Dear Park Jimin
The police have questions and clueless looks on their blank stares, pursued lips when they write down meaningless answers. Why can't they leave it be?
They have no idea why you killed yourself but i know, i fucking know.
Your past never left you alone, it crawled into your body and decided to make a home with naked trauma, guilt and an unhealthy amount of melancholy.
It's not your fault you missed the soul of a dead person so much.
Did I not deserve a goodbye Jimin?
I know what you would say, goodbyes are painful.
The first time you left me, there was still this hope that you'd come back but this time you left me with nothing. You could never do goodbyes in person.
I have now realised that you in fact, squeezed everything you could out of life. You chased your dreams and did what your heart desired. You lived a good life by my side.
The last thing your heart desired was impossible unless... so you did.