The smell of fresh cut grass brushed my nose. The warm sunlight gently aroused my skin as a slight cold breeze blew my hair to the side of my neck. I struggled to open my eyes, due to a massive headache I felt. Once I managed to get a hold of myself. I stood up and looked around. I was in the middle of nowhere. Tall green grass covered in beautiful sunflowers as far as the eye could see. The sky was a nice shade of bright blue. The scenery was amazing truly breathtaking. For just one brief moment I forgot about everything and everyone. I turned my head up facing the sky and closed my eyes.
While feeling the wind brush my face blowing my hair back, I smiled. Suddenly a familiar deep sexy voice spoke from behind me. Startled, I immediately turned around and saw him. Our eyes met once again after so long. Those striking intense blue eyes I had not seen for months were now staring me down. Those sweet soft tempting full lips that my mouth used to desperately claim. That strongly-built perfect body my hands use to nervously touch. The one I found love with in his arms and on his bed. The one and only James Dawson. The cold hearted guy that broke me so savagely and left me in pieces without a single fucking care.
I felt a mixed of emotions standing right in front of him after so long. I had always played out this moment in my mind so many times. I was going to yell at him. Punch him a couple times until he bled like my heart did when he left me. For a long time I felt anger thinking about the day I would be face to face with the guy who left me feeling empty inside. Now that I was only few inches away from him all I felt was a shameful weakness. My body trembled and my hands got sweaty. I was definitely feeling nervous as if it was our first time meeting again. The way his eyes were intensely staring at me got me tensed. He looked at me as if he also had been long waiting for this moment to come.
(JAMES P.O.V)
She was stunning I couldn't stop admiring her natural beauty. Her auburn hair fell perfectly down her shoulders. Her seductively fascinating green eyes captivated me. It was getting hard to control myself when all I was thinking about was kissing those tempting sweet lips. Her glowing soft skin was calling my body. The urge of making her mine again was getting difficult to control. It was insanely crazy how much I still desired her after all these months. I could tell she was drawn to me also. Even though her eyes glared at me with so much fury, her body language was saying otherwise. Deep down she wanted me but probably not as much as I wanted her.
James- I brought you something to eat..It's over by the cabin..Incase you're hungry.
(JAZMIN'S P.O.V)
I stayed quite just staring him down like a hunter ready to kill its prey.
James- So you're not gonna eat?
I continued to stay quite because in this occasion silence was louder than words. I also didn't know exactly how to react just yet.
James- Alright don't say I didn't offer..Oh and by the way..Don't think of doing anything stupid..I got a gun with me..And trust me I won't hesitate to use it..
I turned around and gave him my back. I couldn't stand looking at him after how cold he was behaving towards me. I couldn't believe this guy after everything that happened he had the nerve to act like he never did anything. Amy was right about both of them. Jake was hiding a secret from me that somehow she knew about and James had really changed. He looked more grown in a physical way. His body was more toned and built. He dressed better and his hair grew a bit longer but he had it nicely slicked back. I had to be honest with myself he looked so handsome and rather sexy at the same time.
Even though I hated to admit it but deep down seeing him again, ignited a flame somewhere inside me. I quickly had to think of a way to put out the fire before it consumed me. I couldn't think of James that way and I definitely couldn't feel that way towards him again. There was no chance in hell I would be able to forgive his sudden disappearance. I was now Jake's fiancé and I had the ring to prove it. As I turned down to look at my hand I noticed the ring was gone. 'He wouldn't have!' I thought as I immediately ran inside the cabin demanding answers.
Jazmin- WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING!!!
James- Well as you can clearly see I'm laying down..
Jazmin- I am NOT doing this with you!..Give me back my ring and take me back home!..NOW!
James- No.
Jazmin- What!?
James- What you heard. N-O.
Jazmin- Fine keep the ring!! I'll just have Jake buy me another one..There's no biggie after all I am going to be his wife regardless..
As I turned around to leave he suddenly rushed towards me and roughly grabbed me from the arms pinning me against the wall.
James- You are NOT gonna marry him! You understand?
Jazmin- WATCH.....ME!
James- YOU ARE MINE!!
Jazmin- *Laughs...I'm yours?...No sweetie..Sorry to burst your bubble..I'm Jake's now! I gave myself to him!!!
James- (As I heard her say that something inside me just snapped and I violently pushed her to the bed and without her consent I was ready to claim what always rightfully belonged to me)...Is that so!?
Jazmin-....GO AHEAD!! Do it!!..Every touch of yours I'll just be thinking it's Jake's! Every kiss you give me I'll be imagining Jake's lips! If you dare think of fucking me..I'll be thinking about Jake making love to me!!..
James- (I saw her tears running down her beautiful sad face..I felt her body uncontrollably shaking..What the heck was I doing..The rage that was boiling inside me wasn't letting me think straight..I couldn't do that to her..Not this way)...Don't fucking mention him again!!..Because next time you won't get so lucky!
I laid in bed crying my eyes out as he furiously left the cabin. I didn't know if my words had hurt him as much as he hurt me when he left but it at least got him to stop. I cried for what felt like hours until my eyes felt dry and my face felt numbed. That's exactly what I wished my heart felt towards James..pure numbness. Unfortunately it wasn't anything like that. Seeing him again stirred up emotions I tried so hard to hide for so long. I had buried them deep down inside me to one day forget I ever felt anything for him. That was until I saw him again and all those feelings easily just resurfaced, like if time between us had stayed still.
