Previously:“Last night didn’t mean anything!” He blabbered out. I bite hard on my lips and I could taste the blood. It was nice to know last night didn’t mean anything. That finished breaking the last piece of mercy I had for him.“That’s nice to know” I said tightening my jaw.“Bella I didn’t mean to say that”I shook my head. “Its fine be honest” I said. “Your right last night didn’t mean anything. We are just friends” I smiled angrily.“I hate that boy!” I semi-screamed.“So Im supposing you changed your mind” She smirked. I nodded. “Oh yea” I wasn’t just going to break Jeydon’s heart. I was going to destroy him..
I held the picture closed to the lighter and I saw how the flames began to turn the picture to ashes. I had spent nearly two hours burning pictures of Jeydon and I and I wasn’t even half-way done.
I grabbed the picture I had from our homecoming dance and I teased the picture. So I might had lost my mind just a tiny bit. But wouldn’t you too if you were in my position?
I glance up and I see Alijah staring at me oddly. “Do I want to know?”
I shrugged. “Whatever suits you” I responded going back to burning the picture.
“You finally lost your dam mind!”
“And your barely noticing that?”
Alijah walks over to me and he yanks the picture away from me. He blows on it until the flames went down.
“Your not going to let it go are you?” He asked.
I shook my head. “I was, then the idiot had to go kiss a girl now I’m going to destroy him” I spat tearing up a picture of Jeydon.
Alijah groaned in frustration. “You are like a five your old you know that!” He shouted. “ Aldabella Jeydon doesn’t recognize you nor I, I don’t know why maybe the guy has a head trauma what should I know but you got to let this go!”
“I will not let it go until I get what I deserve!” I stayed quiet he was right I was sounding like a five year old.
“And that is? What a slap in the face by life?” He asked.
I shrugged. It already bite me in the ass It might as well slap me I careless. Alijah shakes his head.
“How about instead thinking about ways to destroy Jeydon why don’t you invite your friend Janely and you two can come with me to a party?” He asked.
I stared at him a party? I hadn’t gone out in a long time maybe that would calm me down and make me forget about that idiot.
“Sure, I guess” I responded grabbing my Iphone.
“Hello?” Janely said.
“Hey want to go to a party with my lame brother?” I smiled at Alijah and he flicks me off.
“No thank you not even if I wasn’t your twin sister I would want to bang you” I smiled.
He rolls his eyes at me. “Yea sounds fun, meet you at your house in ten?”
“Yea” I hang up and I stare at him. “I guess I better get ready” I tried sounding happy about it.
“You don’t have to go if you don’t want to im just being nice and inviting you” He stated.
“I can stay here it doesn’t matter ill probably finish burning the rest of the pictures” I smiled.
“You have ten minutes” He spat and he slammed my door shut.
I walked to my closest and I pull out my favorite dark skinny jeans and my black high heel boots. I put on a tight black tank top on top a white baggy one sleeve shirt. I shook my hair around until my curls were bouncy and natural.
“You said a party not a freaking fashion show” Janely says.
I glance up and I laugh. “Too much?”
“Hell no! You look fine if I was a guy ill probably bang you right now”
I gave her a odd look. “O-Kay” I chuckle.
I grabbed my purse from my nightstand and Janely and I went downstairs. We glance up and we see Alijah he was wearing his tight yet not baggy jeans with a v-neck shirt and his grey jacket.
“God his fine!” I heard Janely mumbled.
I playfully shove her. “Don’t think about it if your willing to be his one night stand then go ahead other than that don’t even try”
Janely bit her lip. “Shoot ill be his one night stand any day”
I laugh. “I see you ladies are talking about me” Alijah smirked.
I roll my eyes. “Your full of yourself you know that?”
“I been told” He smiled. He grabbed his keys and he opens the door for us.
“Wait, we are taking your car?” I asked. We never take his car unless he wants to impress. He nods. “Yea, my baby needs to breathe”
“Your baby needs to go back to the dealer!”
“And you have to go to a mental intuition but I don’t complain” He smirked.
