��������

[WARNING: CONTAINS DESCRIPTION OF SELF HARM AND SUICIDE. PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED!] I hope you enjoy the story! Thanks!

⚠️ WARNING: Mentions of suicide and self harm are in this book! If that triggers you, DO NOT READ!¡ ⚠️ ~Ethan has been depressed since their dads diagnosis with cancer however he doesn't like to talk about his feelings and decides to keep it to himself which doesn't do him any good~ "Why can't I just die?" "Because I'd be pretty sad if you did." "No you wouldn't, no one would..." WARNING: TERRIBLY WRITTEN. THIS WAS MADE WHEN I WAS NEW TO WATTPAD PLEASE DONT JUDGE MY RECENT WORKS ON THIS Started: Jan.23.17 // 5:48pm-6:36pm Ended: Mar.6.17 // 11:27pm-12:56am

While his heartbeat started decreasing, mine grew rapidly for someone I didn't even know I loved. PREPARE FOR A SHITTY STORY LOL. But for real I hope you enjoy!

All she ever wanted was love. TRIGGER WARNING! There are errors in some chapters, for any errors that are noticed pls let me know so I can fix them. Chapters start off slow before getting interesting, but I promise in the end you will not regret reading this book:)

Completed Pain and torture. That's all I felt for years upon years. I took most the beatings, most the torture, most of anything just to protect my siblings. I've cried for endless nights. I've cut so many times. Sometimes I wondered, "was it my fault?" Sometimes I wondered, "what if I just ended my life now?" "All I have to do is hold on for a little longer" I kept telling myself. However, I could feel myself slipping.

"i brought you roses." "thank you, but the roses aren't going to help." disclaimer: if you aren't comfortable with the talk of self harm, bullying, suicide, etc then you might not want to read this

It all started 5 years ago when Grayson Dolan decided to ruin my life. This is my very first book sorry if it sucks. Hope you enjoy This book is not edited sorry for mistakes

just read it

I wrote this book when I was 12 years old so a lot of stuff is incorrect and the grammar is terrible. Thank you so much for 400k reads! It really means a lot that so many of you have enjoyed this book. Please keep reading, voting and commenting :)

Once a fuckboy, Always a fuckboy *completed*