-Paris's POV-
I awoke getting up, and cracking my bruised back from lying in the stupid fucking car,
I got up getting changed in the enclosed space and doing some light makeup,
I pulled my sleeves down and started the car, following the bus,
We drove up to the venue, and the stage was already set up,
I did my usual job,
Taking pictures of the band, the crowd, ect ect,
It was always made me smile Chris's voice, making everyone's day,
I sang the words to every song,
Tears almost pricking my eyes at some parts,
After we were done I headed to the mercy tent to serve some fans,
They were all really nice,
I didn't feel alone or outcasted at all,
"Pssst watch this" whispered balz,
I grinned and watched him,
As vinny was about to sit down balz pulled away his chair making him fall on his ass,
On the muddy grass,
We all laughed, but Chris,
He stared at me,
I blushed and looked back at him in the eyes,
He then shook his head and looked down, sighing and hugging the fans,
I shook it off and began to sell people shirts, and wristbands,
We left the tent as it was getting late,
We were all walking back together,
Chris not saying a word as usual,
Does he hate me or something?
"-and Chris was all like, dude we are gonna get kicked off our first tour! And we were all like, what?! We just trashed our tour manager's car, it's just a couple of eggs and a roll of toilet paper" said vinny,
I chuckled,
"Ain't that right Chris?!" Chuckled Ricky,
"Huh? What? Oh, u..uhh yeah he he" said Chris, making him stop looking at me,
We got to the bus,
"Damnit we have no food" said ghost,
"Well, we can have take out tonight, and get groceries before we leave tomorrow," shrugged Ryan,
"Well I nominate two people to get the food"
"Why can't we all go?" Huffed Chris,
"Because meliana is passed out on the sofa," said vinny,
"So how about Chinese food? You two how bout you" said balz pointing at me and chris,
We both looked at each other,
"O.okay where is I-
I turned to see Chris already walking away,
"Just follow him" said Ricky pushing me forward,
I ran behind him,
"Hey wait up!"
He stayed silent,
We stayed silent,
"I..I don't think we have met, I am Par-
"It doesn't matter what your name is, I'll call you photographer is hat alright?" He said simply,
I bit my lip, a bit blunt but..
"Sure I..I guess"
"Don't take it personally, I have a girlfriend, and she doesn't like you, in fact she hates any girl that comes near me" he said not looking at me,
"I can tell" I sighed,
"Sorry about the other night by the way, you should have left when she told you to" he said simply walking not even looking at me,
I gulped,
"I'm sorry I-
"We are here"
We stood in the Chinese takeaway, ordering the food,
We stood in the waiting room,
When i noticed Chris's staring at me again,
I turned to him, but this time his beautiful brown eyes, giving me chills,
"Chris?" I said quietly,
He kept looking at me, in a trance
"Chris are you-?
"Chris" I said putting my cold hands on his cheeks,
He quickly grabbed my wrists putting my hands down
Looking away from me,
"Chris are you okay?"
"Huh? Oh.. P it's nothing, just you remind me of somebody that I used to- it doesn't matter, it's been a long day and I'm tired" he said
I nodded, as we stayed silent,
It then hit me,
FLASHBACK
"-Shhh baby, it's okay your safe with me, I'm gonna keep you safe I promise" said the man as I payed in his tattooed arms, his face a blur,
I snuggled into his warm chest,
"I love you " I said the name a muffle,
"I love you more Paris" he replied, his voice hard to make out,
End Of flashback
I felt dizzy falling back but Chris caught me, grasping my wrist helping me stand steadily
"Hey you alright?" He asked looking at me weirdly,
"Order for Cerulli" said the waiter,
Cerulli, why does that sound so familiar,
Fuck I know why...
It's because he is a famous rockstar, duh..
Stupid bitch, I thought to myself,
"I..I'm fine just flash memories, get them all the time, don't mind me" I said taking a bag heading back,
He nodded,
"I used to get those" he said trailing off,
"Do you get them now"
"No" he snapped quickly,
"Not anymore' he said looking down,
I nodded,
"Sorry but, you look so fucking familiar have we met?"
