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*cover made by @Taylah-San* **DISCONTINUED** Y/n had been abuse mentally, pyshically, and emotionally since she was very young. She had been so abused and mistreated that slowly she started to loose the ability to feel emotions. Y/n began to loose touch with colors and then completely stopped seeing them. Her father murdered her mom and her little brother was put in an orphanage. Y/n's life was completely falling apart. But then she met them and she began to change. But did she change for better or for worse? These are not my character and I do not own them. I only created Max, Y/n, and her parents. The other characters are owned by the wonderful youtuber, Aphmau. Important Achievements: #855 in Fanfiction 3/6/17 #499 in Fanfiction 3/28/17 #312 in Fanfiction 5/1/17

Her hand was on the doorknob. Stopping me from closing it. I look up at the girl. To see tears in her eyes. Ones that she was trying so desperately to hide. Ones that she was trying so desperately to not let spill. "Please Blue. Just let me back in," she pleaded. I look at her. Parting my lips as tears pour down my own eyes. I guess I was weak also. The only difference is that she held hers in and I let mine pour. I let mine go. "Please blue. I'm sorry." Three years ago if you asked Katelyn how she saw herself, she would've said happy. She had a good wife and a beautiful daughter. But now, she isn't too sure that she would say that. She was divorced. She has to give her child up every other week. The love of her life was slipping by her fingers. This is definitely not the way she had imagined life. Three years ago if you asked (Y/n) how she saw herself, she would say fulfilled. She married the love of her life. She had a beautiful baby girl. Everything was going great. Until her past came to fuck up her life again. Until the demons came closer and she lost it all. All over again. Just like before. Both girls are suffering on their own. And it only gets worst because they both yearn to be together. They both yearn for the good days again. The days where they were madly in love with each other. Can they rekindle their love? Maybe. They both have to go through some tough demons. To be able to show their scars openly. Not just half-hearted. But they can do it. Right? This is my own original idea that I have created. If you want to use any part of it, you'll have to contact me. This will not go part of Mystreet or any other series. I do not own any aphmau character or your character. I only own characters that I have made up. All artwork, I took off the internet. If you are the owner and want me to take them down, then please feel free to message me via ��������. They will come down in less than 72 hours.

TRIGGER WARNING!!! - Depression, suicidal thoughts/actions, self harm, death, abuse, bullying ~READ AT OWN RISK!!!~ Aphmau has been lonely all her life. When she was 9 her mother got cancer and died. Her childhood friends left her when they moved away 2 days after her mother died. Then started her fathers abusive behavior. In the years following she was bullied at school for talking to herself, not having friends, and never having her homework. In reality, she talks to herself because she has no one else. She has no one else because she never has her school work done. She never has her school work done because her father beats her if she does something wrong! Shes always been friends with anyone who offered. Normally it was a joke. She came to the conclusion in 8th grade, that love is for the blessed. She doesn't cut because she believes she won't have the energy to do the work her father assigns. She had a boyfriend once. But he broke up with her because he moved. Now, they dont talk. Her heart has been abandoned since her mothers death 8 years ago. In fact, its been shattered... ///this was discontinued but adopted

CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDE ATTEMPTS SUICIDAL THOUGHTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ABUSE GORE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " What was that for? " " For you to shut up " " What? " " It's not what it looks like " " Ouch " " Sorry " " What was that for? " " I don't know " In that moment, is where everything started to change my life. • I tried my best to hide it. I thought I was going to be dead, never underestimate him. He's got shit you've never seen before. I lost my father because of him, my sister's and brother's life are in my hands. I have to be careful, I can't loose them, without them, how can I live? Until he came into my life, I feel different from the inside. His eyes meets mine, it's like a fire was lit inside a dark room and it became brighter, my world that was upside down is turning the right way up, I think I love him, but the problem is. I'm using him while I Sigh in plain sight. Who is this 'he'?, What will 'he' think when 'he' finds out this person is using 'him'?, Will it end happily?, Or another plot twist that has been in my other books? Read this book to know. FYI, Ein is human in this story. [ Completed ] Started : 3rd September 2019. Finished : 3rd December 2019. [ Highest Ranking : #27 in Aphmau ] [ #2 in Ein ] [ #1 in Ein X Reader ] [ #2 in Sigh ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

Y/N hasn't seen her friends in years. High school didn't last forever, and now Y/N wants to reunite with the people she called family, especially her best friend, Katelyn. But what will happen when she does find them again? Will everything go as if high school hadn't ended? Or has too much happened while she was gone for Y/N to comprehend? And most importantly, will Y/N let her feelings for her dear friend tear her apart? *Finished

CONTENT CONTAINS : SELF HARM SUICIDAL THOUGHTS SUICIDE IDEATION SUICIDE ATTEMPTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT TORTURE ABUSE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOU'RE EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " We didn't leave yo- " " Save the lie! " " Guess I really don't deserve to live a life here at all " " Don't sa- " " Who cares?, I'm just a waste of space, I don't know anymore " " Y/n " " Everything's fake. . . . .fake friends. . . .fake family. . . .fake love " " Just leave me alone " • A girl who just wanted to have a normal life with her family, but with her blood tears, she's not going to enjoy it, until everything turned upside down when she met a boy. Max, her brother tried to protect her from him, but everything went too far and she become cold, bad, emotionless. When the boy noticed it, he had a little interest in her. What would happen next?, How did the boy had an interest in her?, Blood tears?, Who knows. Read this book to know. Credit : To a game called 'Life is Strange' [ Completed ] Started : 23rd December 2017. Finished : 13th June 2018. [ Highest Ranking : #1 in Aphmau ] [ #1 in Gene ] [ #1 in Gene x Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

