i am okay. sorta.
my soul is tired. and for the first time in so many years, i felt the tiredness penetrate into my soul.
it's hard to explain.
but other than that, everything is fine.
i want to go back to the busy life style again.
i also need to cut my hair.
and change my diet. and my style.
i need to fight back and learn dutch if i want to stay in the netherlands.
also need to continue writing.