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Oblivious love | D.E

By shesoloveable

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Selena Monroe. A sheltered, spoiled, shy outgoing girl who also has autism she's oblivious to the world and h... More

00 | Intro
01 | First taste of freedom
02 | Trouble finds the innocent
03 | The Friendship Contract
04 | Lines in the Sand
05| The Stranger Who Sees Me
06 | Reality Rules
07 | Silence
08 | Late-Night Ramblings
09 | Just Checking
10 | Brownies & Hideouts
11 | Day in the Life of Dave
12 | Girl Dad Vibes
13 | A Knock at the Window
14 | Back To Dad Mode
15 | The Presentation
16 | New Freedom and Small Steps
17 | New Beginnings and Brown Eyes
18 | Pieces of Normal
19 | Zoo Day
20 | "You Make Me Feel Normal"
21 | "If You Got Me, I Got You"
22 | Good Days
23 | Soup, Cartoons & a Little Bit of Care
24 | Comfort and Cartoons
25 | Something Real
26 | A New Kind of Family
27 | Facing the Past
28 | Comfort
29 | Facing the World
30 | Dorm Room Beginnings
31 | Late Night Calls
32 | The Secret Plan
33 | More Than Just a Surprise
34 | Red Dress & Rooftop Intentions
35 | The First Night as His
36 | The Softest Day
37 | Burnout and Distance
38 | Weekend Escape
39 | Making Memories
40 | The First Kiss
41 | A New Beginning
42 | Saying Goodbye, For Now
43 | The Probate and the Wink
44 | Conflicted Heart
45 | Growing Pains, New Bonds
46 | The Balance
47 | Shifting Currents
48 | Balancing Hearts and Books
49 | The Bonfire Daze
50 | Complications & Cravings
51 | Blue Waters and Heavy Hearts
52 | Shattered Glass
53 | Heavy Lies and Heavier Hands
55 | Silence Speaks the Loudest
56 | If It's Meant
57 | Back to Her
58 | Relearning Love
59 | Halloween Spirit
60 | Late Lessons & Laughs
61 | Curious Girl
62 | Only You
63 | Home in Each Other
63.5 | Home in Each Other

54 | Lessons in the Aftermath

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By shesoloveable

———

The weeks dragged by like years.

Selena tried everything.

Texts. Long paragraphs. Short apologies. Even just sending simple "I miss you" messages when she couldn't find the words.

Nothing worked.

Dave didn't reply.

The only thing he ever sent were videos and pictures of Solani — little updates like he always had before they became something more. Short, emotionless interactions that left her phone feeling colder in her hand every time the screen lit up.

And after the first few days of no responses, she stopped texting altogether.

She didn't want to make it worse.

She didn't want to keep bothering someone who clearly needed space — even if that space was killing her inside.

It took Selena some time to really sit with her own guilt and pain. To stop pointing fingers at herself or at Dave or at anyone else.

Because the truth was, she had messed up.

But so had the people around her.

The whole situation wouldn't have even existed if she had set boundaries — not just with herself, but with her friends too.

She realized that maybe love wasn't just about not physically cheating or not crossing a line. It was about protecting what you had. About setting up fences before you got too close to a cliff.

It was about being wise even when you didn't think you needed to be.

That realization hurt. But it also felt freeing in a way.

She wasn't helpless.
She could change.
She would change.

One Friday afternoon, Selena invited Trinity to a quiet café off campus.

They sat down with their drinks, and Selena took a deep breath, feeling her palms get sweaty.

"Trin," she started softly, "we need to talk."

Trinity looked nervous immediately, setting her iced coffee down. "What's up, girl?"

Selena played with the hem of her sleeve. "I love you. You're my friend. But... we gotta set some boundaries between us."

Trinity's eyebrows furrowed. "Boundaries?"

"Yeah," Selena said. "That night at the bonfire... you knew I had a boyfriend. You shouldn't have dared me to do that stuff. Or tried to... set me up with Makai. You know? Even if I was drunk, you knew better. And I should've known better too."

Trinity's face crumpled a little with guilt. She looked down at her lap.

"I take accountability too," Selena said quickly. "I could've stopped myself. I should've. But it was like... everything happened so fast and I just wanted to fit in, and I forgot about the bigger picture. And now..." She swallowed hard. "Now I might've lost my family because of it."

Silence sat heavy between them for a minute.

Finally, Trinity spoke, her voice cracking. "Lena... I'm so sorry. I swear, I wasn't trying to ruin anything for you. I was just trying to make the night fun. I didn't even think..." She shook her head at herself. "But that's no excuse. I shouldn't have even put you in that position. I should've been protecting you too."

Selena's throat tightened, but she nodded.

"I forgive you," she said softly. "But going forward, we gotta be real friends. Like... if you see me doing something dumb, pull me aside. And if you're about to set me up with somebody when you know I'm taken, check yourself."

"I got you," Trinity whispered, her eyes wet. "For real this time."

They hugged, and for the first time in a long time, Selena felt something loosen in her chest.

——

Later that weekend, Selena also pulled Makai aside when she saw him around campus.

He looked nervous when she asked to talk, scratching the back of his neck.

"You mad at me?" he said, half-joking.

Selena smiled sadly. "Not mad. But we gotta talk too."

He nodded, standing still as she spoke.

"You're a good guy, Makai," she said honestly. "But you gotta stop flirting with me. Out of respect for my relationship — even if it's on pause right now."

Makai's smile faded. He looked genuinely ashamed.

"I wasn't trying to mess up your thing," he muttered. "I just thought... I don't know. You were cool. And pretty. And I guess I just—"

Selena held up a hand. "I get it. And I appreciate you being real. But something like that can't happen again. Not even close. I want to be friends because we were cool before all this. But if you can't just be a friend... then we can't be anything at all."

Makai nodded quickly. "Nah, nah. I get it. I can chill. I want to still be cool too. You're a good person, Lena. I'm sorry if I made anything worse."

They parted with a small fist bump — no lingering hugs, no flirty smiles.

Just respect.

Exactly how it should've been all along.

Walking back to her dorm afterward, Selena felt... lighter.

It was the first time she didn't feel chained down by guilt.

She was growing up.
Learning.
Becoming the woman she was supposed to be.

Not some sheltered little girl anymore, but someone who could look at herself in the mirror and say, "I'm trying my best. I'm getting better."

——

That night, she sat by her window, staring out at the stars.

She closed her eyes and whispered a prayer, her hands clasped over her heart.

"God... please watch over Dave. Please protect him. Protect Solani. Keep them safe. Keep their hearts soft even if I don't get another chance to be in their lives. Please..."

Tears slid silently down her cheeks.

"I just want them to be okay. Even if it's not with me."

She stayed sitting there long after the prayer ended, the silence feeling a little less suffocating now.

Maybe she couldn't fix everything right away.

Maybe she couldn't force Dave to forgive her.

But she could heal.
She could grow.
And if the day ever came when he looked her way again...

She'd be ready to be everything he deserved.

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