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IF YOU HAVENT READ STAY TOGETHER DO NOT READ THE BLURB :) '"What do you think he would say right now?" He asks, looking to me. "You mean Michael?" I ask, rolling slightly over, letting the sheet roll off my naked body. He nods, frowning slightly. "Well, he'd kick your ass for starters." I can't help but grin. He moves into me, wrapping his hand around my delicate body. It had been a hard year. I hadn't meant to fall in love again. It just, happened.' Michael's funeral is over. It's time to move on, for everyone. Lily has found it more difficult then ever. Her husband has left her alone with his distraught best friends and daughter. Her mother's cancer has progressed far worse then any of them could of imagined. She doesn't know who to turn to. And then, he comes along... Unexpected, unexplained, and undeniable. But Lily doesn't know if she will ever get over Michael. Or if she ever really wants to. "I've been here before, a few times. And I'm quite aware, we're dying."

In August summer ends. In September autumn starts. In February, winter ends. And in March spring begins. But what happens in April? •••• "... and beyond Michael was Luke. I'd always compared Luke's eyes to an ocean, beautiful blue and shining, but far deeper than any human could hope to reach. The pressure of discovering the secrets within the depths of Luke's eyes was enough to kill a man. In that moment, I was sure to be that man, compressed, drowned. Luke wanted things I knew then I couldn't give. Shouldn't give, but I wanted to. I knew then that the devil was not a demon. He was not Lucifer, not Ashton. The devil was not in the eyes of the police, or in my fathers harsh words. The devil didn't whisper into the ears of the pure. He didn't force me to sell my soul. He muttered a feeble plea for me, a soft beckoning, begging for my attention. And like Lucifer, I fell."

He paused, looking over at me and frowned, his beautiful face contorting into a sad grimace. "Why did you resist me?" I felt his hand reach out and stroke my cheek, and I had a hard time refusing the urge to lean into his gentle touch. "I want answers," I demanded. "About what?" "Oh, I don't know," I spat quietly, "Maybe for starters, you can explain what the hell is going on. I mean, you're here trying to...touch me, and you're my freaking step-father! I mean, you've banged my mother before!" I slowly watched the corners of his lips twist upward, until he had a smirk plastered across his face. He leaned down, shrinking down to my petite height I highly despised, especially at times like these. "Mmmm, angel," he hissed against my ear, it doesn't mean that she was the one I thought about." --------- Mature rating. Don't read if you find it uncomfortable, etc.

An Ashton Irwin Fanfic. WARNING: MATURE AUDIANCES ONLY. 18+ Graphic Smut // Drug use Read at your own risk ---- preview ---- "Sweetheart..." he began, his large hand snaked behind your back to your neck, cupping your jaw. His eyes flickered as they looked in yours, holding you still. He smiled, that smile you loved so much, his face came inches from yours. You felt the breath of his nose on your lips, frozen in your spot. "I've wanted this the moment I laid eyes on you", he confessed. Oh. Your lips had a mind of their own - before he could say anything else, they were on his. Those lips you've carefully studied for four months, now. The lips he was constantly putting chap-stick on. The ones he bit just a bit during interviews when he was nervous. He tasted like weed, mint, and him. His lips were silky, his movements were harsh yet soft, and you remember thinking: I could do this for hours. You felt his hands freeze and then grip your waist, pulling you closer to him so you were chest to chest. Frantic, you grabbed his face and licked his bottom lip, a tiny moan leaving your mouth, surprising him when you rolled your hips on his. Without even hesitating, he pulled back at your noise, his wild eyes on yours, dark. "Yeah?" he nodded slowly, consenting to this. Your lips attached to the spot under his ear, sucking it gently and quickly, making him huff and pull you closer. "Please touch me, Ash"

"You're such a fuckboy." "Excuse you, I'm a man." *** WARNING: This book contains smut! COMPLETED

one night brings back a thousand memories •I will apologise in advance for the lack of good grammar and punctuality throughout this fanfic, i would also like to apologise for the messy and often confusing storyline. This was my first fan fiction i had ever written, and basically i wrote a pile of s h i t for my own pleasure, never would i have thought it would have gotten so many reads. I would finally like to thank those who have enjoyed this fan fic and gave positive feedback, and once again apologies to those who did not enjoy it. Alot of people have asked for a second book, but unfortunately that wont be happening!! I do hope to write more in the future, and I'm open for requests!!

"I saw you last night, at Starbucks, I don't think you saw me though, you looked pretty concentrated on what you were writing." I started giggling and hid my face in my hands. "What?" "I was thinking of a name to use for one of the main characters in my story I'm writing and I heard the barista call your name and I thought it was such a beautiful name so I used it." He looked so touched. "You're writing a story about me?" His hand was over his heart. "That is the most heartwarming thing I've ever heard." "Well, It's not really about you... just your name." His smile fell from his face. "Well, why don't you just write about me then?" "I don't know you though." He leaned in closer. "Isn't that what writers do? They make things up." He put his arm around the back of the couch; his fingers lightly touched my shoulder and I felt myself blush again. "I guess, ya." "Good. Then it's settled. You're going to write about me." He said with that breath taking smile.

"Do you really have to go?" I looked up at him with tears brimming my eyes. He sighed and sat down beside me, intertwining our fingers and looking deep in my eyes. "I won't forget the Good Times but... we both knew this day would come." He told me. "...D-Don't talk like that... I'll see you again, I know I will." I felt tears go down my face. He pulled me in a tight hug. "Please promise me that I'll see you again." I looked deep in his eyes after we released. He squeezed my hand and looked me. "I promise." He says softly. He stood up and grabbed his suitcase. I stood up after him and hugged him again. "Be safe Cal." I whispered in his shoulder. We released slowly and I kissed his cheek. He smiled slightly at me but I could see hurt deep in his eyes where he tried to hide it. He walked off with his suitcase behind him and his band members following. I watched him get on the plane and I sighed sadly. I sat down and watched his plane leave. "I love you Cal... I'll miss you." I whispered to myself. ---------- Started: 07/13/2019 Ended: 11/30/2019

Voicemail, yet again. Taking a deep breath, I start the message. "Hey, I've called you again. This is the last one, I swear. Remember when we would chat forever and ever? We would always drink hot coffee together and talk about our pointless day. It was a daily thing, until you found someone else to occupy your time. I wasn't needed anymore, so you cast me out. I'm in our place, same spot. When you decide to meet me again, I'll be here. I won't talk to you. All that I will spare you is a small glance and some cold coffee." Ending the voicemail, I collapse back into the chair and wait for the response that will never come. cover by @xHemmingsHugsx

When I face him again, Ashton is smiling. He leans back slowly in his seat, resting his folded hands on his stomach. "This is gonna be fun." I narrow my eyes at him. "What's gonna be fun?" "Winning you over." I have to bite back the vomit that fights to exit through my mouth. "Excuse me?" "It's a challenge now." "Nobody challenged you to anything." "I have challenged myself." "Well, that sounds like a personal problem." I grit my teeth. "I am not your challenge." Ashton just smiles at me. "We'll see about that." Disclaimer: -This story is a work of fiction. Some people are real, but situations are entirely mine and made up. -I took a little bit of liberty as far as how situations that might have happened unfold. I did tons of research, but the plot calls for some changes. Hope you don't mind! -Mature for frequent swearing and sexual themes -**Trigger warning** there is a later chapter that deals with mature themes (sexual assault). If you feel the need, please skip the chapter, which will have an additional warning at the top of it. Cover art credit: picture found on Google, but the "Youngblood" logo is property of 5 Seconds of Summer