Beam : " ria....
Forth..."
Forth : " beam..... Ria she's my fiancee"
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few hours later:
The door just flung open... She pushed him to the door... Kissing him nonstop-ly... Smooching him with her domineering kiss over his lips...
But... There was something missing... She looked at him... Both their gaze meet each other...
Forth was standing motionless accepting all her shower of kisses like a doll...
Only a drop of tear rolled out his eyes... And his gaze falls down... Back to being motionless...
Girl ( ria) : I'm not loosing you to him... You are mine..
She again place her lips over him... Pressing him very deeply... She scooped his face within her soft delicate palm and kissed him harshly... Yet she could feel no response...
Ria : " I'm not giving up on you , never, ever "
She pulls forth's shirt ferociously that made all the buttons to fly out cut from his shirt...
ria : " why..... Why don't I feel anything...
Why won't you make me to feel anything... " Still panting for heavy breaths
" kiss me"
Forth's eyes flinches and he looked at her eyes... With tears filled in . And was about to drop out....
Forth : " no..." Forth flanges his face away from her . In displease
Ria : " you won't .... Or..... You can't. "
With a grinning smile all over her face " you know what will happen if you don't... " She stares a terrific look over forth.
Forth was lost in thoughts for few seconds. Seeing his unwillingness , ria makes a move away... From forth....
Suddenly forth held her hands as hard as possible and swirls her around and pushes her to the door pressing her hands to the door wall harshly .
Ria :" forth......"
Even before she reacts. He placed his lips over hers and pressed it hard...very very harshly...
She could only feel the pain in his kiss and no pleasure in it... Yet she wanted him so much . Wanted to make him love her in anyways possible. Just being by his side was a heaven for her. The more he presses her hard she could only feel more pain within her. Her lips were literally burning from his kiss . Yet she could feel nothing at all...
All that she could feel was the man right before her is not hers... In anyway. That pain just killed her within. That made her much more ferocious to end up biting his lips to bleed and With all her might she pushes him away... He moved a few steps aback...
Ria : " forth , " still breathing heavily " don't .... Don't do this to me ... We are engaged... I love you..."
Forth wipes the blood stain over his lips with his thumb fingers slightly. And spits out the bad blood within his mouth and continue " about to... We were about to get engaged ... Not yet .... " After a few seconds silence " engaged .... And... I don't love you... You know"
Even before forth completes his sentence . Ria hugs him very firm... Very close to her ... Both could hear their heartbeats to themselves...
Ria still hugging him hard " I love you , I want you, I will make you mine. "
Forth tries to speak "I don't ...."
She starts kissing him even before he completes his sentence... making his mind to go blank
Ria with a very determined look " now ... I want you now...make me yours "
Forth tries to escape her graze yet no use she clenched him so hard " you know what will happen if you do so... And who will get hurt the most. .. You knew it... "
Forth " no I can't , I love ,,,..."
Ria " no you can and I will make you to...."
Ria just clenched forths shirts collar and dragged him to the bedroom... Pushed him over the bed.
Forth landed over the bed , crashing over the mattress. It seemed like forth was a powerless poor boy before her.
Even though forth was strong enough physically to toss her over and move out.. but coudnt - he was just like a poor animal caught over by the butcher. ready to be cut into pieces.... Ria just mounts over him. Looking into his eyes for few seconds... She leans towards him.
But forth turns around .
Ria clenches forths chin within her fingers and drags back to face him straight through his eyes... She could only visualize angst within him.. there was no love nor pity nor any care for her...
Ria : " is it my sin to love you... For so long.. .. forth...."
And she buries her face within forths nape...
Forth : " ria you can force me...
But can't force love..."
Ria : " but I love you.... Soo much... You know that..."
Forth : " but I don't ...
And i can't anyone anymore..."
Ria : " forced... Am I forcing you... Am I that kind of girl to you... "
Forth felt tears running over his nape.
Forth : " no. I mean "
Ria " let me be... But I want you... and ... You are mine "
Ria try to force herself to kiss him again... Forth was just evading her to not hurt her... Ria suddenly removed her top to be all half naked before him... " Even now don't you like me... "
Forth just pushes ria away from him very ferociously and he too jerks back a few inches on the opposite side of the bed
" don't. ... Stop it ria...
