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You and Connor hate each other. Basic and simple so you try to ignore each other. What happens when life makes that impossible. yea I suck at descriptions. This is my first fanfic please give feedback Disclaimer I do not own Dear Evan Hansen nor do I own the characters. I just own the plot.

For those who are fans of the musical 'Dear Evan Hansen' and also has a crush on one of the charcters Connor Murphy and wanna read a fanfic between you two well here ya go. You're part of the Hansen family, Evan has social anxiety and you as well, what'll happen if you met someone who's battling through depression like you? But he has somewhat a dark emo on the outside but something sweet and caring on the inside.... I apologize if there are any spelling or grammar mistakes or if the story itself doesn't make sense.

【Completed】 This is a fanfiction of Evan and Connor from Dear Evan Hansen. Treebros, correct? Connor Murphy starts to hang out with Evan Hansen. He was mostly intrigued by his existence. How he never managed to notice someone so nice and yet so broken before piqued his interest. He wanted to be friends with him. Maybe more? I want to thank Eli (@sleepy_crayon on insta) for giving me permission to use their art as my cover. Please check them out, their art is amazing! Also, I am not American, but I'm using some elements, such as mimicking the school system. So, as I'm not familiar with it, please correct me along the way.

* NEW CAPTION * THIS BOOK LITERALLY SUCKS LMAO STOP READING IT U WERIDOS im kidding I love u thanks ~~~~~~~~~ This will be a Connor Murphy x Evan Hansen book! All characters are owned by The Dear Evan Hansen, Book? Musical? You know what I mean. Warings ⚠ -Smut - Bad language

Made in 2017 On a dreadful day Evan comes in contact with Connor many times. After Jared saves him from one of those times he's told to stay away but that doesn't go to well and somehow blossoms into a friendship. Evan pulls Jared into the fun despite his resist and though him and Connor have their moments they get alone well. And it becomes more.

A different death. A different letter mishap. A different relationship. A different reason. But the story is still there. What if Evan had talked to Zoe outside of Jazz Band?What if they started dating? What if Zoe had died? What if secrets get let out? What if someone gets hurt because of it? What if's build up, as does pressure, for both the abandoned and the grieving. They need support, and comfort. But to find it when the world is beginning to turn against them will be difficult. !! Notes !! These are the trigger warnings: Suicide, self-harm, heck ton of cursing, a few slurs, jokes about death (probably), panic attacks, a lot of sobbing I'll alternate POVs whenever I feel like it. Connor's view has the most angst and depression. Chapter # = Evan i's = Zoe # = Connor I do NOT own the cover art. Only the text on it- credit to Astrocitos on 8tracks.

"Dear Evan Hansen, Life at rehab is alright. But there's one more thing that needs mentioning; You know that guy from school? Jared Kleinman? We should make him part of this friendship we have." Jared looked over at Evan to see his reaction. He was sure he'd be furious. Evan shrugged, "We've lied up to this point, why not add another lie in the mix." [Cover art by me, and I'm really proud of it.] Started: May 19, 2019 Finished: April 19, 2020 #1 in Kleinsen 4/18/20!!

"If we survive this, I'll give you a life worth living, even if I can't give myself that." Evan Hansen? Anxiety disorder. Never really thinks about how often he has panic attacks but it's just about daily. Connor Murphy? Severe depression and anger issues. Self harms too. Throws things without thinking, aims for people who never did anything. Some call him a murder in the waiting. They're watching eachother kill them self one baby step at a time from their self destructive tendencies, just waiting for it to stop; for them to get help, but that day might never arrive *heavy self harm, abuse, strong language and overall unhealthy relationship indication and description, if you're easily upset this is really not for you.*

'I am so sorry...' 'I'm so glad...' 'I'm here for you...' Does he really mean all of that? ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Evan Hansen receives an email from Connor Murphy, who just needs someone to talk to about his depression and his coping methods. Connor goes by "C" and Evan goes by "E." Meanwhile at school, Connor is unknowingly picking on his internet best friend, and enemy of sorts, Evan. How will the two react if/when their internet personas meet their real ones in person? Warnings: some mentions of suicide and self harm, use of drugs/alcohol, some swearing

Evalynn Hansen, younger twin sister of Evan Hansen, has had a rough summer. When Connor Murphy, the boy she's had a crush on since eighth grade steals a letter she wrote to herself, her whole life changes. TW: Talks about suicide, depression, anxiety and pretty much everything they deal with in the show. I apologize in advance for the short chapters! Connor x OC