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I'm 15 and this is My Life. Crazy and Unexpected things happen but I try my best to deal with them. It's kind of a diary type of story but also just first person story telling, confusing I know. But I hope you enjoy reading and hearing about My Life. BTW the characters are all people I really know (except a few) and is based on me a little bit but the things that happen are not. And also thanks to @LoveValley45 for helping me come up with different ideas and stuff for this story! Major parts wouldn't have been added if it wasn't for you!!

This is going to be like a journal for me, and you'll get to read all my thoughts feelings, and anything I want to share about my life. I'll tell you about my struggles and my dreams. My goal is to write something everyday for 365 days, whether it's pages or paragraphs. Hope you guys enjoy it! Note: Names have been changed to protect people's identity.

[COMPLETED] [Warning: Strong language used throughout the book.] He put his hand over my notebook and the other over mine. I glared up at him, his golden brown eyes catching my attention. "I can't write like this," I pointed out. "Is this all you care about?" Ryan asked. I shrugged. "Not this specifically, but yeah, I care about my grades." Ryan smirked. I swallowed nervously but refused to break my stoic expression. He leaned closer to me, my heart pounding so hard against my chest it felt like it might break out and fall on the table between us. His mouth was right by my ear, and I could feel his warm breath when he spoke which sent shivers down my spine. "Well, aren't you a little a scholar?" *** The only things Alex Moris ever cared about were his grades and his sister. However, when the boy his sister likes, Ryan Smithe, makes things complicated and causes him to feel things he's never felt before, Alex realizes that, maybe, there's more important things in life than grades and scholarships. [Word Count: 40,216] [BoyxBoy] ~#14 in the "BoyxBoy" tag on 3/5/2019~ ~#14 in the "love" tag on 12/28/2018~ ~#8 in the "lgbt" and "lgbtq" tags on 1/4/2019~ ~#1 in the "loveislove" tag on 1/12/2019~ ~#31 in the "romance" tag on 2/10/2019~ ~#2 in the "BxB" tag on 3/9/2019~

this is the story about my life sorta. i have always hated my life so im writing it but with my own twists and turns. a lot of it will be the truth though. this story will contain a lot of triggers so if you have any at all i would not read this.

THIS IS NOT A STORY It is a point of vew of people and life the things i feel that maybe others can relate no sugar coated fantasies...If you can't handel some of it i understand just be respectfull in the comments please ;) ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ ⚠️MATURE LANGUAGE⚠️ - it does have some intense emotions and topics within this story your discretion is advised

For years, I've been writing in silence, creating worlds, characters, and stories that lived only in the margins of my notebooks and tucked-away folders on my computer. Writing has always been my escape, something I've done for myself-a way to step out of reality for a moment and breathe through the lives of the people I've imagined. I've written and rewritten countless stories, always hesitant to share them, never quite confident enough to let anyone else peek into the depths of my mind. It's always felt like just a hobby, something personal, something safe. But deep down, I've carried a quiet dream of becoming a writer, even though it felt a little foolish to hope for something so big. Now, after pouring myself into this story for what feels like a lifetime, I've finally done it-I've uploaded all my chapters to ��������, sharing this piece of me with the world. I know I still have so much to learn, and I'm always striving to get better, but I would truly appreciate any feedback-good, constructive criticism that can help me grow. This is just the beginning, but it feels like a huge step forward. Thank you for taking a chance on this book. Whatever brought you here, whether it was curiosity, a recommendation, or just a moment of wandering, I am truly grateful.

Today I will definitely propose him. I am holding a letter in my hand my hands are almost sweating and shivering. I opened my eyes and seen him. He is wearing a school uniform wearing a bag on his back. His eyes are just beautiful. I went in front of him. " Ten Ten.....I....I...." before I say anything. He looked at me. wow he looked at me. I started to smile myself. " what ? " he just said seriously. I hold letter tightly and closed my eyes tightly and presented the letter in front of him. I am waiting for him to give an answer. soon I felt some lips touched my lips. I opened my eyes and shocked to see Ten Ten kissed me. soon he removed kiss. " don't ever give me letters do you get that ?" He said in serious tone and went off as if nothing happened. I stood there in shock. what? Ten Ten kissed me. The one girls go crazy around him and one who is top in college and one who's IQ is high more than a gadget kissed me.

Hi, I am a wallflower. Today I "graduated" from middle school. I will graduate high school in 2019. I made this story just talk about my first year of high school, freshman year. This is the first book of four that will narrate my days of high school. I guess it will be a diary/blog thing. I can't really tell you what to expect because I can't tell the future but hopefully someone finds interest in this story. I'm going to start updating chapters more frequently in like two weeks because that's the first day of summer school. I just basically wanted to say hi I guess. Yours Fucking Truly, wallflower P.S. everything that happens in this story is 100% true

This was my first ever book at 15 and I'm 19 now I know but I'll keep it for a while then most likely delete it but I like seeing what I came from and how far I came in my writing

This is a dedication, To The Sad Youth [Weekly updates] July 21, 2019 - 500 reads (thank you guys so much :) November 23, 2019 - 1.01k (thank you for the support guys :)