I woke up by the sound of my phone ringing. "It was a dream." I sighed in relief.
That pregnancy did me justice. I got ass now! My moma told me once I get older i'd blossom. I got up and woke my babies' up for school. I got up, did my hygiene and put on somethin' quick and sexy.
"Iaght now! Ya'll ready?" I yelled. Benji and Xi scurried up to the kitchen for breakfast. "Ohhh shit! My babies so cute!" The smiled and got up to the table. I started making pancakes.
"Blueberry or Chocolate?" I grabbed a skillet and dropped a piece of butter in it. "Both," They said in unison. I nodded and grabbed the berries and chocolate chips. "Mama we gotta science project comin up, but the teacher put us in different groups wit her dumb ass." Xiora rolled her eyes. I giggled "It's not much I can do about it boo." I said pouring the mix in the skillet. "Why not ma? Ya know we work good together, that sit don't make no sense man." My baby boy said frustrated. I sucked my teeth now I gotta call this bitch. "okay i'll handle it boo," He smiled. I finished up their pancakes, eggs and bacon. Once they got done eatin' we left out of my apartment and locked the door. As I was walking to the elevator Xavier was walking out of the apartment down the hall.
I froze but shook away the feelin. "Bailey?" I looked and as always he looked too damn good. "Good morning, Mr. Harrison" I said looking up at him, he was wearing a black Gucci suite and and black loafers. The elevator doors opened and we all stepped in. The ride the the first floor was quiet until.
"Scuse me sir," Xiora said looking up at him. He looked at her givin her his attention. "How you know my mama?" She said. "Yeah," Benji said, "I Ain't never seen you before." My son stepped up to him and I shook my head. "I'm your mothers' boss," Benji's eyes got wide and he stepped down. "Oh, my bad mama." I smiled in reassurance. Once we got to the first floor my babies ran out the elevator, I walked out behind them Xavier stopped me. "Sir?" I looked at him, I still cant deal with those jade eyes that take my soul by their grasped. "Will you be acquainting me at the ball Saturday?" I raised an eyebrow. I don't wanna go, but Mr.P did give me that Bonus...
"I guess," I said walked away. My babies' are waiting on me and I'm not in the mood for him..
*FLASHBACK*
"What the fuck Bunz! Leave me the fuck alone I'm not n the mood for your bullshit today I TAKE CARE OF YOU!-"
"YOU THINK I ASKED FOR YOU TO TAKE CARE OF ME!? MY MAMA WOULD STILL BE HEERE IF I WASNT WITCHU! FUCK YOU AND THIS DUMB ASS RELATIONSHIP I'M SICK OF BEING TREATED LIKE A FUCKIN..." I broke down in tears, once again there's another one of his 'littles' in our house. Why am I here if I ain't gone be treated right. I ran upstairs to pack my stuff. "Baby please, I'm sorry. I won't bring them back Bunzi please!" He cried holding me tight. I'm sick of this shit he do, but I love him.
"Let go of me, Zay." I said and he squeezed tighter kissing me on my neck...
"MAMA," Xiora yelled, I walked outside to see what was wrong. "Take our picture" I smiled and pulled out my phone. (decided to change the twins to ACTUAL TWINS🤣)
"Perfect!" I said and they ran up to me and gave me a hug before they got on the school bus.
"Can I ask you something," I turned to see Xavier leaning against my car. I nodded. "What's their names?" He said. "Xiora and Benji," I said crossing my arms. "Why do you look so familiar? I can't put my finger on it but...I know you." He said looking my directly in the eye. I looked away getting into my car.
"I'll see you at the office Mr. Harrison," I said through the passenger side window and hopped in traffic. Tears fell down my cheeks. Am I cryin'? SUCK THAT SHIT UP B, he ain't even worth it.
-changing povs real quick-
I watched as Bailey drove off. I didn't know she stayed in the same building as the apartment I bought a month ago. I don't know why but I began looking through pictures from years ago. icloud keeps everything.