CONTENT CONTAINS : INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS MENTAL ILLNESS SEXUAL CONTENT DRUG USE ABUSE TORTURE GORE VIOLENCE & STRONG LANGUAGE IF YOUR EASILY TRIGGERED OR UNCOMFORTABLE, DO NOT READ!! • " But what? " " It doesn't feel real enough " " What does that mean? " " I don't know " " It just doesn't feel right when I'm with either one of them " " Why'd you do that? " " Why'd you let me? " " I don't know " • Being a sadistic person is not fun, basically seeing people in pain involves seeing my family in pain. Although, I have a little control of it as long as I can find my brother. Three years went by and I still haven't find my brother. I was close one day but it was a dead end and instead, I was capture one day and got sexually assulted. I was scared, mad, it was just terrifying when a guy saved me. I never knew how my future holds, how I will handle my sadistic side. When he helped me, he shared his feelings with me and I started to feel the same. He made my future for me until I know How It Ends. How does this ends?, Tragic ending or happy ending?, Who is this 'he'?, What made this person sadistic?, What feelings are they sharing? Read this book to know. Credit : To a series called 'The Vampire Diaries' [ Completed ] Started : 1st April 2020. Finished : 5th July 2020. [ Highest Ranking : #70 in Aphmau ] [ #4 in Vylad ] [ #1 in Vylad X Reader ] Disclaimers : I do not own ANY of the characters only the ideas, they belong to a youtuber called Aphmau, I don't own any of the songs either or the pictures, except Y/n, it belongs to you. There are a few characters that I OWN. My OC : Xelora Kiselyov Catherine Fox Ash Lee Mandrell Natalie Rosetta Mandrell Coraline Alycia Jones Mariko Akiyama

(WARNING: Some events in this story may be out of place due to editing. All will eventually be fix!) We all have fears, some more then others, but nobody is fearless. Aphmau knew this, and so did all her friends. Yet that didn't stop them from trying. To them, the only way to be strong and powerful was to be fearless. They thought that with nothing to stop them, they could do anything. But they became obsessed. Everyday constantly trying to overcome their fears, in anyway possible. It wasn't until that fateful night, when everything changed forever. Instead of conquering their fears, Aphmau and her friends became their fears. Aphmau, who was afraid of drowning, was suddenly able to control water. All her friends, now consumed with power, became current. So now Aphmau, all alone with her new powers, will have to figure out a way to get all her friends back. Or die trying. *** Hey guys, Lizzy here. I hope you enjoy this story. It is an original idea, so please don't copy, and enjoy the story! Make sure to also check out my other books! DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THE CHARACTERS, ONLY THE STORY. ALL CHARACTERS ARE APHMAUS Started: March 30, 2016 Completed: March 7, 2017 Edited: --

In Starlight Wonderland, everything was fun and awesome. Aphmau and her friends were having a good time together including their parents that joined them. They are all like a big happy family where their bonds never break. What makes it more awesome is that Aaron proposed to Aphmau and she happily became his fiance. Everyone was overwhelmed with joy and excitement. Garroth though was fine after Aaron accidentally turn him with his eyes. Luckily he isn't dead and survived from it unknowingly. He is now a werewolf and he accepted it. He forgive him and took the blame on himself for not being aware. They are all here to have a great vacation time along with the girl with (hair color) hair named Y/N. She is one of Aphmau's closest friend since high school. They would always care, be there for each other, and love each other as sisters. They had known each other long. Y/N knows about the lodge incident and felt angry, sad, and scared for what happened. But Aphmau assured her she got over it and even told her about Aaron being the Ultima which she find it fascinating and not scared. She swore to never speak about it because if anyone finds out about him he will get killed which she understands and won't let it happen. Y/N was also close with her other friends like Nana, Kim, Rylan, and that cute cinnamon roll Daniel and more. This is their happy life. Wishing nothing was going to end. Well that is until a shadow block the daylight when Aaron was exposed by someone along with the Lycan family. Their life has been torn but what's worse is a certain someone who returned from the dead coming back for revenge with an evil demon who is causing this. It is now up to Y/N and her friends to stop this. When Y/N meet Ein there was something that he is hiding or trapped his emotions and she is willing to help him convincing him to stop all of this and forget about the past. Once their eyes meet they suddenly felt a spark and a strong bond that Ein had never felt before.

**TRIGGER WARNING** Completed Y/N started college and had to share a room with Laurence, her middle school crush. Middle school and high school was when she was the goody goody, but when she was 16 she disappeared. Now, she is the one you don't want to mess with. Disclaimer: All characters belong to a you tuber called aphmau! Check her out! This story has taken a huge turn! Find out what happened. **TRIGGER WARNING! SELF HARM, DEPRESSION, RAPE AND THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE!** In the beginning of the story my writing is not that good, but as the story progresses, I believe, so does my writing