"Well I don't know cause I have been in a c-
"Chris!" Screamed the blonde haired girl known as Melaina
"Mel, baby I was just getting food for us all" said Chris,
It hurt when he said the word baby, he has a girl, of course he does, he is handsome and I bet she has a good fucking job and rich as shit, and where am I?
Nowhere..
"And what's this whore doing here, keep away from my man you slut" she spat,
I blushed, and stepped back getting scared,
She grabbed the bag from my hands,
"Honey you don't have to do that," he said sticking up for me,
"Oh and why not?! Who is she Chris?!"
He looked at me and then looked back,
"No one! Just our stupid fucking photographer," he said
It made my chest hurt, but he was right,
"And why were you out with her then?," she screeched
"Because I was made to obviously" he said
"I dint love her, not one bit cause i love you" he added,
"Yeah well while is she still here then, bitch your clearly not wanted go and leave us alone" she pushing me back,
She smells of whiskey and cigarets, I fell to the ground getting sand in my stitches,
Chris looked down at me biting his lip, looking guilt, but walked right past me,
I headed to the shower room,
Cleaning my stitches,
It was now past midnight and my stomach rumbled,
I was supposed to get some Chinese food before Chris's girl got involved,
I was fat enough anyways
I lay back and fell asleep,
-Ghosts POV-
"No fair you cheated again!" Yelled Ricky at Ryan,
"Hey I didn't look at your screen that time!"
"That time?! Oh so you've done it before" said Ricky grabbing my spoon that I just used to mix in some hot cocoa powder in my drink,
"Ill scoop out your eyes like ice cream and make you eat them if you-
"Right guys time for bed I'm tired,"I said taking a sip taking out my curlers in my hair,
"Aww just a little longer papa ghost?" Begged vinny,
"No, you'll keep the whole bus up now don't make me drag you all by your ankles now get your asses to bed"
They silently walked back to the bunks, followed by Chris and balz,
"Hey, what's that sound?" Said balz,
We all stayed silent,
Heating faint crying and whimpering coming from outside,
"Guys.. Look" said Ryan looking at our photographer's car,
Me, Chris and balz left the bus to see if she is okay,
God it was freezing out here,
We all shivered as I opened the car door,
She was having a nightmare,
"is she having a?- said Chris,
"Yeah she is"
"oh fuck" I heard Chris say to himself quietly then leaving,
"Hey were are you going man?!" Yelled balz at chris,
"I can't look at this, not again, and I'm cold" he said getting in the bus,
"Hey shh shh shh, your alright," I said softly wiping her tears,
She whimpered weakly, I held her in my arms,
"Aren't you not freezing out here? God lets get you inside," I said carrying her on the bus,
"B..but Melaina-
"Shh, we will figure it out, just relax" I said softly,
Balz placed his hand on her forehead,
"She is freezing man, Ryan get a hot water bottle and some extra blankets," said balz,
Chris just stood at the back of the bus biting his nails as he watched,
She shivered like crazy,
"You want something to eat?" I asked softly,
She nodded weakly,
I placed her on the sofa and grabbed a cookie, apple slices with peanut butter and some milk,
She ate up,
"You haven't ate in a while have you"
She shook her head,
I rubbed her back,
"It's alright, we will work things out" I smiled,
She did also whispering the words "Thankyou,"
I picked her up,
"No spare bunks at all?"
"I'll s..sleep in Melainas bunk next to Melaina, she can have my bunk" said Chris,
Looking at her deeply in the eyes,
I nodded and smiled,
I placed her in Chris's bunk,
"There you are the best bunk in the house," I smiled trying to cheer her up a little,
I smiled weakly, whispering something in my ear,
"Tell Chris Thankyou"
I smiled and nodded,
"Night night" I said giving her a hot water bottle,
"Night"
She whispered snuggling into Chris's quilt, that's was night mare before Christmas ones,
I got into my bunk and we turned off the lights.
Hey guys,
Hope you enjoyed this chapter,
Sorry it's late it's like 1:30am and I am so so sleepy but i got it finished!
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