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I Learned Your Pulse

By shipperofinsanity

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Hogwarts is a welcoming place when you've never seen it littered with corpses; when you've never seen the lig... More

"Hello, Astoria."
"Had to show her off to everyone, did you now?"
"Say it, Draco. It'll help."
"You want her to be happy, correct?"
"He j-just k-kept dying!"
"And you've never mentioned this because?"
"I tend to have nightmares."
"袙褘 屑芯卸械褌械 懈褏 褍胁懈写械褌褜?"
"And held her hand."
"I'm not much for helping."
"Still incredibly bright, I see."
"He comes, and he kills them."
"I just want... well, I don't kn-know what I want -"
"That's exactly what I'm saying."
"Partners?"
"You are on a date?"
"You've helped me in tenfold, Hermione."
"For the sake of Merlin, get some sleep!"
"Good poetry, great poetry."
"It spoke in my voice."
"Your wand, Hermione, your wand!"
"Don't tell me, tell the world."
"C'mon, happy!"
"I thought when you started crying that you'd seen the Prophet article."
"She saved my life by doing it."
"Will you be my date to the Yule Ball?"
"You could be the one to discover it."
"All pale in your presence tonight, Hermione."
"Look at my baby."
"He's alright."
"Wow."
"You're Hermione, and always will be."
"Like back-stabbing, murderous traitors?"
"Once a Death Eater, always a Death Eater."
"Damn, you guys can sing."
"To those who gave their lives for ours."
"It's a date."
"Dig in!"
"Can I kiss you?"
"The Goblet is gone."
"I'll keep her safe."
"Out of the way!"
"I love you."
Epilogue - 18 Years Later
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"What are you going to call me when you're mad?"

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By shipperofinsanity

The footsteps from Draco and Hermione echoed through the hall. Draco look stonily ahead of them, his eyes seeing nothing but his feet knowing where to go. Hermione, however, had eyes that studied him intensely, finally putting out an arm to stop him as he was to turn a corner she'd have had to ignore to get to her class. He looked pointedly at her arm, which had grabbed his shirt, and then up at her; but, oddly, his steely resolve seemed to flutter inside his eyes, flickering between determination and something she wasn't sure even he could place. Hermione let go, but neither moved. It wasn't until he exhaled that she realized she'd pulled  him very close to her on accident, and felt his cool breath wash over her forehead, and then she realized they other emotion in his eyes were probably discomfort. She brought her hand to her side.

His eyes wouldn't stop flickering and she found herself mesmerized. She couldn't remember what she was going to ask him, or tell him, or whatever it was she was going to do. Her own resolve fluttered as she tried to navigate the vast sees of gray that swam in his eyes, unable to find her way out, choosing instead to simply wander in the rolling waves -

"Yes?"

The sharp word broke her out of the hypnotism she'd been experiencing and she naturally took a step back. How many times had this boy called her Mudblood, made fun of her, even tried to harm her best friend? She knew it was more than she could count, but she couldn't come up with one example at the moment; her mind was set on Horcruxes.

"How do you know about them?" she asked, just as sharply as he'd jerked her back to reality. She felt immediately guilty; she'd spoken much harsher than she'd meant to , and his look of 'Oh, well,' probably came from the slightly jagged word he'd uttered unintentionally, Hermione was now sure.

"Know about what?"

"Horcruxes," said Hermione ominously.

A look of utter shock crossed his face. "What're those?"

"What do you mean?" she exclaimed.

He looked totally bemused. "What are Horcruxes?"

"But..." he seemed sincere. Hermione herself was confused, and then livid. Confusion was happening much too often for her to be really happy. She liked knowing things. "So what did you talk to Haila about?"

"Was that her name?"

"Answer me!"

A sliver of old haughtiness found its way into his eyes, dying quickly. "Giants," he answered. "They're gone and he's dead."

"That's it? That's what you said to comfort her?"

"Yes. Why?"

"How was that enough."

He grimaced. "I may have told her they were more important in the rising of... V... V-Voldemort than they were."

She didn't miss the stutters when he said Voldemort, but she overlooked that. "How would you know?"

He raised his left arm, the steely resolve in his eyes once more.

She blanched.

"Er... right," she said intelligently.

"I'm going to class. Are you going to grab at me again, or am I free to leave?"

The words were fine, but the tone made them rude. "Go, then," she said, making her tone as acidic as his. "See if anyone gives a damn."

She turned around, but not before the look of despair penetrated his face. She hadn't taken a step before turning around. He tried to mask his features, but they continued to slip.

She watched him try again and again for a facial expression that would hide his real one, knowing she'd seen it anyway, because they were making eye contact. She was frozen, speechless, watching him struggle and feeling worse for every attempt he made to stop.

The corridor was silent.

"Draco, I'm sorry," she said quietly, not wanting her words to carry.

He tried his catch phrase, but it died in his throat. "Filthy Mud... Mud...."

"Don't," she said. "You're not going to get anyone who gives a damn about you if you call them names like that."

He couldn't mask the hurt. "Sometimes... sometimes I think he might... but it hasn't... I haven't..."

"What are you talking about?" Hermione asked.

He gave no reply, but he turned and began walking away.