Alijah and I tried to keep on a serious face but we both burst out laughing. That’s what I liked about him we could always be fighting but we could never keep a serious face on.
Alijah kicks my butt and I tumble outside. “Hey! I barely have any and your over here kicking it!”
“No comment” He chuckled.
Janely dreamily watched Alijah open the garage door. Alijah glances at her and he throws her his famous smile. Janely cheeks quickly turn red. I grab her arm and I dragged her inside the car.
“You might want to wipe the drool off your face” I smile.
Janely glares at me but slowly wipes her mouth incase if drool had fallen out.
I stared at the window and the snow seemed to had pilled up even more since this morning. I glance at Alijah and he shook his head.
“Don’t worry it wont go any higher” He reassured me.
“But its still dangerous to drive” I shot back.
“There is no ice on the roads we will be fine” He started to sound annoyed.
“What if you drink huh?” I asked.
“Then you drive?”
I groan. He knew exactly I didn’t know how to drive his ‘Baby’. I cross my arms and I stared back at the snow. Alijah rolls his eyes.
“I’m not going to drink! Does that make you feel safer?” He questioned.
“I suppose” I mumbled knowing he was going to drink anyway.
We stopped in front of a huge house it had to be a mansion. It seemed like it had three floors. The outside of the house seemed like it once had beautiful flowers and grass that made it seemed like a wonderland. But now all you could see was the pile of snow and fires light up where guys were laughing and drinking.
“Who’s house is this?” I asked stepping out of the car.
“Ricky’s” He said leaving Janely and I behind.
Janely wrapped her arm around my arm and we stepped inside. The entire school had to be here you could barely even walk through the crowd without getting hit or being hand rapped.
I stared at Alijah and he was already catching his prey for the night. Janely hands me a cup and I stare at it.
“Is this beer?”
She nods gulping down the beer. “No, thank you at least one of us has to b okay to drive” I mumbled.
“Aw are you scared to drink or what?” I heard someone say. I turned around and Jeydon had a huge smirked on his face.
“You didn’t have enough with the slap I gave you right?”
He rolls his eyes. “You’re a really jealous girl now I know that no more kissing girls” He responded.
“Whatever you can go around kissing your girls”
“Really? Your not going to hit me?” He asked.
I shook my head. “Nope, when you have some diseases I wont even feel sorry for you” I smiled.
So I was jealous he kissed the girl in front of me. He was my ex-boyfriend! If a have a girl in my way it makes it difficult to actually have him again. It meant competition which I don’t like at all.
He smiled. “Ill be fine trust me” I frown as I see the girl he was making out with goes up to him.
“Well Bella this is Krissy my date for tonight” He smirked.
Krissy smiles softly at me. “Hi” she says timidly.
“Hey” I said rudely turning around grabbing the cup from Janely’s hand and gulping it down.
“I thought you said you weren’t drinking” She commented.
I glared at her. “It’s one drink!”
“Your so totally jealous” I heard him say.
“And you so totally going to leave with a black eye if you don’t leave me alone!” I screamed. I felt Janely hands around my waist and pulling me away from Jeydon.
Krissy hides behind Jeydon holding on tight to his shirt. I death glare her and I take Janely hands away from me. I brush my shoulder against his and I walked out the kitchen.
“Bella right?” I heard someone say. I turned around and I see a tall handsome guy with medium dirty blonde hair.
“Yea?”
“Your Alijah’s twin right?” He asked.
I nodded. “I’m Alex” He smiled.
I smiled softly. “Bella, but I think you already know that” I laughed nervously.
He laughed with me. “Do you want to dance?”
I glanced at Janely and she was giving me the thumbs up. I looked at him and nodded. “I would love too”
Alex grabbed my hand and he lead me through the crowd onto the dance floor. He began dancing and I stood there blushing like crazy.
“Is something wrong?”
“I’m not really a dancing person” I whispered, scratching my neck.
“Hey its okay I’ll show you” He brought his hands around my waist and he began rocking my hips. “See it isn’t so hard just let your body rock to the music” He whispered in my ear. Alex brought my body closer to his and we both began rocking to the music.