The company car pulled aside me and I got in. The driver greeted me. "How are you, sir?" I thought about that question for a minute.. How Am I Really? I honestly don't know. I've spent the last five years fooling around with my life, and I'm not getting any younger 25 is the age were I'm should be with my love my...
Bunzi...
I miss her. For the first time in five years I'm finally excepting that common pain in my chest when I think about her. I was a fucking monster to her, and I know it- hell I knew it then but I felt...I don't know what I felt I know that I was an ass and there's nothing I can do about it now.
"We're here sir," I came out of my thoughts and got out of the vehicle. As i'm walking into the building, my dad called.
"Hello,"
"Son, how are you! You barely call.."
"I'm fine dad, just...work is all."
"Oh, well that's better than nothing I guess, have you met anyone worth being in my will?"
"Dad!"
I walked onto the elevator to my office. My dad hasn't 'approved' of a woman since Bunzelia left. He feels she'll come back, I think it's time for him and I both to move and just..
Forget about her...
That's all I can do at this point, but something- just something is telling me to hold on. I stepped into my office to be greeted by all of Bailey's paperwork completed.
"Dad, I'll call you back,"
I sat down at my desk and looked through the documents- making sure there aren't any errors. I noticed something in her handwriting that I haven't seen in a long time. How the words aren't cursive but the letters connect. I haven't seen anyone write like this but-
"Mr.Harrison, Mr. Pitowski wants to see you," Helen, Bailey's junior assistant said and left. I got up from my desk and prepared for the worst.
I step into my boss' office and there is Bailey sitting at the assistants' desk in his office doing more paperwork. "Xavier, my boy! I've just called you in to inform you that B will be your plus one for the ball on Saturday-"
"Business Only," Bailey spoke up cutting Alex off. He chuckled and nodded. "Well that won't be necessary Alex, I'll be taking Helen."
"The junior assistant!?!" A confused and heated Bailey said. I thought to myself...
Why does she care?
It's obvious that would be best for the business. I looked at Bailey facing the computer screen with her lips pressed together. "Well that's settled then, keep the bonus check B, I have some extra paperwork for you to complete." Alex said sitting down at his desk. Bailey mumbled a 'Yessir' and I walked back to my office. "Helen," I called to the skinny blonde hair blue eyed assistant. "Sir?" Helen peaked around the door. "You'll be my date for the business formal, wear something classy." I said ot looking up from Baily's paperwork.
"Yes sir," Helen left my office quietly as if she wasn't even there.
As I'm looking through all of this paperwork I know this handwriting. No one else writes like this it's like an exact copy. Myabe I'm overhtinking because ever since I started working here I've been doing that lately. I sigh and put my focus on my business files looking through meetings and other scheduled events for the company coming up.
-ok now we're switching back to Bunzi (Bailey's) pov-
I'm sitting at my desk in Mr. P's office replaying what just hapend in my head. He rather go with HELEN instead of ME? I feel how Benji be feelin' when I take his game- ready to fight. I phone buzzes and it's my father-in-law.
"Mr. P I gotta take this call." He nodded and i walked into the hallway.
"Kirst, I am at work what could you possibly want?"
"Well Hello, Bunzi, how are you too,"
"Hi Kirsten, I'm good thanks for asking."
"I called to let you know that Xavier is deeply sorry-"
"No,no,no, not right now with him please,"
"Bunzelia he deserves to know he has children."
"Im not about to let my kids get hurt because of him, he hurt my enough,"
"It's been almost six years! He needs to know."
"I can't talk about this right now I'll call you later."
"Bunzelia if you don't tell him, I will beause at the end of the day Benji and Xiora are just asmuch his than they are yours understood?"
"Understood, I-I'll tell him, but give me some time please."
"Tick tock."
I hung up on Kristen. I can't deal with all this pressure right now, it's enough tryna get my life off the floor, now this!? I don't know what to do at this point...
What Should I do?..
A/N: Sorry I made you guys wait soooo long for a chapter. The next ones coming soon.