After a while of deciding wether to confront him after the incident I had finally made up my mind. I needed answers as to why I found myself in the middle of nowhere with him of all people. As I got up and walked near the wooden door. I overheard him speaking loudly with someone on the phone. 'A phone?..His got a phone!' I excitedly thought to myself. Now I needed to figure out how to distract him so I could take it from him. I needed to call someone to come and get me. There was no way I was going to spend any minute longer with James. As I stood still by the door trying not to make noise. I heard enough of the conversation to feel cold chills running down my entire body.
James- Okay keep her parents with you..I have Jazmin with me.
Miles- Her boyfriend will look for her James..You need to bring her back..
James- I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THAT FAG!
Miles- Okay calm down..What about her parents I can't keep them here forever..They are asking questions I don't have the answers too..They also want to see and speak to Jazmin they want to know if she really is okay..
James- Let me figure this out first alright and regarding her parents..Just make up a bullshit lie..Show them a picture or something to prove she's okay...You must have one since you spend all your fuckin time with her..
Miles- This again?
Jazmin- WHERE DO YOU HAVE MY PARENTS!!!
James- Hey sugar plum nice to see you outta bed...
I tried getting close to the phone but he quickly moved outta the way as I heard him tell Miles "Don't call me unless it's important..I'll call you later".
Jazmin- I'm not going to play your sick twisted game James!!..Tell me where my parents are NOW!
James- When you decide to talk to me in a more appropriate tone I'll answer your question.
He turned away from me and started to walk back inside. "Wait!...Can you at least tell me if they are okay".
James- They're fine for now.
Jazmin- What the hell is that suppose to mean!!!
James- I'm hungry aren't you?..Hmm how does sushi sound?
Jazmin- What??
James- There's a pretty neat cascade nearby..Infested with fishes...Lucky for you I know how to catch a fish..So we'll be okay for tonight..
Jazmin- James I'm talking to you!
James- Tiger are you comin?
Jazmin- NO!! I DON'T WANT TO BE ANYWHERE NEAR YOU!!..YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE YOU!!
James- Alright let me know how your play date goes with the wild animals that roam around here at night..Don't say I didn't warn ya..Just remember I'm the one with the gun..Can't protect you if I'm not near you.
He was definitely trying to scare me off into going with him. Suddenly from a distance I heard scary howls that sounded like several coyotes.
Jazmin- JAMES WAIT!
I ran behind him and without realizing it sooner, I was holding onto his arm tightly. I noticed a smirk on his face showing off how he was right. I quickly let go of his arm and follow his lead from behind. After hours of silent constant walking and my legs feeling like they were going to give up on me. We had finally arrived to the most breathtaking cascade I had ever seen.
Jazmin- Wow..This place is amazing.
James- I knew you would like it..
Jazmin- Don't talk to me..
James- I'm not gonna beg you..
Jazmin- I wasn't expecting such a thing from someone like you..
James- I'd rather hear the sound of nature so please..Zip it.
Jazmin- Just hurry up and get the damn fish so we could head back!
James- You could've stayed..
Jazmin- Like if I had much of a choice..although thinking about it..It would've been a perfect chance for me to escape from your annoying existence..
James- Sooo annoying you constantly wondered about me through all this time?
Jazmin- Don't flatter yourself..I was just imagining all the possible ways to kill you.
James- *Laughs...Feisty..I've always loved that about you..
He paused what he was doing to look over at me with a smirk on his face as I rolled my eyes and turned away.
James- Go ahead and walk around..If you like..Enjoy this beautiful place..Oh by the way I wouldn't go to far if I were you though..These cascades are easy to get lost in..
That was exactly what I wanted, to get lost far away from him. So while he was distracted with catching fishes. Without drawing attention to myself I quietly started to walk into some woods. When I was far enough to make noise. I ran as fast as I could. I felt my legs weakening and my heart rapidly beating but I had to get away. I was afraid of this new James that seemed sarcastically colder. He had my parents held captives just like he had me. He had turned into some sort of mafia gangster. I had to figure out where he was hiding them and most importantly why?
It was getting darker and harder to see where I was running off too. Some trees had sharp tree branches that harshly scratched my arms as I passed by them. I struggled to continue on and it was becoming harder to breathe. So I stopped for a little to catch my breath. I was trying to think of a quicker way to escape when I heard branches being crushed on nearby. I quickly picked up my pace again and ran.
As I ran deeper into the woods I noticed a river ahead. It was a dead end. I was trapped. Not thinking straight I decided it was best if I fell into the river. The current would take me further then my legs were able too. Even though I was taking a huge risk on possibly drowning while attempting to swim in such a violent current. I couldn't think of any other option. Just when I was close enough to the river I spotted a person. It wasn't James but someone else. I cried out a desperate plea for his help but oddly he stood calmly just staring at me.
Then the question as to why would he be in the middle of the woods popped in my mind. I felt a slight shiver as my body froze in fear. Unexpectedly he took out a gun and pointed it directly to me. I gasped in horror as I thought I was surly going to die. Suddenly I heard two gun shots being fired. One came from his side and another one came from behind me. I saw the man by the river drop in a matter of seconds but he didn't seem dead. My eyes widened in shock as I turned around and felt as if my heart had sunk. Laying down bleeding from the side of his stomach was James. Struggling to breathe he got back on his feet and fired his gun one more time. I saw James kill that man as the river swept his lifeless body away. "Are you okay Tiger?" He said in-between deep breath's. "JAMES! He shot you! You're bleeding!!". I desperately cried out to him as I saw his eyes slowly shutting down. I quickly threw his arm around my shoulder and firmly grabbed onto his waist. "I won't let you die!..I need you to stay with me! Please resist James..Please!".