ǰdzٳٱ➳n..
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  • Reads 77,738
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  • Parts 46
  • Time 3h 42m
Complete, First published Jan 17, 2014
"Right now, we don't want to love each other, but we do. Our relationship is toxic, but we can't be without each other," he says, "even when we don't want to be."

I look into his baby blue eyes, speechless. He just looks at his feet, but then back at me. 

"We'll see," I tell him.

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a/n hi sorry i wrote this book when i was basically a baby child think, so it's not very good but has had some editing so i apologize for how bad it is.

a/n it's been 5 years since i wrote this book and it fuckin sucks so like if u wanna torture ur self then read it ig
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