I turned around and I saw Jeydon glaring at me. I see him gulp down the beer in his hand. I smirked at him and I turn my attention back to Alex. I wrap my arms around his neck and his hands land on my waist as the song changes to a slow beat.
“So you know how to dance this then?” Alex asked.
“Yea, I’m not really a big fan of grinding” I stated.
“Its okay” He smiled. I placed my head on his shoulder and I glanced around the room and many couples were doing the same. From the kitchen I could see Alijah chugging down beer after beer. So much for not drinking I thought.
I felt someone bumped into me and I see Jeydon glaring at me. I twist Alex around so my back would be facing Jeydon. “Im sorry I like doing unexpected turns” I laughed.
“It’s fine with me” He smiled.
I felt Jeydon kick me and I automatically threw my foot in front of him and he stumbled towards us. I glare at him as Alex and I depart from each other.
“I’m sorry some people don’t now where their feet belong” He said loudly to my face.
“And other people want to leave her badly injured” I growled.
“It’s alright just watch out” Alex said politely. I was beginning to like this guy. He seemed nice and sweet. I could tell he wasn’t clingy as the other guys at school.
Alex and I go back to dancing the way we were and Jeydon and I death glared each other the entire night until he disappeared.
After awhile of dancing Alex had to go home. I stopped at the last step and I smiled at Alex.
“I’ll call you later?” He asked.
I nodded. “Yea, ill be waiting”
He smiled and he kissed my cheek. “Goodnight Bella”
I felt my cheeks begin to burn from the embarrassment I felt. “Goodnight”
I ran back inside the house and the party started to get crazy than it already was. I walk in the kitchen and I see Janely talking to Alijah.
“I think you had enough to drink” I told him taking the beer out of his hand.
“Come on I just had one” He lied.
I crossed my hands and I stared at him. He shook his head. “No, no maybe two” I groan you could easily tell he was already past intoxication.
“No more drinking Alijah” I whispered.
“I promise he wont drink anymore ill watch him you run off and go have fun” Janely said.
“Fine, you should just tell me to leave” I mumbled.
“Fine leave” Janely laughed.
I chuckle and I walked off. I felt the slight breeze hit my cheek and I turned around and I saw the front door wide open. I begin to close it and I see Jeydon walking around stumbling towards the snow.
I groan. I hated parties for the fact I was always the one saving everyone’s life’s! I run out in the snow and I grab him.
“Jeydon your drunk!” I shouted.
“So! Your not my mom” He wined.
“Who’s driving you home?” I asked.
“Krissy? Or was it me” He asked himself.
I squeeze his arm and he screams. “I’m taking you home! Come on lets get your jacket”
I pulled him inside the house and I sat him in the couch. “Jeydon stay here don’t move I’m going to go find your jacket” I told him.
“Okay don’t move got it” He giggled.
I catch up to ricky and I pulled his arm. “Hey ricky” I shouted.
He turns around and smiles at me. “What’s up?”
“Do you have any clue where Jeydons jacket might be at?” I ask.
“Yea, it should be in the closest by the stairs”
I smile. “Thanks”
***
I walk up to the couch and Jeydon was asleep. Great! Just great! I thought. I pulled Jeydon up and I put his jacket on. I went through all his pockets but I couldn’t find his keys.
“Jeydon! Jeydon!” I screamed slapping his cheeks.
He groans and he turns the other way. “God dam it! Jeydon wake up!” I shout.
“Bella, when your drunk you don’t wake up until the morning when you feel the headache kicking in” Ricky said.
“Ugh, have you seen my brother?”
“Yea, he left with Janely not even five minutes ago I told them that you were going to get a lift from Jeydon but now I see I was wrong” He smiles innocently.
“I was going to take him home but he has no keys on him!” I scream.
“Your house isn’t far from here you could probably walk there I would take you but as soon as I leave they will make this house into shreds” Ricky responded.
“Its okay” I smiled.
