So we leave on our side and neither of us spoke. I didn't like it so I was trying to start a conversation.
"We should go this way it looks like there is a lot of wood"
He walked over to the place I had noticed without saying anything.
"Why are you like this with me? " I said
He stops and approaches me.
" Who knows... "
"It's not an answer, there's something I did to make you like that only with me"
"Maybe not, maybe just your presence annoys me, it's a shame because you are a very beautiful woman but there is something that annoys me that I can't explain"
"Okay, that's a shame because you look nice, I don't-"
I did not have time to finish my sentence when we heard a noise that was getting closer and closer.
"Maybe it's a bear, I hope you can run because don't count on me to save you" says Yamada
"A bear ????? "I say a little panicked.
We keep walking to get away from the noise and we finally find wood, we collect it and we turn around. We were going the opposite way but I realized something.
"Tell me Yamada?"
" What again? "
"Haven't we been here before?" "
" What are you talking about? "
"Look at the tree, we already passed 5 minutes ago"
"So we're lost ... With you, it's great ..."
"Come on, let's try to find our way" I said with a sigh
We continued to walk but we still passed in the same place. I take out my phone so I can call the others but there were no connexion. I sit on the ground because I was tired of walking. Yamada sits next to me.
"Why do you keep talking to me normally with what I'm doing to you?"
"Because I don't like to hate someone and then I keep thinking that you are someone good"
"You're really weird as a girl" he said.
"Thank you I take it as a compliment"
"Is it going well between Chinen and you?" "
When he asks me that I start to blush.
" What are you talking about?? "
"Stop, we all see that you get along better than just friends"
"I don't know what you mean"
"Pffffff"
Suddenly a bear out of nowhere and stands , instinctively I hold Yamada.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING?" "
"I AM AFRAID" I say
"ME ALSO, I COUNT UP TO THREE AND WE RUN ALL RIGHT AGREE" "one two THREE RUN!!"
While we were chasing the bear chasing us we both shouted, after several minutes of running the bear was gone. We stop out of breath.
"Fuyu? Yamada?You are fine? We were worried "
I turn my head and see Takaki. Without doing it on purpose we found the camp. We look at each other with Yamada and we laugh.
"I see that it made you get along better" says Yabu
As soon as he said that we stopped laughing.
"It's a nervous laugh," said Yamada
I saw Chinen looking at me with a questioning look. So I tell the others what happened then we put our things away to go in. We finish putting everything away and we get in the van, this time I decided to drive. So I was sitting on the driver's side and Chinen was sitting in the passenger seat next to me I don't know why but he looked a little angry. I decide to ask him.
" You're mad? "
"No" he said coldly
" Why are you lying?"
"We will talk about it later * whispering * I remind you that the others are not aware of the two of us"
Oh that meant that he considers me his girlfriend, when I think about it I smile, I was happy, happy that my first boyfriend was Chinen.
"Fuyu-chan why are you smiling like that?" Asks Yaotome
"Ahem, for nothing," I said, blushing.
After that we finally arrive at home, it was 4:00 p.m. I was on the sofa when Chinen came to see me and asked me to follow him on the terrace.
" Yes? "
"What happened with Yamada? "
"Well, nothing more than what I told why?"
"For nothing ..." he sighs
I approach him and pinch his cheek
"Is the dwarf jealous?" I say, laughing.
"Absolutely not "he said.
I pat him on the head and go back to the living room.
-Ellipse of a week-
Tonight we were going to the beach because there were fireworks, Aoi called me to tell me to go down because we were going to leave. I go down to join the others and we head towards the beach. In just 5 minutes we were already there, it was the first time we went at night it was wonderful. We were standing on the sand waiting for the fireworks to appear. I looked at the sky when suddenly I feel that someone hold my hand, I look, it was Chinen and he looked at me, I smiled at him and the fireworks finally appeared, I felt really good, I was so happy to be with these people, happy to have met them, happy to have made this trip with them, and I was also with the person I loved, I couldn't have asked for more. When the fireworks stop Yabu points out to the others that with Chinen we held hands.
"Ohh look at the two lovers there"
Instinctively we let go of our hands and we cast a glare at Yabu.
"Don't worry we know" said Inoo
"So much the better, no need to hide" says Chinen
He comes, puts his arm on my shoulders and squeezes me, I hit him gently on his back.
"Stop, I can't breathe anymore!" "
He lets me and laughs, even if the others were now aware I didn't like to expose myself in front of them. We stayed on the sand laughing and talking as usual, then the others decided to go home but Chinen wanted us to stay a bit because he wanted to take me somewhere.
"Chinen where are we going?" "
"You will see" he said
He pissed me off not wanting to tell me. Then he made me close my eyes for a long time, I heard a lot of noise around, then I feel that we are climbing in something, he makes me sit down.
"You can open your eyes"
I open my eyes and realize that we were in a big wheel, we could see all the lights of the city it was beautiful.
I looked outside,Chinen suddenly ran his hands around my neck and I saw a beautiful golden necklace with the word "Journey" written on it. I turn around and look at him.
