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"David? Pookie? Your name does not belong on this list. But you need to be here if I'm going to tell my story. If I'm going to explain why I did what I did. Because you aren't every other guy - you're different. You're good. And kind. And decent. And I didn't deserve to be with someone like you. I never did. I've ruined you. It was me and everything that's happened to me." When I heard this my feet fell from underneath me and I laid in the drive way lifeless. *WARNING: Mature themes such as self harm, depression, suicide, heart break, fake friends, rape and several other mature themes are mentioned through out the story*

"When the night fades into dawn's palette..." Sex, drugs and the death-dealing pressure to make money night after night - It's a steep, downward spiral which 20-year-old Elijah Everdeen has found himself stuck in ever since his parents died. If it weren't for his two siblings, he would have given up years ago. For a long time, he wanted to, thought about it every day even. Sometimes - in the cruelest, darkest of nights - he still does. But if this black-and-white world has really become Elijah's grim reality, then why is this young, mysterious man capable of adding color and a heartbeat to this dreadfully achromatic still life Eli is trapped in? Who is he? And...who is he REALLY? "...the shadows hidden in darkness are unveiled by the light." ~~~~~ DISCLAIMER: The storyline of this book is entirely fictional. All the characters, names, places, legal regulations, events, incidents, organizations and businesses in this story either stem from my imagination or are utilized in an entirely fictitious manner. Any resemblance to the real life, including events or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental and any deviations from reality are not intended to mock, malign or devalue real morals, laws or happenings. General TW for heavy topics - Please stay safe and prioritize your well-being! © 2024 All rights reserved to @mireyasatura on ��������

"I need you to be the put together one because I'm so fucked up. You've saved me." He whispers. "Carter, we saved each other." I mutter looking at him through my eyelashes. I lean into him, our lips not even an inch apart. "Sophia we shouldn't..." He looks hesitant. "Please, I need you." I almost started crying. "Please." I mutter one more time, my eyes begging for him. My body needing him. Sophia Carrington. She just moved from New York to California in search of a new life. When her life took a dark turn she's forced to leave everything behind. She just wants to finish her final year of high school, numb to the world, while learning to cope with the trauma she's endured. Carter Marquez. Newly single after being dumped by his girlfriend of two years. After losing his dad in a car accident he's fallen apart. The list of people he trusts is short, he hates letting people in. He's constantly trying to make up for his mistakes of the past, trying to find a new purpose in life. When the two of them collided, they instantly took a mutual disliking to each other. Misunderstandings and a dash of alcohol set a flame between them. Sophia hates the snarky remarks and stupid nicknames that leave his mouth. Carter thinks Sophia is just another trust fund brat. Soon their rivalry begins to dissolve and they learn that sharing the pain of their past can form connections they never thought to be possible. WARNING: This story contains mature topics such as sexual assault and drug addiction. Read with caution. Copyright © by lulustoriesss 2021

What happens when a well-known drug dealer, who's never been told 'No', moves into a quiet suburb outside of Chicago, Illinois? What happens when a 21-year old Y/n crossed paths and rubs him the wrong way? He makes it his personal mission to shake her world up. He didn't expect what was to come and neither did she. "I said set it off on my left, set it off on my right. I said liquor all in my breath, bitches all in my sight I said real niggas trying to fuck, fuck niggas wanna fight I said gun shots into the air, but I ain't scared for my life." - J. Cole -"You better leave that nigga alone. He gon' break your heart. I'm tellin' you what I know." -"That's some adventurous shit. I need me a hood dude, best friend." -"Ha! He loves ME? Nah, he love what I do for him. I'm tired, DC. I'm through." -"You think I'm trouble, huh? I'm bad for you? Bet. MAKE me leave you alone then...I dare you." © SenseiOnTheBlock June 2017