I grabbed Jeydon’s face and I begin to shake it around. He opens his eyes and looks at me. “Stand up im taking you home”
“Okay” He stands up but stumbles to the side. I recline him on my body and we begin to walk out of the house. As soon as we step up he barfs on my boots.
“Oh my god!” I screamed. “Your disgusting!” I cry shaking my feet until some barf slips off. As I’m about to grab Jeydon he falls on the snow.
“Great! Just fucking great! Pass out on the snow Jeydon!” I scream. I wasn’t even sure why I was helping him I should’ve had just left him in the house and let him get raped or something.
“You know what im leaving you here” I told him. I pulled my purse up to my shoulder and I began walking towards my house. But quickly my coconscious kicked in.
I cant just leave him there he will freeze to death! He deserves it! No one told him to get drunk and pass out! Yea, but I brought him outside if I leave him there and he dies im going to jail.
I dragged Jeydon’s body across the snow. Mean while I was throwing curse words in my head for being stupid enough to help him.
“Your so lucky I still care about you” I whispered. “Because if I didn’t I would’ve left you there to freeze to death”
A couple were passing by and they stared at me oddly. “He passed out, you know we kids drink a lot” I said nervously.
The girl just grabbed the guys hand and they began to walk faster. The guy turned around and he stared at me.
“I didn’t murder him I swear his still alive” I smiled. The guy shook his head solemnly and walked faster.
I wont be surprised if I come on the new ‘couple sees a girl dragging a dead body across the snow! I glared at Jeydon I just felt like throwing him in a ditch!
So this is how murders felt when they are dragging the dead body across the floor. It was a mix emotion of anger and wanting to cry.
“Why did you have to weigh so much!” I screamed at him.I felt insane through the whole three blocks I kept talking to Jeydon who was completely passed out. I hated him right now. I couldn’t feel my nose, my hands, and my back was killing me from bending down.
“I promise you Jeydon Andrew when you wake up I’m going to kill you!” I whispered in his ear.
I finally got tired so I threw my bag over his neck dropped his head on the snow and I began dragging him by the foot. I smiled. I should’ve have thought about this earlier it was much easier then dragging him by the jacket.
I opened the door and I stepped inside. I stared at Jeydon as he was sleeping peacefully in the snow. Janely and Alijah come up to me and stare at Jeydon and then at me.
“God, you killed him!” Alijah says. I punch him hard and he groans.
“No, he was drunk and he pass out then he vomited my shoes! And I had to drag him from the party to the house” I cried.
“Why didn’t you just call me?” Alijah asked.
I stayed quiet. I never thought about it. I should’ve called them! I felt frustrated. I grabbed my purse and I kick Jeydon in the stomach.
“I hate you” I whispered and I walk back inside.
Alijah steps outside and grabs Jeydon throwing him over his shoulder and he brings him inside. I sat on the counter and sobbed quietly.
“Why are you crying?” Janely asked.
“I spent nearly two hours dragging him when I had a phone and I could’ve called you!” I cried.
Janely walks towards me and she hugs me. “Its okay Aldabella you didn’t think about it I understand the good thing is that your here” She says.
“I hate him! You have no clue how much I despise him!” I screamed.
She soothes me. “Its okay your mad and cold just go to your room take a shower and ill bring you some hot chocolate and cookies” She smiles.
I nod and I walk upstairs quietly. I see Alijah changing Jeydon into some sweats and pants. I begin to feel guilty. Alijah was always so nice to others and yet sometimes he get treated like crap by those who helped him. It made me wonder if it was me who had passed out would’ve Jeydon helped me out?
Did it mattered? I was going to hurt him right, so his feelings towards me weren’t imported. Alijah walks up to me and smiles.
“You did the right thing!”
“Yea, I guess makes me wonder if he would’ve done the same” I whispered staring at him. Alijah glances back and nods.
“He would’ve I think he just likes the fact that you get jealous” He smiles. I push him softly.
“Your hands are freezing”
I nodded. “I know it’s the price I pay for not using my head”
“You use your head?” Alijah smirks.
