Story cover for Finding who I Am by Chelsealeehx
Finding who I Am
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  • Time 2h 44m
  • Reads 3,101
  • Votes 106
  • Parts 40
  • Time 2h 44m
Complete, First published Jul 13, 2019
Mature
• completed
• If you notice any errors then please let me know 
• sequel for 'skin of an angel' published on my page 

With no family left and her whole world just crumbled down in front of her eyes, Lina spends the next 4 months in prison. 

She comes out a new woman with a new and clean mind set.

She still tries too figure out who she is and what she wants in life and she doesn't let anyone or anything stand in her way.

Finding out her boyfriend was the head of a mafia was a shock so when she gets told that her dad lead another mafia she is more shocked and doesn't know if she should follow down her fathers footsteps and lead the El Mante or follow her heart and stay loyal to Tom.

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I'll be putting trigger warnings before some, but not all because again, this book is dark so please be aware before you continue reading.
Secondly, I do not recommend this book to anyone under the age of maturity (continue at your own risk) due to there being ALOT of explicit language and scenes that are heavily detailed and not suitable for everyone.
I'm not putting warnings beforehand every single time, so continue at your own risk.
Thirdly, I'm open to constructive criticism but not rudeness. Some people are passive aggressive and I'm sensitive. I will mute you with a quickness.
And lastly, everything in this book that has to do with organized crime is a work of fiction. None of the characters, events, or descriptions are real. Also, do not romanticize the mafia. It isn't anything like we see written in books.
It's much worse.
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