~im in the mood for some angst and sad 2012 phan. I'm sorry in advance ~
Phil POV
"Dan....please...don't.....leave"
I woke up with a jolt. Another nightmare. This is the 5th one this week. Why is dan being this way? What's wrong with telling people we are in love?
I get up to make some coffee. Out of habit I make two. It sits on the counter and gets cold. I really wish dan would just talk to me....
Dan POV
I was in my room. I heard him get up. I decided I would sit here today. I went through my phone. I needed to... Delete some..... Stuff... Specifically some pictures. I went to my albums. "2009" I hesitated.
Then I went through with it. I deleted it. All the pictures, gone. Forever.
Phil POV
I needed to talk to dan... I walked to Dan's room. I hesitated before knocking on the door.
"What do you want"
I took a deep breath
"I want to talk."
"About?"
"Us..."
"...why?"
"Because we need to.."
The door opened and I came face to face with him.
"Well?"
"What's wrong with telling people we are in love dan?"
I waited...
"You know what phil? I don't think we are."
The door shut in my face.
Im still in love with him... But he isn't in love with me.
Great way to start of the new year. Alone. And Crying. Thanks dan.