“Don’t play games with me right now” I said and I walked inside my room.
The warm water hit my back messaging it. I run my hands through my head and lay them on my neck. I felt exhausted and stressed out. I didn’t know a skin guy could weigh so much! I laugh softly as I squeeze my hand it hurt terribly but just remembering how I was talking to Jeydon like a crazy person cracked me up.
I heard a knock on the door and I quickly open the curtain. “Who is it?” I asked.
“Janely, I’m just making sure your alive you been in there for awhile” She laughed.
“I’m alive ill be out in a few” I shouted.
“Okay”
Janely stared at me curiously as I drank my hot chocolate. “What?” I demanded.
“Nothing, I just cant believe you dragged him three blocks” She laughed.
I roll my eyes at her. “Don’t even remind me”
I sigh. “What I’m doing is right? Right?”
Janely hesitates to answer me. I stare at her. Janely clears her throat and nods. “Of course let break him” She smiles nervously.
I get up and I put my cup on the nightstand. I run to my closets and I grab the picture I was burning before Alijah stopped me.
“Look at this tell me if its worth going through it?” I asked handing her the picture.
Janely sighs. “Aldabella I don’t know anymore”
I fall on the bed and I rub my face with my hands. “I don’t either! I just don’t know anymore” I whispered.
“Why don’t you go to sleep maybe you will have some weird dream and it will give you the answer you want”
I nodded. I got under the covers and I closed my eyes falling into a deep sleep.
***
I felt someone shaking me softly. I open my eyes and I see Janely standing over me. I sat up and I rubbed my eyes.
“What happen?” I whisper.
“Alijah told me to call you” She says.
I jump out of bed and I walk downstairs. I enter the kitchen and I see Jeydon and Alijah drinking coffee. I glared at Jeydon and he smiles softly at me.
“What happen?” I asked.
“We are stuck here for forty-eight hours” He smiled.
I looked at him confusedly. “Why?”
“A snow storm hit last night and the roads are slippery and full of ice and basically everything else is closed” He said.
I walk towards the window and I glance outside and you could barely see the roads anymore they were all covered up with feet of snow. I stare at everyone and my eyes landed on Jeydon. For s slight second I had forgotten about what happen last night.
“I have to spend two days with him” I asked calmly.
“Yea, so please don’t kill him!” Janely pleaded.
“You owe me big time” I told Jeydon.
Jeydon laughed softly. “Thank you for last night I don’t usually drink a lot I went over broad last night”
“You think? I had to carry you three blocks!” I shouted.
“Yea, Alijah told me. Like I said thank you for helping me out I promise you I wont bother you until the storm is over” He smiles.
I relax a bit and I smiled. “Fine”
He smiles at me and I smile back and I walk out the kitchen making my way towards the fireplace.
“Aldabella?” Alijah screams.
“What?” I asked.
“Has mom or dad called you?” He asked, I could tell he was hoping they would’ve but my parents didn’t even remember about us unless they didn’t have nothing to do or a bill had to get paid.
“Yea, they called me last night they said they hope we are doing fine and they cant wait to see us” I lied.
“Really, great! I cant wait to see them”
I popped my knuckles and I took deep breathes. I felt like punishing something. I didn’t care if my parents didn’t call me or even cared but Alijah he had this great hope that my parents would remember us and call without asking us to do something for them.
That was never going to happen I knew it. My parents atill lived in a time where they had no children sometimes I wondered why they even had us. Was it because they thought we would fill up the holes that work couldn’t? I learned to raise myself to never get my hopes up so high but Alijah he still had that side where he waits by the door hoping his parents will show up the day they said they would.
I sat by the fireplace and I stared at the flames. I felt a soft fabric brush my cheek. I glance to my side and I see Jeydon wiping the tears that were slipping from my cheeks. He brought my head to his shoulder and we both stared at the flames quietly.
“Want to talk about?” He asked.
I shook my head. “Not yet” I whispered.
Aww<3 S what guys what do you say should Aldabella destroy his heart?? Does he deserve it?
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