemed to transform. Reality shifted, and it was as if Zharkov had been plucked from the room by a powerful electric ray that had suddenly appeared out of nowhere.
"Bitiwan mo'ko!" pagpiglas ko.
"Little danger trust me everything will be alright."
"No! Let go of me! Don't do that to him, 'wag... 'wag mong gawin 'yan sa kaniya... please 'wag!"
"Fior I promise I will take you back with me!" Zharkov yelled.
Malalaking butil ng luha ang pumatak mula sa mga mata ko sa nasisilayan. Nahihirapan na ako sa sitwasyon, ang sakit na nakikita ko siyang nahihirapan dahil sa akin.
Biglang dumilim ang paningin ko dahil tinabunan ng lalaki ang dalawang mata ko.
"Ano ba! Bitiwan mo na nga ako! Bitiwan mo'ko!"
"Fior wait for me! I swear we'll meet again, I promise to God I will take you away from him! I prom—" nawala na ang boses niya at saka rin ako binitawan ni Persona.
Persona...
Persona..!
"Persona!" isang malakas na sampal ang natamo niya mula sa akin.
Hindi man lang siya napainda sa malakas na sampal na ibinigay ko. Walang nagbago sa reaksyon ng mukha niya, gaano ba talaga s'ya katigas?
Binalot kami ng panandaliang katahimikan... ng kinapitan niya ang kaniyang kwentas at may pinindot.
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Sa isang malaking orasan ay nakaharap ko ang isang lalaki. Napapalibutan kami ng mga bitwing nagniningning ng mga hindi pamilyar na alaala.
"It's no secret to you that I want you." he suddenly said.
I took a step back when he stepped closer. Pero balewala iyon dahil mas lumalapit pa siya sa akin tuwing aatras ako. Konte nalang ay mahuhulog na ako sa kawalan kung aatras pa ako.
"You keep telling me that our fate is out of control, that our hands are tied and are not meant to be." nang sabihin niya iyon ay nakita ko ang isang memoryang pamilyar sa akin na nangyari na sa nakaraan.
"But I know that's not true, that this connection between us is stronger than any force that tries to keep us apart." ang sunod ko namang nakita ay isang memorya ko na kasama ang isang lalaki na nagbitaw ang pagkahawak kamay.
I'm not sure if I should be enjoying this or I should be afraid.
The sky, once empty, now hands a dazzling display of stars that connect my memories and thoughts, drawing them into a stunningly beautiful tapestry of light and wonder.
The sight is unlike anything I've seen before, and it takes my break away.
"No one can stop me if I decide that you're my destiny..." he said and gently wiped the tears from my cheeks.
Inilayo ko ang kamay niya pero hinawakan lamang niya ang maliliit kong kamay at hinalikan ito. Tama ba ang sinabi ng lalaking iyon,na magbabago ang paningin ko sa kaniya sa oras na...
Naputol ang iniisip ko ng magsalita siya.
"What if, by some chance, the stars could be written?" he said.
He was right but no, I don't know him. Tama ako sa sinasabi ng isip ko, hindi ko nga siya kilala perp bakit parang matagal na panahon na kaming nagkasama?
Bakit napapalibutan kami ng mga bitwing alala na hindi ko naman naalala?
"No one can rewrite the stars, no matter how much we may want to. We each have our own path, our own destiny, that is not for us to change." I said.
Isang bitwin ang nahulog at sinundan iyon ng mga mata namin, isang alaala ang kasama nitong nawala sa pagkahulog. Parang isang bagay na hindi sinasadyang mahulog at nabasag na nag—iwan ng bakas ng sakit.
"The stars have already determined our paths, and it is not for us to interfere."
"You're so wrong about that, I'm named Persona for a reason. Things are possible with me, to rewrite the stars, to change the destiny could be ours..." he said and one star brightened up and a happy memory showed.
"No!" I yelled and hastily pushed him away. "You can't fight destiny because God has written everything in his plan, you're not a God Persona!"
"I want to experience everything with you, to soar through the sky by your side, to fall in love with you and the world around us." another star lift up.
"It feels impossible..," but one star had crashed down. "like a dream that could never come true."
But is it really impossible? Can he truly make the impossible possible? Ang hirap paniwalaan dahil sa galit na namumuo sa aking puso, hindi ko na alam ang mga nangyayari.
May kirit na dumidiin sa puso ko na parang nakatarak sa tuwing may bituing may nahuhulog at nababasag kasabay ng paglaho ng isang magandang alaala.
May tumunog sa isang mahinahon na yele kasunod nito ang kaniyang malalim ngunit kalmadong boses.
"How do we change our fate? Make our own destiny and reshape the stars? We can be whatever we want to be, and no one can decide our future except us."
"We rewrite the stars, we make this world ours, and we are the masters of our own destiny. There's nothing we can't do when we put our minds to it."
"We can change the world, write Our own future, and make what seems impossible become a reality. It's up to us to redefine the stars and make Our dreams come true."
Kasabay ng pagkanta niya ang sunod—sunod na pagtulo ng luha sa aking mga mata.
"Nobody can tell us what the future holds, or what is meant to be. It's up to us to change the stars and make our own fate. We can rewrite the stars, change the world, and make the impossible possible, as long as we believe in ourselves and each other."
"Sino ka ba?" hindi ko na napigilan ang matinding emosyon na rumaragasa sa dibdib ko at napaluhod at napatakip ng mukha.
"I want you, and it's not a secret. You know how I feel, how much I desire to be with you. But even though I love you, I can't have you."
"Our love is forbidden, our relationship forbidden by the World around us. We are bound to the stars, our fate written in the cosmos. There is nothing we can do to change our destiny."
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