(A/N; I just want to thank everyone for reading this book. I had no plans, only about the beginning, but everything else is made up on the spot. I knew how I wanted it to end and how I wanted it to begin, but I didn't know how to start. 1k, thank you guys so much. I love all of you. My first published book since 2014, I'm dying. I'll be keeping this book going for a while, but, I wanted to upload 20 chapters before Christmas, but, each chapter is over 1,000 words, but if I can't, I'll give you guys any chapter you ask for. And shout out to @yaoi801senpai and @_septiplier777_ for commenting and liking my book. I owe you guys one each. Love all of you. ❤ xx ~ Bre)
BabyBoy♥: Who is this?
MyDaddy♥: Who is this?
BabyBoy♥: Seok Jin :P I stole Suga's phone.
MyDaddy♥: I see. I'm no one. Perhaps his fuck buddy? I don't know.
BabyBoy♥: You're the one fucking Suga. OMG! No wonder he put you as this name. Send me a picture. I wanna see the boy who turned Suga gay. Ha!
MyDaddy♥: No. I only send pictures to him. No one else. Sorry. By the way, You're with Kim Namjoon. That's Rap Monster, right? :P
BabyBoy♥: Who told you that.. -.-
MyDaddy♥: It's obvious. And V -Taehyung, is with Jungkook. Duh.
BabyBoy♥: uhhhhh....
BabyBoy♥: Suga's coming.. Bye.. ☺
MyDaddy♥: Bye Seok Jin. :P
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I was sitting in the hallway by my locker. I came early today.. My fault.
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BabyBoy♥: Hi. Seok Jin, is back. :P
BabyBoy♥: I wanted to ask.. Do you know this boy..?
MyDaddy♥: ?
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"Hi, Jimin. Can I bother you for a second? Can I take a picture of you?"
"Sure...?"
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BabyBoy♥:
BabyBoy♥: Do you know him?
MyDaddy♥: Uhm, maybe. Why?
BabyBoy♥: He's been hanging around Suga a lot, so I figured, since you're his fuck buddy, you might've known about him..
MyDaddy♥: Nope.
BabyBoy♥: Okay then.. bye. :P
MyDaddy♥: Bye?
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"Jin, Why are you hanging with Jimin?"
"Suga! Hi. I was just...talking?"
"Oh, really?"
"Yes, child. I care for your safety. Now, I have work to do. Don't get into trouble, Suga. You know better."
"Yes, mum." He rolls his eyes.
"Oh. I also took your phone.. bye." He throws Yoongi his phone and ran for his life.
He sighed.
"I'll talk about it later.. okay?"
"Okay.."
He walks away. That's weird. His group is acting weird. That's new attitude from all of them.
I don't really know Namjoon or Jin, Jungkook, They never really talked to me, much.
Jungkook was the nice, innocent, shy one. Like a 5-year-old child.
Jin was like the mother, who runs after her children when they do something bad, or anything all..
Rap Monster - Namjoon was like the father in the family of 4 kids. He would send them to Jin, so he didn't have to deal with them, when they did something bad or was emotional.
Ha!
V - Taehyung was like the child who never grew up, never caring how he acts. He's just being himself. I love it so much.
Suga - Yoongi was like a grampa sometimes. Always sleeping. Always grumpy. Not having a care in the world for people. But me.. It's cute.
What a unique family.
J-hope - Hoseok, would be the sunshine, that makes everyone smile, even if they would kill themselves, by how weird he is.
Me? I would be the annoying kid who has some talent, I mean, it's not that good.. I just got lucky with what I have.. Which isn't much..
(A/N This isn't true about Jimin. Just for the story. He has a lot of great talent. I'm not going to lie to you. They could all beat my ass at karaoke. :P I love them all equally, just the same. Okay.. carry on.. ♥)
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SugaSweet posted on Instagram
SugaSweet
SugaSweet: I should start smiling more.. I look unhappy. And right now, I'm the happiest.
Comments:
MommyJin: You never smile, Who is doing this to you, my child?
DaddyJoon: He's in love guys. Why else would he bottom?