Even if you can have me today.. with my body or all my property...
But can never get my heart and my my feelings for him will never change..."
Ria just extended her hand a bit and dragged the bedrap to wrap herself... Her face facing downwards in pain... And she wipes her tears offf...
Ria : " forth you are really cruel... Like everyone say..."
" Do you know how much I love you... To turn myself into such a disgraceful person ... That to before you... The one I love the most...
i did everything to get you .
I thought I can control you by power, but no.....
I even thought , if I could have your body you will be mine.but no .....you are not...
I lost you ...
I lost you to him...
The moment you saw him...
You were no one else but his...
You were never mine.only beams.
Either your body or mind or you heart ...belongs only to him. But no one else...
I'm done ... I'm totally done...
Go....
Go to him....."
Forth " I'm sorry..."
Forth runs out the door... As fast as he can......
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2days back :
Forth : " baby it's been 2 years ..since . We got together, I think we deserve a party....." Forth was lying over beams laps under a big tree all alone only with these two loverboys... and bushes near by...
Beam " party... Not interested..." Beam holding a book on one of his hands still reading. While the other hand is in between forths hands placed over his chest...
Forth : " baby... How long are we gonna stay secret to others... I want them to know how much I love you...." Forth bounce back to his knees sitting before his beam ... " I will yell out loud enough for each and everyone in this entire world to hear me out... " Forth comes very close to his beam and snuggles his nose over beam and hiss " I LOVE MY BEAM....somuchh"
Beam in a blunt voice " not possible" still submerged within his books...
Forth yells " beammmmmmmm.... Show some interest to me also" and clenches beams chin within his fingers and tilts his above to gaze each-other on their eyes...
Beam " um... K"
And he falls back to his book. ... again...... Now forth was in no more interest in negotiating through words...
Forth immediately pulls out the book from his hands and threw it away on the air...and it just fell on the pond water before them...
Beam " my anatomy book... Forth ... It's costly...."
Forth pushes beam to the bushes on the ground... " Shuuuuuu.... I can get you anything you want... Baby.... I'm rich ... So now... Stop studying that book "
Forth licks his lips in a alluring way " and start studying me.... Now..."
Forth placed his lips over beams.... Deep enough to teleport his desire to beam all through his lips..." Baby love you somuch"
beam : " love yoou to my forth..."
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After a while....
Beam ph beeps..📲📲📲 Bing Bing Bing...
Beam " shia.... Pha and kit is gonna kill me for real today... It's already late.... Shia Shia...."
Beam just gets up very fastly. Making forth to slip over the grass bushes rolling over it...
Forth : beammmmm again"
Beam flashes back a smile... And to suppress his forths temperament beam slightly touches forths lips ( a soft kiss) and pulls off " baby I'm late"
Forth still lying on the ground , clenches beams bag and begs " baby please few more minuite.... You always run away from me when ever that crazy doc's call you... I'm really gonna kick that pha ass one day for sure... For always stealing my beam from me... "
Beam flashes - a one more beautiful sunshine smile to his forth and ruffels his hair and say... " I will be back as soon as the class is over baby.. just a few hours...naaaaaaa"
Forth heart really shipped a beat when he saw his beam beaming all over. He know his beam is always cutie but just now he saw his beam illuminating all over coz of the flashes of sunrays fell over him through the leaf gaps from the above tree ... Just a moment ago... He was practically illuminating just like a angel just assented down to the earth...
Forth " wowwww"
Beam just gives him a sweet and short cute goodbye kiss and runs away.. " baby I will meet you at the canteen "
Forth was now all left alone... lying on the bushes floor and lost in his thoughts about his beam... Just then he to got a message 📲📲📲 Bing Bing Bingbing
The moment forth saw the message.. forth started to run back to his department entrance...
As soon as he reached fac .... He found what he was searing for...
A person was waiting for him... And forth flashed back a happy smile over that person....
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After beams classes were over... He straight away comes to engineering fac to see his forth ... His friends also tagged along.. with him....
A group of people entered the engineering faculty canteen...
Beam : " forth"
Beam smiling face was reducing to sad one... As he saw two people's turning towards them
Forth : " hi guys.... " And he flashed back a smile..
