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Harry has a secret. A secret he doesn't want anyone to know because he is afraid that they will treat him differently. He's tired of the rumors, stress, and everything else that comes with being famous. Sometimes he just wants to give up. What happens though when Louis, his best mate, finds out that he is anorexic and self harms? Will Louis judge him, ignore him, or help Harry find a way out from his addictions? *TRIGGERING*

«I don't think I can continue without him » « Please, I beg you, stay for us and him » !Written way ahead of Liam's passing! TW: Selfharm, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide

"Depression isn't a disease nor is it an illness. It's a demon trying to manipulate the living souls into doing its work. Don't let such a monster win and tell you how to be". - Louis Tomlinson

Harry selfharms and never feels good enough for anyone. Not even Louis. He's loved Louis since the X-Factor but does Louis feel the same way? What happens when Harry starts to get bullied, and made fun of constantly? He becomes suicidal, can't take it anymore and decides to end it all. Does he succeed?

(Caution! May be triggering. If you trigger easily I advise you to not continue reading.) Niall Horan always been the normal one out of all his friends back home, but that all changed after his XFactor audition. He believes that no one will ever love him. Why would they? He's hideous, fat, a disgrace, and supposedly gay. As a matter of fact, he just might be. There is one member of the group that understands him, that pities him because he knows how he feels. What will happen when Niall tries to take his own life? Will the one he loves follow in his footsteps? Will everyone be overjoyed? Or will everyone regret everything they ever did to him and become overly depressed? (PS) I don't think that Niall is fat, hideous, a disgrace or gay. I love Niall with all my life and heart. He is my saviour, my smile, my reason to be. If anyone thinks that Niall is hideous, fat, a disgrace or gay.... I'll personally find out where you live go to your house & stab you while you're sleeping.

"and if my suicide fails, I'll see you tomorrow." trigger warning. please don't read if you are sensitive to self harm/suicide. please stay positive.

Louis and Harry knew each other, now they hate each other.

Niall finds himself experiencing a collection of small niggling health problems. They irritate him but don't worry him. After all, they are just random problems, nothing serious, so he ignores them until he is forced to look at the wider issue. ***It contains mentions of suicide, self-harming and depression so please be aware if these might be s trigger for you***. This is a Niall Horan sickfic. He's my favourite One Direction member though I love them all.

Harry's struggling with anxiety and depression, and Louis' trying his best to help the love of his life. Their relationship is tested when Harry's mental illnesses get the best of him. (tw// self harm, alcohol, talk of suicide)

gruesome parts like: self-harm, drug use, abuse, suicidal content. please read the non-triggering parts if easily triggered. COMPLETED all rights go to: tr0pics enjoys the story and stay strong x -alex