A/N
This one is very very very very sad. So if you are a very emosh person (like I am) You may not want to read it becuase you will end up in tears like I did while righting the book.
Sorry for not updating. Have got a lot on my plate at the moment but I will try and update as fluatly as i possiably can
Enjoy
Amelia Lockwood
Everyday I always end up thinking about Lilly or Albi or even Charlie. I don't know why but it feels like they are always thinking about me to be even about them.
Lilly is my mother and I know that she will always say a part of my heart but I need to see her. I need to see him and as well. I need to see them.
That night I went to sleep with the photo frame that had a picture of Albi and Lilly inside it and snuggled with it.
*Night Mare*
I wake up in a very unfamiliar but familiar surroundings.
I then hear someone screaming. I walk in the direction of the noise.
"Your worthless you know that?! " Lilly screamed at the top of her lungs
"Mama," A baby cries
"I am not your mother!" She screams again
"Mama pwease," The baby wimpers
"No Amelia no!" She shreaks
"Mama me hungwey, me want mwk," The girl cries again.
Looking into this scene made my heart break into a million pieces. The little girl wanted milk. and she wasn;t even givan any. What kind of cruel mother does that to her own flesh and bloud.
I then see the women walking out and leaving the baby cry for food and milk.
*END OF NIGHTMARE*
I wake up screaming and I throw the photo frame across the room.
My mother comes barging into the room, "What wrong my dear?"
"Mum I had a nightmare," I cry to her
She walks towards me and holds me in her arms.
"It's alright hunny I'm hear now ..." she soothes
"Mum can you sing for me?"
she silently nods and starts singing the song I have always heard around my childhood, my favourite song of all time.
" They day we met, frozen I held my breath
Right from the start, I knew that I found a whole in my
Hearts beats fast
Colours and promises
how to be brave? How can I love when I'm afraid to fall?
But watching you stand alone .. all of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow.
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more.
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
One step closer
One step closer
I have died every day waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more"
"Good night sweet pee" Mother says..