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childhood friends reunited at the start of the summer before their senior year. "you laugh and you dance in the wind. and you sway and you hug and you kiss. but there's darkness behind those eyes, even when you smile. oh, summer child." #1 in joshler 1/4/23 + 11/14/24

*COMPLETED* Thantophobia (n.) the phobia of losing someone you love Rankings- #1 in mxm (5/28/20) #1 in manxman (7/12/20) #2 in boyxboy (7/16/20)

"I have everything I want. So why do I feel like I'm losing everything I need?" Keeping time and Time Keepers. ────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ────── This is the sequel to my first book, "Keeper and Protector" Please read the events of the first book before reading this, otherwise you may be a little (or a lot) confused! ────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ──────

''Dude! Let go!'' I yell, my voice muffled by the wall of flesh smashing my face. My one arm was still being held secure in the guy's grip and my other hand is now pinned to my side. Desperate to escape I resort to just wiggling my whole body, thrashing around to try and get loose. Instantly, I'm released and my anger comes back in full force. "You think you can file for harassment over a spilled drink!? Wait until I get a chance to talk to the police because holding me without my consent, against my will is actual harassment!" I yell at the man, trying to straighten my shirt. Brayden Jones was dealt a harsh hand in life. At only nineteen, he finds himself the sole guardian of his five younger siblings after the sudden death of his mother. When a job arises in a small town, he immediately latches onto the opportunity. The Jones soon find themselves packing up and moving across America's midwest, to the rural town of Rocky Falls. Undeterred by the strange hostility from the locals, Brayden quickly discovers other oddities beginning to take place in this seemingly normal town. Such as, a particularly brooding town leader that keeps appearing everywhere Brayden seems to be. Alpha Damien Radcliffe is the leader of the Rocky Falls werewolf pack. With the ability to manipulate the minds of his followers, and the benefits of unequivocal loyalty, there isn't much this Alpha has to work for. At thirty-two, the young werewolf leader has yet to find his life partner, and with feelings of betrayal from his deity; rejects the Goddess his people worship. Until a lean blonde rolls into town with a van full of kids and the previously celibate man discovers the power of lust.

"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead. I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and... Present This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else. I'd hate him if I could. I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could. %%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%%% Important My books are written explicitly for a MATURE AUDIENCE 18 YEARS AND OLDER. There will be some instances/scenes/suggestions of sexual acts, crude language, MPREG and will portray gay relationships between males. If you do not enjoy stories of this nature please leave now. I will not condone/defend/accept any sort of attacks on my stories, my characters or myself. It is well within your right to choose what type of entertainment you prefer but I will not be blamed for your curiosity. Read at your own risk. ****

"Who's there?" "I can feel your presence, don't hide." #2 in joshler tag (joshler) Book 1 COMPLETED -no smut- <3

Since River has been old enough to ask, his father has brain-washed into believing that he's unworthy of any sort of love. Especially from his long-awaited, fated mate. He has no future, just an awaited rejection and a continued life of abuse. All that gets him through his bruised life is when he allows his mind to wander to his other half. Even with thought of rejection, River holds nothing more dear than the dream of one day meeting his mate. Little does River know that one day he is going to be sold off into slavery with only that single thread of hope to hold him together. #17 in Werewolf #36 in Romance #13 in LGBT #8 in boyxboy Contemporary Reads Awards- 8/10/16 Brigades Awards- 11/10/16

BOOK NUMBER 2 IN THE LYCAN SERIES! COMPLETED His eyes were flickering from hazel to black and his fangs were extended. He was around 6'3 which was towering over my 5'9 height. His eyes were such a beautiful Hazel and I just couldn't tear mine away from his. "What is your name mate?" He asked, his voice was very deep and smooth and affected me in a way that was starting to piss me off. "My name is Jacob and I'm not your mate, I'm not gay." With that I pushed him off of me and walked back to my friends and tried to enjoy the rest of the ball.

Jamie is happy with life, he has everything under control and every day is the same, just like he wants it. He is a loner by choice, girlfriends and friends are overrated. Or so he thinks. But when the new co-worker starts to hit on him it all starts to crumble. The co-worker is sexy as hell, confident and totally out of his league. And a guy. This starts a journey into new aspects of life. To learn how to let go of control, to embrace the darkest desires without fear. And to fall in love with someone that calls you kitten. *The sequel is out - Make me beg* /story/293369610-make-me-beg == Links == All socials, and spotify playlist is on my profile! == Disclaimer == # This is a boy x boy story # Contains explicit language and content (+18!!) # Contains acts of BDSM, so if you're not into that, beware (those chapters will begin with a warning) == Rankings == Jul 19 2022: #20 IN #ROMANCE Nov 29 2021: #1 IN #GAYROMANCE Oct 24 2021: #1 IN #MXM Oct 22 2021: #29 IN #BOYXBOY Oct 10 2021: #3 IN #GAYLOVE (and I apologise for any misspelled words and incorrect grammar ^o^ )

Sometimes I just need a minute to fade to grey, just a moment in the darkness, just a second where the world around me freezes and I'm the only one awake. Is that so bad? "You're too late. Goodbye Alex." Just like the splintering wood of the slamming door my heart shook before it shattered. The shards like salt in my wounds. Everything hurt. Every muscle I moved stung and every beat of my heart ached against my ribs. Boyxboy