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There's a kinda long cliffhanger after the last chapter, phew.
And yes, what are you waiting for? Here it is. 40th Chappie. I can't believe this guyzzz. I made it to 40! And mooreeee chapters coming up. I wouldn't be writing this if it wasn't for my friends who doesn't support my fandom yaaay! LOL, seriously.
But I still love them no matter what. Shout out again to @SabriellenaAudrey
Yo, bish. I owe you an ice cream! Thanks for filling up my mind in times of writer's block, love ya!
Meanwhile, on the other side of my world, I apologize for being such a lazy-ass author. I'm way too busy with school and skate training then add my Muay Thai.
It's our sports festival lately, I only slept 4 hours that I became drowsy when the game started that I suddenly slept at the bleachers. And worst my friends make fun of me while sleeping, and even the student council officers paged me and laughed at me, I was sitting on a very exposed place that they saw me. -,-
But anywhoo, I love you guys!
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Chapter 40: Caught?
"(Y/n)?" Levi called.
My eyes widened at the sight. Now, I regretted what I did.
"Levi!" I covered my eyes, shit shit shit!! "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to!"
I quickly ran outside the closet, eyes shut while clenching my fist to stop the surprised nerves running through my neurons.
What the hell did I just do?! Seriously?! (Y/n) what are you doing with your life?
Okay. Now I know I'll end up in hell. I'm so sorry heaven. Jeez!
I'm such a sinner... why didn't I thought of it before doing such things?
But my thoughts washed away and the nervousness that I felt just recently came back that I almost jumped when I heard the door closed, revealing Levi changed in his casual clothes from his usual sleepwear. My face suddenly heat up at how hot he appeared but the main reason is also because that I saw him- ugh, stop! You're such a perv, brat! I am truly an idiot!
I shouldn't have entered it! I didn't know he was changing, wtf. What have I gotten myself into?
"Oi, brat." Levi calls out. I can feel his presence getting closer until I just felt his cold breath touched my ear lobe. "If you wanted to see me like that, you should've told me." He whispered seductively.
"W-what?! No! I just accidentally-"
"You what?" Levi runs his cold fingers through my hair, setting it on my left side as he touched my nape, sending shivers down my spine. "I don't think so..."
I felt his breath behind my neck. Shit. Another reason to go to hell.
I cleared my throat. "Okay, Levi. Listen." I took a deep breath, trying to calm my damn nerves.
"I'll listen if you'd tell me why are sneaking on my closet with me bare na-"
"Stop!" I turned to put my index finger on his lips. "Please..."
I shut my eyes. I just can't face him with my cheeks burning rose.
"Mind explaining?" He says, pulling me closer. "Hmm?"
"O-okay..." I have no choice but to admit the truth or he'll keep on teasing about this. "I thought Petra was here... in your room."
I can see his lips formed a smirk in the corner of my eyes. "And...?" He asks, hinting him to expect something I already know.
"And..." I pause.
"You're...?" He begins the sentence as if he already knew about it.
"I'm..." my hands got more sweaty.
"You what?"
"I-I'm...."
"Just spit it out, brat." Levi stated a little impatient that he lowers his hand on my back near to my bum that gave me a warning.
"Okay, stop it! I'm fucking jealous!" I suddenly whines. "I'm jealous because I saw Petra gave you tea instead of me. I saw her still being so nice to you after what happened between the two of you. I'm just... a bit insecure. I'm sorry... I didn't mean anything. I just can't help myself but to see if you're lying to me... I was so paranoid that I didn't know what is the right thing to do... Please, forgive me."
I was being held so close by him, and tears threatening to fall from my eyes. Why I was being so weak on him?
Levi chuckles a bit but fades away when he saw the single tear escaped my eye. He ruffles my hair and wiped the tears away. "Don't be sorry... there's nothing to apologize." He kissed my forehead. "I let you become insecure so blame me all you want. I won't lie to you becau-"
We were interrupted when the door suddenly opened.
"Excuse me?" The familiar strawberry blonde haired woman entered. "I-I'm sorry to disturb you guys, but I forgot to get my tea..."
Petra walks in to get her cup and walked back to the door. "I see you guys were having a good time, I'll leave you! Have fun!" Then she closes the door.
Have fun? What?