Taeken: I still can't believe he bottoms. I thought he would've topped.. :P
KookieBunny: ^
HopingAngel: What is happening to you guys? So nice, nowadays. weird. :o
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You see, them being nice was partly my fault. Yoongi was in love, and they were willing to help him. They cared for Yoongi more than themselves. Before I came back, he was so miserable, again, my fault. He finally wanted to smile again. He finally wanted to take it seriously. He finally wanted to grow up. He finally didn't have the nerve to be mean, because he was happy. He deserves to be happy. Augst D turned into Suga turned into Yoongi. And I loved it so much.
I never asked him to do this. He did it himself. He wanted to show everyone he was okay with himself and everyone else. He wasn't always mean. He could be happy and smile. That's a side of his he couldn't hold back. It was rare and I fell in love with it.
Them changing was their choice, is what I was saying. They did that themselves. They didn't want to ruin anything for him. They wanted his loved one to be just as happy as he was. And I was. And still am.
Nothing could change my mind..
Well, there was one thing...
I forgot to mention...
All the girls liked him and would do whatever it took for him to notice them..
And I hated it.
It meant I would have to stay a 'secret'. And that part hurt. He wanted to show me off. Or at least I thought he did..
Maybe he wants me to stay hidden. Is he embarrassed of me?
Nonsense, Jimin, that's your devil talking. Of course he doesn't. He loves you too much.
Ugh, talking to myself makes me tired.. I need a nap. I'm starting to grow a headache..
The reason why Yoongi is so weak? Because he doesn't listen to himself most of the time. He listens to everyone else.
He was scared to be gay.. Back then.. Before I left.. He was scared and confused.
Those friends... They were horrible..
They hated gays. And wanted to kill them.
Him? Well... He was secretly in love with me. A boy. A male. His best friend. His future boyfriend.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I never left.. Would he have been acting like that? I'm not sure..
I can see his friends changed. And even if he did get rid of them all.. They would still be apart of his brain. That would never change..
I'm apart of his heart. That's completely different.
But that girl... That fucking girl.. Ruined everything..
That's what fucking hurt the most..
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He said he would talk about it.. Where is he?
"Jimin... I.. I'm sorry.."
Yoongi? You okay?
"For what?"
"I was going to study with you, but, I lied and told them I was going somewhere to party.. I told them.. That.. there 'was' this girl. But.. They didn't believe me. They wanted to meet her, to see if I was lying.. So, I went to this club with them.. And.. I found a random girl.. And now she thinks we're dating, in reality, we aren't. I'm sorry.. She won't leave me alone.. She stalked me, to my house.. and she, I fell for her trick. And I ended up having sex with her by accident. I think she might have put something in my drink. It was an accident. I swear. I wouldn't do it on purpose. I was going to come home, but.."
He's not even fazed. Straight face. Emotionless. Why? If he cared, show me some kind of emotion, please.
"No, no. It's fine.. Really.. Anything to keep your rep, right? Does your ego mean more to you than me? I see. You never cared at all, right? Never did. You used me. Made me a fool. Because I'm easy, right? Am I too easy for you? I get it Yoongi. Using our past to make things good, isn't making it better. All these things I did for you.. You had to lie..? Okay, Yoongi. I get it. I'll leave you alone. I waited at your house that day, for hours.. It started raining, Yoongi. I got sick. But I still came to school for you. That's how much I fucking care. When you don't even care for me at all.. We had a deal. I was supposed to help you study. You're letting your grade fail because you couldn't keep it in your pants. What a fucking asshole. You should really have told me, I would've left you alone If I was that much of a bother.."
I turn around and see his friends..
Oh.. Shit.. Trouble..
Abort. Abort.
I ran for my life. I don't care what happens when I leave. I want nothing to be apart of. I'm going to do what I want with my own life. I don't need a relationship. I can be by myself. Sometimes I like being alone..
I need no one..
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Lies..
All lies..
I did need someone..
Him.
And I just wanted to wish that what I said was right..
But it wasn't.. I rushed into an explanation, without letting him explain.
How horrible was I?
Maybe I am the weak one..
She could have messed with his drink.. But why did he have one in the first place?
Did his friends force him?
Some things about him are unexplainable..
I knew what I was getting myself into..
But why was I so dumb to fall for it?
xx Jimin
Words: 1456 (without A/N) 1591 (With A/N and Un-needed text :P)