I have lost a lot in my lifetime.
An innocence I never knew was mine.
I probably should've fought,
but I never knew how hard it would be.
To get to a life that I never knew.
All this time I could of saved my life and fixed me
You try and help me forget,
but it is a lot harder than that.
My life is a nightmare.
There are some things I don't want you to know.
The suffering I have felt,
cruel memories inbranded in my mind.
Left me a whole different person.
Recovering for the rest of my life.
Just let me cope with what I had to deal with
and in time I will heal some of the wounds.
But I still look at myself and think,
Why me? What did I ever do?
A/N: So I know it really isn't a song but that is the title when I first wrote it. It was never ment for wattpad but then I decided to just post it. So here you go :)