Jordyn
Kaier's Father🤞🏽
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Kaier's Father🤞🏽
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Kaier is wide awake
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I fixed my shirt as I answered the FaceTime call, letting out a yawn in the process. Once Kentrell answered I instantly noticed a cup in his hand and his friends talking in the background
"You really up partying at 3 in the morning?"
"I ain partying. Lemme see my son"
I put Kaier's face him the camera catching him smile a tiny bit as he stared at the colorful tv screen that silently played peppa pig
"You needa take yo ass to sleep mane"
"So do you" I muttered under my breath so he couldn't hear me "what time you coming over here tomorrow"
"Sometime in the morning why? You got plans?"
"No. I was just checking because I did wanna get out of the house for a change. That's why I was gonna see what time you was coming"
"Where you tryina go?"
"I don't know. Somewhere.. this house is making me sad"
I looked down at Kaier seeing him put his fist in his mouth so I pulled it out and he frowned, starting to let out a cry
"Kaier don't start"
"Whatchu did?"
"Nothing. I just pulled his fist out his mouth"
"So you did do somethin"
"Kentrell bye"
"Hang this phone up and ima come beatcho ass"
"You need to come getcho child so I can go to sleep" I sighed before letting out another yawn
"I'm tryina take my son but you act like the world gone end if I keep him"
"No. It's not that and you know it..."
"What else it gone be Jordyn?" Kentrell started to ask with a slight attitude in his voice as he got up from where he sat and walked down the hall to a room "you actin like you'on trust me with MY fuckin baby"
"I do trust you..."
"Well what the problem is then? You acting like you scared ima have bitches around him or some"
"Probably will"
"See you tryin me"
"How? Cause everything been seeming pretty one sided with you lately Kentrell"
"How?"
"You sitting here entertaining hella females, probably have them thinking they're gonna play step momma to my son but you quick to catch an attitude if Chris was to call me or some other guy."
"You was entertaining that nigga while you was pregnant with my baby. Come on mane"
"I did not! I entertained him BEFORE I got pregnant. And even if, that never stopped you from worrying about other bitches while I was carrying your child. Because you didn't give two fucks about me"
"If I ain really gave two fucks about you I wouldn't have been around yo dumbass"
"Kentrell please! Cause you said you was only around for the sake of our child"
"Cause me and you wasn't on good terms. You think ima be cool witcho ass after you ran up in my house on some fuck shit twice"
"And both times were your fault"
"No the fuck it wasn't"
"Yes it was. But like I said, you only around for our son"
"Shut the fuck up with that shit" he cursed while fiddling with something "if I'm only around for my son why I'm on the phone witcho ass right now?"
"To see your child"
"Keep tryina play stupid"
"I'm not playing stupid. Kentrell we both know what it is"
"We both knew what it was when I started putting my dick back in you"
I rolled my eyes and grabbed Kaier's pacifier, put it in his mouth and laid his head on my shoulder while I propped the camera up on his pillow, afterwards rubbing and softly patting his back
"That's not happening again"
"Why it won't?"
"Because it wasn't supposed to happen then. And I don't want us to get caught up into some little babymomma/babydaddy drama all because we fucking around. Especially if there ain't no real feelings involved"
"It ain no real feelings cause you don't want me to be here"
"Because you seen how fast we were to break up the first time Kentrell. If we could break up just like that then it must've wasn't real"
"But we ain stop fuckin with each other every since whether you believe it or not. I know you still love me Jodie"
"You don't know shit"
"You you'on love me?"
"Do you love me?"
"I asked you first"
"And I'm answering your question by asking mine"
Kentrell sucked his teeth "you already know how I feel"
"No I don't"
He sat the phone down and walked away from the camera
"So you gone avoid my question?"
"I answered it" he responded as he walked back to the phone and picked it up
"Why is it so hard for you to give a straight answer?"
