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Book two of Carlo. I think I've figured out why I always dwell on the pain so much; because unlike the happy moments, which are few in itself, the suffering leaves scars that make it hard to forget the pain. They serve as reminders you're forced to look at every single day. ------- Trigger warnings: - Self Harm - Rape / forceful behaviour - Eating Disorder - Hospitals - Trauma - Abuse (mentally and physically) - Violence ------- Some of the different languages might be rubbish because I got most of them off google. Please don't use my story, and copy it. *edited*

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|5X FEATURED · SPOTLIGHT STORY| Learning to cope with death is one of the most challenging obstacles any of us have to face, especially if that death is unexpected. When your whole world has changed, what do you do to overcome grief and keep your loved one's memory alive? *** I never knew how much trauma can affect a person until after my older brother died unexpectedly on August 17th, 2021. I came out of the experience as not the Victoria I was used to, but the Victoria who now had a massive hole in her heart. I come from a long line of fighters. My family and I pulled off different strategies to help us move on from such a devastating death-strategies that I am going to share in this book. Sometimes, the best way to overcome grief is to write about it. After all, writing is an escape to a different world where I still have my Green Guardian. These pieces and pictures I'm going to share with you are not meant to depress anybody but to illustrate just how wonderful a person Matthew was. His story is sad, but it's a story of hope. His legacy remains in my heart today, and I want to share it because I know I'm not the only person who has lost somebody so unexpectedly. *** Ovid (on when his brother died): "iamque decem vitae frater geminaverat annos, cum perit, et coepi parte carere mei." ("And he had just doubled ten years of his life when he died, and with him, a part of me.") ⭐ Featured on @StoriesUndiscovered || Change in Reality Reading List. ⭐ Featured on @nonfiction || Personal Struggles, Essays, and Coping Reading Lists. ⭐ Featured on @nonfiction || Our #NonFicSpotlight (May Spotlight) Reading List. ⭐ Featured on @nonfiction || Past Spotlights Reading List. ⭐ Featured on @nonfiction || Memoir Reading List.

after bad relationship I decided ( had no choice but to question and reevaluate my life. After coming and being in a relationship with a serial killer type person for my own safety i choice fly solo. I am also wired to be autosexual/autosexual genetically. It was after hearing from the dork's ex that I deserve better that thought about being in love with my self. It is not a form of narcissism but just an orientation and an abscure one at that that is on the rise.

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Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Any names, places, or events mentioned pertaining to actual individual/s, places, or events are purely coincidental. Some themes and languages may be inappropriate for minors. Reader discretion is advised.

Growing up you are in constant rip tide, in waves of emotions and in search for your place in life. Your up brining and the events around you mould you to the person you will be. You learn through trial and error, and seek guidance from others to become strong and confident adults. Love and affirmations build you up as you are driven into successful and wonderful experiences. However, it is not that simple for everyone. Beatrice is young and heavily influenced by others opinions about her own body image and self worth. Being bullied throughout her entire life she feels the emotional burden of feeling worthless. Being stolen away from any chance of happiness, she grows in constant turmoil, darkens being her only friend. The toll of self harm and mental lashing has her perception of reality in constant battle with the truth. As she rakes herself into adulthood, she is faced with her inner demons and childhood drama as the source of her torment stands before her.