"Namjoon... what are you doing here?" I asked, baffled.
"I could ask you the same question." It was dead silent for a while before Taehyung spoke.
"Um, I'll give you two a minute." He said awkwardly before walking into the kitchen.
"Or two." Namjoon stormed towards me, grabbing my arm and dragging me upstairs, slamming a random bedroom door behind him.
"Okay, it's not what it looks like."
"It looks like you had sex with my brother."
"Okay so it is what it looks like." He sighed.
"DAMMIT ARMONIE!" I flinched a little from his outburst as he paced a bit. He had his hands on his hips while he was breathing heavily, waiting for him to say something, anything.
"Look I didn't want you to find out this way."
"If I wouldn't have came here, I wouldn't have found out."
"It just happened, I'm still grieving and we were laying there and everything just happened so fast."
"Please save me the details." He sassed. I was about to open my mouth to speak but closed it because I didn't know what I could have said. "I'm worried, you wouldn't pick up, and now I know why."
"I thought we agreed to stop this Namjoon—
"No 'we'" he moved his finger between us, "didn't agree to anything."
"It's not like you didn't have sex with Danica okay." I rolled my eyes.
"Don't try to flip this around and I didn't... not even on our honeymoon, I couldn't. Even when we were kissing I moaned your name so we stopped and decided to take it slow." Wait pause.
"What...?" All the air left my lungs as I was rendered speechless.
"I can't keep you out of my head Ari, don't you get that?!" He whispered yelled. "I thought you felt the same way."
"I DO!" He scoffed. "What you think this is easy for me?"
"I don't, I don't know. Looks like it." I scoffed while nodding my head and looking down.
"Okay, I deserved that." There was a long silence.
"Maybe I should just move on huh." He started walking towards the door but I grabbed his arm.
"Namjoon please don't leave like this."
"Leave like what? Because it's obvious to me that you don't have any intention on talking to your father so why do we even waste our time, why am I wasting my time."
He pulled his arm away and walk out the bedroom and next thing I heard was the front door slamming shut as I stood there in tears. I slowly walked up to the window and watched him drive away in his car as I let go a few choked sobs.
What did I do? What am I going to do...
"You okay?" I sniffled and wiped my tears before turning around to face him.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
"You don't have to lie to me Ari." I give up, I couldn't help but cry, the thought of Namjoon walking out on me like he did hurt my heart in ways that are unimaginable.
Taehyung walked up to me and pulled me into his warm embrace.
"You can stay here with me today, you don't have to go to work, I could take off." He mumbled with his head resting on the top of mine.
"You don't have to do that."
"But I want to, you shouldn't be alone right now, I'm here for you." I let out a deep sigh as he pecked my forehead. "Let's go have breakfast." He grabbed my hand and walked me to the kitchen, seating me at the island. He poured me a glass of wine as I just watched him cook.
[The Next Day]
"Thank you for dropping me off."
"No problem, I can pick you up too if you want?"
"That's okay, Nicole will take me home." I leaned over for a hug but his lips caught me instead, taking me by surprise. I slightly smiled before getting out of the car and walking into the building.
I somewhat dreaded this place because of the people I have to see everyday but it's worth it, because soon he's going to retire and this company will be mines.
"Don't think I didn't see you."
"What are you talking about?" She sped up her pace to catch up with me and follow me into my office.
"I saw who dropped you off and you weren't at work yesterday."
"I needed a break and it was well deserved."
"Mhmm." She hummed, implying that it's something more that I'm not telling her. She stared into my soul trying to pull out what I was holding back.
"What Nic?"
"You little slut, you had sex with him didn't you!?" She teased.
"Maybe.."
"Maybe? What does that mean? Was it good, alright, bad...?"
"It was mind blowing..." I mesmerized.
"He looks like the type to destroy a girl's life with his cock." She teased and I chuckled slightly while rolling my eyes.
"And then Namjoon showed up the next morning." I sighed, suddenly feeling down from how our conversation ended.
"That's not good, how did he react?"
"How do you think? He was pissed. I haven't heard from him since."
"It's only been a day, he'll get over it." She tried reassure me.
"Yeah, it'll be a while before he do that. I mean I had sex with him a week before I had sex with Taehyung which both weren't planned. It's just I feel like I'm in a tug and war game between moving on and not letting go." I sat back in my chair while sighing. Nicole sat on the edge of my desk while still talking to me.
"Well eventually you'll have to choose." She's right. I have Namjoon, who I'm still completely in love with but is married to Danica and there's Taehyung, charming, caring and erratically stealing my heart.
"I don't know." I bit my thumbnail while thinking. There was a knock on my door and both of our heads shot towards it. "Come in!"
"Sorry to bother you, but you have a package."
"Bring it in." She nodded her head while turning around and opening the door for one of our staff men to bring in a big bouquet of flowers.
"W-who is this from?" I stuttered while looking at the beautiful red and burgundy mixed roses. Nicole took the notes that was in the bouquet because it was close to her. "Thank you Kathy."
"Yes ma'am." She left the room leaving me and Nicole alone again.
"Dear Armonie, I hope you're having a great day. I have to go out of the country for four weeks, to speak and check on the building structure of the homeless shelter and I would be honored if you accompany me. I hope I'm not being to forward, and I understand if you can't come, but I still wanted to offer. Incase you decided to come later than the day I leave here's a first class flight to Rome, Italy, completely refundable. Love Kim Taehyung." Nicole finished.
"Oh. My. Goodness." That's all I could say as my mouth hung open.
"I think it's sweet. You had sex and he didn't want to seem like the guy to just run away when things got... complicated?" I took the ticket and the note from her to make sure she was reading right.
"Love... Kim Taehyung omg what should I do?" I rabbled.
"Wish I could tell you but it's your decision." I sighed while sitting down and twirling the card in my fingers. "I always wondered what it would be like to have sex in Italy." She mumbled to herself but I clearly heard her.
"You know what, don't you have work to do or something." I laughed at her.
"Yes!" She pointed while standing up. "But I really hope you give this deep thought because I want you to be happy." She said while walking out the door. "Love you! See you for lunch."
I smiled as my door close but my attention went back to the note, flowers and ticket, as that was all on my mind right.