Kit to pha " is'it he a bit too much happy looking today... Is something the matter"
Pha " who is this forth"
Forth then introduce that person to all " this is ria... My childhood close friend... She just joined our uni... " And he continues
" Ria this is park leam pha yo Ming kit and..." He stops for a moment beam felt somewhat a discomfort look all over his face yet he very carefully screened forths face
And forth continues " my beam... My boyfriend..." And flashes a very happy smile " this is the person I wanted to show you..."
Ria face was stunned she could respond nothing but" boyfriend... Your boyfriend... Forths boyfriend..." With a stunned and amazed look over her face...
But was it only beam felt somewhat a discomfort from ria's arrival...
Forth was flashing a happy smile but beam flashed a fake happy smile... Yet... Forth noticed it... And he pulls his beam within his embrace before everyone... Including ria... Everyone felt a jerk feeling even beam felt the same. Coz it was to sudden... Yet ... The look over ria made beam a bit comfortable
Forth hisses over beams ears very seclusive-ly and softly " now... Satisfied baby..."
Even before anyone notices beam just slightly bites forths ears " very much... "
Forth sudden reaction of pain " aouch" really made everyone to realise... There is a cheesy couples here...
Everyone was eating their lunch . Yet beam held forths hands firmly the entire time. Untill forth and ria together bids adieu to all....
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The trafic jam:
Ria " forth is it real"
Forth " yup"
Ria " how long"
Forth " 2 yrs"
Ria " our parents "
Forth " nope"
forth flashed a astonishing face towards ria... and continues...
Forth " ria is this a questionnaire time"
Ria " nope. Answer me"
Firth was riding his car smoothly and answering her question along the way...
Ria " why"
Forth " ummm.what why"
Ria " why do you understand me so well in everything ...but ....why did you not notice that I love you"
Forth pulled the break too suddenly. Let both of them to feel a hard jerk within
Forth " ria...I..."
making her self stern enough and a long face and continues....
Ria" how are you going to say you love a boy to your parents... And did you ever considered their feeling... How they will feel... How they will react... What they will think about it... What...."
Forth was still stunned on the halfway ... Not yet driving forward...🔉🔉🔊horns were heard which made forth to come back to reality...
Ria " what about him... Did you ever think about him.. about his family.. what they will feel...or do to him..."
Forth " do to him.... What do you mean by that...." With a tensed and a stunned look all over his faces...
Forth :" let's talk about it when we reach back home ria"
Ria dosen't dare to talk anymore... And it was a dead silence until they reached the home....
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Everyone were having dinner. The entire room was so lively and noisy ... except one...
Rias father ( Ben ) : forth , forth , forth dear...
Ria shocks forths hand hard to bring him back to normal
Forth: " yes"
Ben :" oh god... You ok son... I though you really lost to my daughter charms... " He leans forward and hugs forth " I missed my son in law so much"
Forth felt a shrill of chill all running through his spine and he chuckled back
Forths mother " no no no I'm the one who missed my daughter in law so much ... Come here my dear... You look so gorgeous... " Looks at forths father and laughs " dont they look like a perfect couple ... Totally dashing looks together... Just think about it poh... How our grand children's will be.. if their parents are so beautiful like this...."
Ria smiles with a shyness...
Forth felt really miserable ... Neither able to stop them . Nor say his hearts words out... He only felt like a huge bar of ice is placed over his head yet he felt the heat all over his body like being burrned up alive....along with a chill shrill over his spine... He coudn't take it anymore.
Forth makes a exquese and leaves out ....
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Forth was already half drenched himself within alcohol ... Only then his ph rings.....
Beam : " baby where are you... I'm still waiting for you...are you... " Forth looks at his watch still all woobly woobly ... " It's past 11 already ."
Before beam complex his sentence beam hear some sound....
Beam " forth ... Forth... You k. Forth..."
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Beam rushes in ... And instantly finds his forth all wasted and lying on the table... He runs towards him .and grab him " what happened... Why is he like this..."
And he get him out of the bar and brings him back to their home
{{{. A/n : it's beam and forths own apartment... Their lovenest }}}
beam : baby... baby... u ok...
trying to wake himmm...