"Cause ion gotta give one. You already know so why you tryina act like you dumb"
I sropped rubbing Kaier's back to look directly into the camera "I'm not acting dumb Kentrell. You keep saying I know how you feel when I don't. You change feelings faster than anything in the world. All I'm asking for is a solid answer so I can know where we stand"
"How the hell we got on this conversation?"
"I don't even remember but don't try to change the subject either"
"How I'm changing the subject"
I rolled my eyes and shook my head
"Whatever Kentrell. I'll talk to you later"
I then hung up the phone and but it on do not disturb before I got out of the bed still carrying Kaier who sounded like he was finally sleep but I didn't wanna lay him down just yet then he'll start crying again. I went down the hall to Amika's room and saw her light was still on with the door wide open. I walked right on in and she walked out of the closet with empty hangers
"You still up?"
"Yeah. My question is whatchu doing?"
She laughed while sitting the hangers on the bed. "I brought these cute black velvet hangers so I was trading all my hangers out with those ones"
"At 3 in the morning though?"
"I couldn't sleep"
"I wish I could. I think I finally just got him to sleep"
"You shouldn't brought him to me"
"I just hung up the phone on his daddy"
"Oohhh Kentrell gonna milk you girl"
"So. Fuck him. Kentrell don't care about nobody but himself and it's really getting on my nerves"
"What happened now?"
I sat on her bed and sighed "because I asked him how did he feel about me and he act like he can't give me a straight answer"
Amika looked at me blankly before laughing "Jodie. Are you stupid?"
"I'm sick of y'all calling me that"
"No forreal. I'm just saying because it don't take a degree to know that if he gotta run circles around the question then the answer is exactly Whatchu think it is. YES he loves you"
"But why he can't tell me that?"
"Cause he a nigga. Niggas are retarded as hell. They can't ever give you a straight answer when it relates to their genuine feelings"
"But it shouldn't be like that Mika"
"Too bad it is. Kentrell is not gonna come out and say it unless he genuinely wants too"
"I hate niggas"
"Girl you gotta whole son..."
"So. My baby is an exception"
"Until one day when he make you mad"
"Hell yeah. Then he's his daddy's son" I told Amika and she laughed before walking back into the closet
Later that day
After Kentrell buckled Kaier's car seat up he got into the car as well and looked at me while I quietly sat in the passenger seat
"So you ain gone talk?"
"We don't have anything to talk about?"
He sucked his teeth and put the car in reverse, backing out of the driveway
"Bout to have a attitude for nothin"
"I don't have an attitude Kentrell. We just don't have anything to talk about"
"We got a lot to talk about"
"Such as what?"
"When ima be able to take my son home wimme"
"It's still so early Kentrell.."
"Early? The nigga two months old already. You just tryina find a reason"
"I'm not"
"Yes you is"
I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. As he drove I watched the scenes outside change until I realized that were were pulling up at his house
" what we doing here?"
"Come on" he rudely told me before getting out. I muttered something under my breath while getting out and he grabbed Kaier from his car seat before I followed him to the door
"You saw what happened last time we was here"
He chuckled like it was funny and opened the door. I followed him inside and he eventually drug me down the hall to the empty room in his house and I realized he actually converted it into a room for Kaier.
"You did this?" I asked him as I walked all the way in and he nodded
"Yeah. You think I'm playin bout my son but I'm not"
I let out a long sigh while looking around again then looked at Kaier
"I'm just scared to sleep without him with me"
"You gotta get outta that though Jordyn"
"I know..." I walked over to Kentrell and wiped something off of Kaier's face "can we just try one night first.. you can keep him tonight"
When I told Kentrell that he started smiling
"Don't be playin mane"
"I'm serious. I need to get out of getting used to him being with me 24/7 anyways and if I put it off longer it won't ever happen"
"Well you ain changing yo mind now"
I rolled my eyes and laughed while scratching my head, mentally trying to figure out how I was gonna get through the night without my baby