Let me put put out a statement. I feel like shit from last chapter. I'm going to edit it later (not now obviously). But when I have edited it, I will put it in the upcoming chapter. I'm very sorry from last chapter. Anyways. (Future me) I actually really enjoyed the last chapter. Most of you got a little bit more of me :).
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(it was actually really good idk why u didn't like it)
So please, enjoy this little recap :,)
Toby then stopped hugging you, making you feel... sad? But he than picked you up bridal style making you blush intensely and the others look at you. He then carried you up the stairs into his room. 'omfg this is not goodie good. Aw shit, here we go again.' He then placed you down on his bed and said,
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"..." You genuinely were starting to feel bad. Yes, you only "knew" Toby for a short amount of time. But you still felt bad for not telling him. Your chest scorched. It wasn't like you got burned, it just hurt so bad. There had been tears fighting you.
"I'm s-sor...." Once you tried speaking, you broke. And Toby didn't comfort you at all. You were just left there crying... crying? No, sobbing. There was quite tension, until LJ entered the room.
"Hey Toby wanna play a ga-" He then got a glimpse/noticed (at) you. "(Y/N)! What happened?!" You couldn't even respond, you could only hiccup or something between it. LJ began to glare at Toby. Shortly though. But while LJ has been glaring, Toby just stood there, emotionless. As if he didn't do anything wrong. LJ then picked you up , and quickly took you out of Toby's room.
He was taking you downstairs. You kinda surprised yourself that you could even see that much. It looked as if he was taking you to slendy. On the (assumed) way to slenderman's office a couple of people asked if you were "okay" or, "what happened?". People had been very very concerned. You of course were having such a breakdown you weren't even gonna be close to responding.
"Come in." A loud peaceful voice said. LJ did as said and went into the office (with you of course).
"(Y/N). I'm sorry to "confront" you about this but," Slenderman leaned in, "I need you to tell me your past." You were quite shooketh. Like damn b we not even on the second date, keep it in ya damn pants! But instead of saying that, you said, " Why does -hiccup- that even m-matter? How can THEE SLENDERMAN, -half ass snort- not know what a-a-a person like me's past is?? You know everyone else's, why not m-mine?" He took a moment to try and recollect himself. When you started confronting him, he got a little star struck.
You were attempting to try and stop crying, but you were failing. It seemed like he hadn't even really been noticing. After failing to fully recollect himself, he finally confessed some things.
"Well, er, you see (Y/N).... Over the course of the time you've been here you know that I can read your mind.." He started the obvious. You weren't gonna interrupt so you let him continue. "Well for over the course of the time, it seems like I've been, how would you phrase it? Loosing connection..? Kind of like.... I can't read your mind when I want, and when I try it almost never works." You were taken aback. You were actually happy at the moment, but kinda turned a little sadder seeing as he couldn't read your mind. Happy because have you seen yo mind??? *vines start playing*
(Sad because we was gon make so many jokes guys—— I CRI)
"... May I take my leave... slenderman?" It's almost as if he was kind of shocked that you hadn't tried to question further on this. "Er, I guess so... If you want we can discuss matters later..?" He offered. It's like he knew you knew what was happening. And you did.
Were you gonna tell? No. Course not that's no fun. "Yes of course. I also wanted to ask a question." You agreed simply due to the fact you weren't in for a much longer conversation.
"Anything." He replied. It seemed like he was almost scared of you. You suppressed a grin. "May I go killing tonight?" It was a plain simple question. And of course you weren't gonna share you had killed before. You were almost certain no one knew that so far. Maybe Toby. But that didn't really matter to you right now. "Sure. Please do have someone escort you, seeing as it will be your first kill."
You turned and walk to the door grinning ear to ear. You were starting to slip on your sanity. Before you left the room with your hands opening the door a little, you said "thank you." And with that left.
You couldn't stop smiling. You had just been balling, now you couldn't stop smiling. Moving on to better things so quickly was a mystery, but now you knew for sure, that no one knew basically anything about your past. The only one who could really stop you, was Jane. Speak of the she-devil.
You purposefully walked into her. This was in the kitchen. She just kinda looked at you, but as soon as she saw your face, she looked terrified. In fact, the two besties and cannibal stopped laughing/chatting and started to give a look at you as well.
"woah......" Ben said in complete and udder shock/amazement. It's not that is was just your face. But your whole body switched colors.
Your body was like a gargoyle gray and your hair changed(?) to (Y/C - Your Choice). Your eyes also began to shift to your emotion. Currently your emotions had contained;
Joy (YELLOW GREEN)
Insanity (BLOOD RED)
SADNESS (MIDNIGHT BLUE) -always ofc-
(if y'all ask me how this came to mind its kinda I stole this from my own oc so you can suck my bum because that's how this works bruh) (also I did come up with this myself so frick off if you wanna idk come for me as in — "yeah it's from your oc but how'd you get it to that" — simple I literally have an extremely abnormal mind and think completely outside the box usually)
-moving on
Your outfit obviously didn't change, but instead your teeth did. Your sanity was at one of its lowest moments. You were unaware of how insane you looked, but you most definitely knew how insane you felt.
You were only the slightest bit sane right now. And with that you just had to ask to leave (to go killing). If anything would calm you down, that would. Plus, you didn't want the risk of killing anyone here.
"Tell slender I'm.. going out killing" You knew you had to stick to the 'first kill' thing. But your excuse was gonna be easy. 'I felt like I had to do it alone. It just felt the best.' It's believable. Not strongly, but still believable. You had damn near proven that you were a "bad liar". Yeah. One day all of this might lead to some pretty terrible consequences, but at the moment, you clearly didn't care.
"Wait... You wanna go on your first kill right now? Like, girl basically no ones home to escort you." Ben started questioning. You didn't like that. "Benjamin. When I say something, maybe listen next time." Your insanity was close to snapping entirely. Your eyes had also mixed with a more regulated tone of red. You were had completely been trying to hold back, him saying anything other than, 'we'll tell him.' Was gonna break your barrier from complete insanity.
"Okay okay, we'll tell him you eager little rascal! Go! Go get your first kill!" Jeff might've agreed in a way to piss you off, but at the time you had been relieved and immediately ran out of the mansion.
Killing one person wouldn't be enough to satisfy you this time, you were gonna have to go on a massacre.
A/N
Yeah I made deadline. I'm at school and on the bus rn though so I'll update this later and tell you about my day or some shit.
8 hours of hell later
yeah we back. Today was rough tbh.
Anyways I don't know how to feel about this chapter and I need more opinions on it so please leave some comments or somethin
Anyways love y'all
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