Rosethorn142 Your_Pansexual_Bee KG0423
Why do I feel tired? Why must I feel useless because of the actions of others that do better? I feel useless, but I can't seem to start getting anywhere and evertime I see someone fuck up at a profession I like it makes me demotivated to do that because I think I'll fuck up and I'll be hated by the public
And I hate myself for not taking advantage of situations, but I'm just too damn stupid to understand anything. All I do is play games that I'm good at and slowly kill myself
When I sleep, I don't feel safe. I feel my heart beat rapidly, but not in a good way it feels like I'm having a heart attack, but I'm perfectly healthy
And why does it feel lonely to be sleeping without anyone? My body is in pain for some reason