"I didn't know what to write so I put this word because it is thanks to this agency that I met you and then I liked the word"
"The first day we met I told you that you behaved like a spoiled child and now it's you who spoiled me. Thank you very much it is beautiful"
I gave him a kiss on the forehead and see that he frowns.
" What's the matter ? "
"You missed" he said
"Huh? "
He leans over and kisses me.
"Here it's better"
"I, stop doing stuff like that," I said, blushing.
"Hahahaha excuse me but it was too tempting"
We get off the wheel and we walk in the amusement park, a moment Chinen pulls my arm and shows me a shooting range to win plushes, I sigh, he is really a child.
" I want to try!! "He said determined
"Go ahead" I said, sighing.
He almost starts running to the stand, he is exhausting me ... He takes the gun in his hands, aims at the cans and to my surprise makes them all fall, so he could choose the stuffed toy he wanted. I see him coming with a huge plush.
"Chinen take another one stop your nonsense look it's bigger than you, how are we going to report this? And I'm telling you that we'll be back in a few days and it's impossible to take it on the plane "
"Ah ..." he said, going back to choose another soft toy
He comes back with a much smaller plush.
"Ohh it is so cute, but what is it?"I ask.
"I don't really know it looks like a cactus, I took it because I thought it was cute"
After that we left the park to go home, the exit overlooked a magnificent alley all lit up.
I stop and look at Chinen who continues to move forward then he notices that I had stopped and he too stops.
" What's wrong?"He asks me
I didn't think I would do that one day but I walk over to him, hug him around the waist and put my head on his chest.
"I love you" I say
" What is happening to you? "
"Aren't you happy? I can let you go if you want "
"No no it's not-ouch"
I let him go and see that he was holding his head.
" Are you okay? What's wrong???? "
"Nothing nothing don't worry I just have a headache" he says
"Oh okay, come on,you're going to sleep and it will be better"
" Yes "
So we go back, we go directly to his room, I give him a medicine and let him rest. When I go back to mine Aoi was already there and rushes to me to find out what happened, so I tell her everything.
"Wow luck, it's too romantic"she said.
"It's true, oh I wanted to tell you, look what I found, in two days there is a music festival 20 minutes from here, it's just two days before leaving so that it could be funny "
"That's a great idea, tomorrow we'll tell others about it"
For several hours we thought about what outfit we were going to wear,because even if we think they will agree if the others don't want to come, we will both go.
-Two day ellipse-
We had told others about our idea and they thought it was a very good idea. With Chinen everything was going really well, I was happy, you would think that in 1 month it is impossible to fall in love but yet that is what happens to me.
I was in my room and with Aoi we wondered how we were going to dress.
Finally Aoi found a little blue dress with a shirt and a hat.
I just needed to find a good outfit too.
"Oh Fuyu try that" said Aoi
It was a kind of purple shirt dress, I'm going to try it on and go back to Aoi.
" So? "
"Perfect, let's go"she said full of enthusiasm.
We leave the house and get into the van towards the festival. During the whole trip we just sing and laugh. When I saw us I really felt like we had known each other for several years, I think I will never forget this holidays. Finally we arrive, we park the van and we see a huge scene, a crowd of people singing and dancing and places to eat and drink. Aoi pulls my arm and takes me into the crowd because she sees that I hesitate to dance and sing. I tried to talk to her but impossible with all the noise so I just dance with her, I had so much fun that I forgot the boys, I hope they have fun too, I looked for them but I did not see them, so I made a sign to Aoi to tell her that I was moving away a little. I move away and look for one of the boys but impossible to find them, I call Chinen on his phone but he did not answer, at the same time with this noise it's normal, I put my phone away and go take a soda, then finally I saw Inoo, I approach him but see that he is slightly weird.
"Inoo are you drunk?" I asked
"Nooooooo not at all, but weren't you with Chinen?" he says
"No, I have been with Aoi a while ago"
"Ohhhhh I see"
Okay, he was completely drunk, I decide to leave him and look for another boy when someone grabs my shoulder, I turn and it was Yamada.
"Can we talk please?" he told me
" Um yes "
We move away a little more because it was almost impossible to hear yourself speak.
"I have to show you something but don't get mad okay?"
"You scare me there what is it?"
"You will see, follow me"
I decide to follow him then suddenly I see Chinen holding a girl by the waist and laughing. I was going to move forward but Yamada was holding me back.
"He has been drinking, he doesn't realize"
"I don't care, Yamada let me otherwise I'm going to get mad at you"
He lets me go and I go to Chinen with my heart beating a hundred an hour, I didn't know if I was upset or sad, he noticed me and said to me
"Oh Fuyu, how are you?"
I couldn't find any other answers than to throw the soda I had in my glass in his face.
"Have fun" I say
I think getting the cold soda on his face brought him back to reality because when I left he got up and grabbed my hand.
"Fuyu, I-I am sorry I didn't realize what I was doing, I promise you that nothing happened"
I eject his hand and leave without answering anything, my heart was broken, I wanted to cry, I decided to go back to the van and wait for the others to come back.