As Twenty year Old Diamond Baker Enter A New World Of Work, Family, Friends, Adult Hood, And This Thing Called "Love". She Has To Manage To Keep Her Life In Order, Diamond Becomes Face To Face With Dangerous Decisions And Disruptions In Her Life, That Could Possible Send Put Her In A Dark Position. Baker Takes On So Much, She Even Takes On A Love Interest Hoping To Be Her Escape From Life, But Is This "Love Interest" Really An Escape Or Is It Something That Will Bring Her Deeper Into Life? WELL READ THE STORY AND YOU WILL FIND ALL THE ANSWERS TO YOUR QUESTION, EVEN MORE ENOJY...... ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️THIS IS A WARNING⚠️ TO ALL READER'S THAT'S READING THIS DESCRIPTION! THIS BOOK HAS EXPLICIT CONTENT❗❗ CONTAINING SEX! DRUGS! VIOLENCE! AND PROVOCATIVE LANGUAGE!⚠️⚠️⚠️MATURE CONTENT ONLY! IF YOU CAN'T DEAL! PLEASE STOP READING THIS ASAP! ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️ @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016 ALLRIGHTSRESERVED @COPYRIGHT2016

"I'm tired of feeling scared i don't wanna go outside knowing it's dangerous for me....can you just get out the streets!". *I don't think you understand how deep I'm in in these streets, there isn't no leaving.* ------------------------- Ariana Fletcher is a young woman that works at a one of the hottest club in Chicago her bestfriend Shania has been trying to get Ariana a man...but when Ariana run into herb, life will change for her. Herbert Wright aka herb is a young man that is the biggest drug dealer in Chicago he has killed people to people you don't wanna be on his bad side...but when he runs into Ari, he is going to figure out is he leaving these streets or is he leaving his girl. Book started June 1, 2019 Book Completion-July 1, 2020

Book One from The Ruined Series "I'm a fuck up" "Babygirl, that makes two of us" Jennifer has lived a hard life since she was 4 years old. Growing up with an abusive mom who's an alcoholic, and a dad who's a junkie have proven to her that she doesn't need anyone, including them. She gets the freedom that most teenagers dream of, going out to parties every night, drinking her sorrows away, no curfews. Until she meets Daxon. Daxon, who has an addiction with drugs is the only person who can understand her. Growing up a child addict has made Dax an impossible person to approach. As they get closer, they want the best for each other. A story about two troubled teenagers who want to fix each other yet, they can't even fix themselves. *Slowburner: This book has a lot of ups and downs with the tragic love they share* #14 drugs # 17 addiction # 9 drug addiction # 2 sober # 622 romance # 425 sadness # 161 struggle # 127 2021 #592 toxic # 2 ash stymest

I turn and glare at him for giving me such a fright but he just stands there staring at me, then his eyes trail from my head down to my toes and only then did I become aware of my barely clad body in my nightie and my cheeks turn pink, my hands immediately fly to my chest to try and cover my poking nipples but it didn't do a good job of hiding them at all. I look up at him to see him taking quick strides towards me and my eyes widen as he brings his big rough hands to cup my face leaning in to kiss me. He lips cover mine hungrily and roughly as it takes complete control of mine while I stand frozen to the spot unable to really comprehend that Jaxon Moore of all people is kissing me. * Regina Hernandez an innocent twenty year old girl who was kicked out by her foster family in the middle of the night two years back moves to another city to start a new life, she secures a job at an elegant mansion as a cleaner meeting the most deliciously beautiful man she's ever met. She convinces herself that he's her boss but however falls for his charm and trusted him only for him to hurt her and fire her. Five years later, she has an encounter with her ex-boss who makes it his life mission to correct his mistakes and get her back but Regina is now a boss lady.... Will she fall for his charms again? Jaxon Moore the famous play boy who gets addicted to his beautiful, sexy and innocent maid. He hurts her feelings and sends her packing, fate brings him back to his lost love and he fights to win her back but she's different from the Regina he once knew and isn't sure he's worth her attention anymore.

There are few things that humble Allie Carson. As a senior at Whitewood High, she is a central part of the popular crowd and can have any guy she wants - and she knows it. Except for Tyler Hennessy, the one guy who doesn't care to give Allie the time of day. But when her seemingly perfect life suddenly gets turned upside down, Tyler begins to realize that maybe his assumptions about her were incorrect. Maybe there's more to Allie Carson than meets the eye. Maybe even more than she knows. * * * WARNING: This story contains mature language, underage drinking, drug use, sexual harassment/bullying, physical assault, and sexual assault. There will be trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters where these themes are especially present. *** #6 in Teen Fiction - June 2025 #1 in boynextdoor - August 2023 #1 in popular - April 2024 #1 in alcohol - November 2024 #1 in party - May 2025 #1 in drugs - May 2025 #1 in comingofage - June 2025