I don't understand you anymore...
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  • Reads 312
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  • Parts 7
  • Time 56m
Complete, First published Sep 03, 2018
Mature
** Trigger Warning **
• Disclaimer: All messages & names have been changed & adapted. This is a novel  based on creating awareness for bullying and mental health issues • 



So you think a best friend is trustworthy.
You think you can tell all your secrets to them?
You think you can tell some of problems to? 
You think they'll want to speak you?
You think you can be honest with them?

Poppy and Livi were best friends at school but when Livi left. That all changed. Everything a best friend is suppose to do, became something of the past.

Well with Livi anyway...

Livi manipulated, controlled, degraded, blamed and insulted Poppy. Livi also played victim, to make Poppy feel bad. 

Livi always wanted to be right. 
Livi  wanted power & control.


Poppy was alone.
Alone & self destructing.

This is a timeline of events and story of self acceptance. A story of healing.
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