"Draco," she called after him.

"Whatever happened to 'Malfoy' and 'Ferret'?" he asked bitterly, gaining speed.

"Draco," she tried again, jogging to catch up with him and grabbing his sleeve. He shook her off and set at a quick jog.

"Draco!" she hissed, running around him and in front of him so they were both knocked to the floor when he failed to stop.

His body was warm, she noticed. Surprising, as she'd always categorized him as a cold character. She supposed he wasn't truly reptilian and cold-blooded, but he always seemed to evil.

Not evil, she conceded. Misled.

And then she shoved him off of her and rolled over, getting to her knees.

"Bloody hell, Hermi... Granger, I thought you were supposed to be defending yourself against the Dark Arts, not trying to jump them.

"Shut up, Malfoy," said Hermione jaggedly, angrily brushing off her jeans.

He raised an eyebrow. "Back to Malfoy, are we?"

"Shut up, Ferret."

"What are you going to call me when you're mad?"

The question wasn't in the rising volume their conversation had taken, nor was it harshly spoken. She had to look up to give her answer.

She coudn't.

His eyes were as hypnotizing as before. She couldn't think straight, she couldn't breathe for fear of disrupting the air of the moment, she couldn't speak for fear of dislodging this odd sensation where she actually got a chance to try and understand Draco Malfoy -

And then the eyes broke their connection with hers, leaving her speechless, breathless and deprived of any answer to his question or his person.

"I don't care, don't answer," said Draco in an almost-whisper, rising and stepping away before she could reach for him.

"Draco!" she called once as he rounded the corner that took his mop of platinum hair out of her sight. "You come back here right now and finish this conversation or I'll give you a detention!"

His head poked around the corner. "I dare you," he said, grinning slyly. "I think you'll find yourself serving one as well."

"Fine then," said Hermione, finding it impossible to stop her own grin breaking out. "That'll be twenty points -"

"Thirty -"

"Fourty -"

"Fifty!" Draco crowed with laughter, disappearing once more. Hermione giggled to herself.

The walk to the class seemed almost nonexistent in the aftereffects of the conversation she'd somewhat just had. Accusatory, to insulting, to angry, to stunned, to friendly - he truly was one hell of a thing to understand.

And she would understand him. She had nothing better to do.

And then she was standing in the doorway, looking at a man with sandy hair that was cropped short accompanied by blue eyes so similar to Ron's they almost hurt to look at.

"Miss Granger," said Professor Yasmen pleasantly, smiling a lopsided smile. "Everything is sorted out with Miss Haila?"

She nodded.

"Well, take a seat, Ma'am, and let's re-start the class. Who thinks we can re-do everything we've done in the last half-hour?" he called out through the classroom, his voice easy-going and light.

Hermione looked at his clothing. It was very casual; a wizard's cloak over brown pants and a white long-sleeved tee, with the base of none other than tan trainers.

There were shouts of encouragement and false groans. Hermione guessed everyone liked the teacher already; they were all smiling, as was he. She moved silently next to Harry, smiling too.

"This'll have to be a Speed Lesson, or S.L.," said Professor Yasmen. "Who wants to explain what we've been going over?"

Harry's hand was one of many flung into the air.

"Alright, let's see... Mr. Potter, I don't believe I've called on you yet."

"The question remains whether you'll pick me this time," said Harry, not lowering his hand.

Hermione was appalled by his level of cheek, but the Professor laughed. "You've avoided my trap!" he accused. "Very well, do tell us."

"De-animating an Inferi," said Harry proudly.

The Professor nodded. "Who can tell me how to do that?"

Hermione raised her hand, along with many others, again including Harry. The Professor raised his eyebrows. "You weren't here for the lesson, and you know?" he asked.

"Hermione knows everyhing," said Harry.

Hermione blushed. "Yes, I know," she said.

"Well, go on, tell us," said Yasmen, sitting back on his desk, waiting.

"It's complex, very complex. You disenchant them by repeating 'Oltre Mondi' three times under a fistful of flaming sage you hold over your head with your right hand on the night of the end of the second moon cycle of the three-month periods the year can be split into. Once chanted, you placed the sage on your right foot and focus on a diameter of sixty to seventy-three yards around the point where you are, and then pick up the sage in your left hand, touch the non-burning end to your left ear, and then put the fire out, preferably with a magical method. And all Inferi should become bodies once more, with no animation."

The room was silent. "Did I say it too fast?" she wondered, seeing the looks of disbelief on their faces and misconstruing them as incomprehensibility.

"No," said Yasmen flatteringly. "You said it too perfectly. Fifty points to Gryffindor for knowing a lesson it took half an hour to teach in one minute, probably less."

Hermione blusshed and looked to her feet, until she looked up when Harry began applauding, Yasmen followed, and soon everyone was clapping for her, turning her face so red she thought it would stay that way permanently.

Even Ron was clapping, and when she sent him a grateful smile, he sent a smile back that was uncomfortable but trying not to be. For his effort, she smiled wider, and felt the ice break once more between them; they were, as of right now, friends again, and she felt blood rush all over her body her heart hadn't yet released for fear of dying without the last injection it'd gotten without Ron tending to it carefully.

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