"See?" Levi hugs me closer. "Don't be so paranoid quickly. You can ask me and I'll answer you sincerely... I am not going to cheat on the woman that I loved the most. Trust me."
I just nodded and hugged him back. "Still... I'm really sorry."
"I told you, don't be," Levi smirks. "I know you think otherwise after what you saw."
I slapped his chest. "You're such a perv!"
"I'm not!" Then he chuckled. "But I can be.." he nibbled on my hear seductively.
"Shut up." I said, trying to resist myself or else...
"Alright, it's already past 8 am. Let's grab breakfast on a near café." Levi pulls me oustide.
"Fine."
Why does everyday's a disaster? Jeez.
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Timeskip: 2:30 PM (30 Minutes before the filming)
"(Y/n)!" I hear Levi knocking on my door. "Everyone's already at the bay, now come out we're getting late!"
"Hold your horses!" I yelled back at him. I was really getting nervous and more nervous now that he's calling me out.
Look, I can't how could I get out if I can't even put myself in a decent dress? I mean, I'm too plain while the other celebrities over the bay was so stylish.
"Are you done?" Levi asks.
"U-uhh... wait! I'll be there, give me a minute!" I gave in a frustrated sigh.
"What?" Levi said, already impatient. "I've been giving you that for 5 times and you still hasn't come out."
I walked through the door and opened it a bit only to reveal half of my face to see him.
"Hey..." I chuckled nervously. "Levi, uhh you see," I sighed deeply. "I'm so sorry but I think I can't come over."
"What are you talking about?" He gave me a confused look. "Why? Is there something wrong?"
I opened the door a bit to let my whole face reveal for him and shook my head. "I'm... I'm not ready."
"(Y/n), stop fooling around." Levi gave me his stoic look. "If your stopping yourself for this opportunity then I have no choice but to force you g-"
He was about to push the door open so he can enter when I tried to stop him. "W-woah, Levi wait- Oi! Levi, I'm not stopping mysel-ah!"
I tripped and expected to land on the floor but I was just way lucky this time that Levi caught me before I fall. He sat me on the edge of the bed and followed me.
"(Y/n) I thought you accepted this opportunity? What suddenly came into you to change your mind?" Levi caressed my knuckles softly.
"I don't know," I took a deep breath. "But I feel like I'm truly stressed out right now. Look at me. I think I don't suit being a protagonist... My face was a mess. I only wear simple casual clothes... I was just. Way too boring to see as one of the main character. I'm down. I think the crew made the wrong choice. I feel ashamed to everyone that I was just plain and bor-"
"Don't ever say that again, baka." Levi suddenly wraps his arm around me. "Sometimes the simplest things became the reason for greater things."
My heart flattered at his words. Why I didn't thought of it?
"You're simple. But you aren't plain and boring. You're gorgeous. You're special and you're incredible, don't you know?" He started caressing my head.
Why does his every touch, soothes the pain that I feel?
He's like a healer. He slowly takes away the insecurities and hurt that I feel.
And maybe it's also one of the reasons I continued loving him.
"These past weeks. I didn't know you're taking theatrical classes, Hanji just told me," Levi let's go of his arms from me. "I went to the workshop and saw how amazing you were while acting. I didn't even know you could.You didn't know, after that day I don't know but I fell even more in love with you. You were actually way more talented than those celebrities we'll work with... I didn't saw that side if you before but when I did, I just said that I still didn't knew you well."
I was overwhelmed about every words escaped his mouth. I can't believe him.
"I'm sorry..."
"It's okay. Just be what you are," Levi cups my cheeks and squeezes it a bit. "You're too adorable to be boring."
I laughed at him. "Stop that."
"Alright. Let's get going. We have 15 minutes to go."
"But how about me?"
"You look fine. You don't have to risk your face with chemicals and tons of cosmetics to damage your beautiful skin because you thought it'll make you pretty. Natural like that is prettier." Then he leaned in to kiss me on my forehead then tucked the hair on my ear that blocks my face. "Smile and you'll be the prettiest woman I know...."
"Why so being nice this day?" I ask with a slight smirk.
"Nothing. Just feel like it," then he turns his face back to his normal stoic ones. "Now, let's go, brat."
"Fine, such a bipolar guy." I shooked my head in disbelief.