the next thing was,
me finding myself,
lying on,
jaebum's thighs.
i didn't realise,
that i would fall asleep studying,
at least not on jaebum's thighs.
it made my heart beat,
faster and faster.
i didn't know what to do,
was i supposed to quickly stand up
and run away
or to continue
lying here in comfort,
in his thighs.
before i could decide on what to do,
my cellphone started ringing,
and i found this chance,
to quickly sit up from my position,
to answer the phone,
as jaebum stared at me.
upon seeing the contact name,
a smile brought itself onto my lips.
jinyoung-ah!
i called out, being careful around jaebum.
but the next thing i heard,
broke my heart.
let's break up.
w-what are you talking about jinyoung-ah?
don't you love me?
i questioned uncertain as my eyes turned blurry, filled with tears.
getting the answer to my question,
only hurt even more, as my tears flowed freely down.
what do you mean what i'm talking about?
did you think i actually liked you?
or even loved you?
it was all a lie.
i like girls,
what do you think?
i'm straight,
unlike you.
i just wanted to proof to everyone that you're still gay.
because you seem to be getting lesser attention lately, huh?
you're on speaker now.
doesn't it feel like a nightmare all over again?
to have the same thing happen all over again.
don't be so foolish, youngjae-ah.
only fools fall for you.