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Alex dealt with self harm when he was younger, that's over now though- he's better, until he's not. Struggling with the idea of self harming as an adult Alex keeps the issue to himself, but living on a tour bus with your band there's only so long you can keep something a secret. Warning: Contains graphic descriptions of self harm

Alex Gaskarths life is boring and repetitive until one night he comes across a young man walking into the forest alone and distraught. Jack Barakat was abused as a child and believes hes worthless. Hes going to end it all but he gets stopped by a handsome stranger. What will happen when this chance event leads to them living together and developing unexpected feelings.

WARNINGS: Death, Suicide, Self Harm, Swearing, Minor Smut ----- Alex was 12 when his life practically ended. He never realized it could still get better when he met the boy of his dreams.

Jack Barakat moves to a new town. There's just one problem, the guy he has a crush on isn't gay. Oh and he's under pursuit from the school's most popular boy for his outfits.

Jack and Alex are in mad love. Alex, however, had quite a few mental illnesses and is put in a mental hospital. Getting out, Jack loves him back to health

Alex is the new kid at school. After transferring from his private school friendless and bullied, it was safe to say that he was terrified. He lived alone basically. His parents are great, but they're always out on business trips. He had no friends at his old school, he was just the one they made fun of. Alex has some issues of his own. Being alone and hated really takes a toll on someone's mental health. Things look up when he meets two guys in his new school. One of which is really cool and calm, and the other was adorable, handsome, flawless, perfect and funny. Maybe transferring wasn't such a bad thing. Maybe he'd at least have some friends. *Mature rating because I do talk of self harm and actively play out self harm scenes. I will post trigger warnings for those*

"It's okay, Jack" he whispered quickly, trying to offer some comfort. He'll never know how much I appreciate that from him. He'll never know. I can't ever let him know, and I can't let him get any closer to me. I have to let him go, and that thought alone makes me want to tear myself apart. *** Jack Barakat lived a simple life, with a simple schedule to go along with it, until he met a particularly destructive boy. Head over heels, he is desperate to be enough, resulting in a painfully escalating eating disorder that has him sent to the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs hospital, where he will meet Alex Gaskarth a year later. Alex, a self proclaimed walking disaster, puts it on himself to help Jack better himself so he can be released. Will his attempt to help make or break Jack? Is the eating disorder Jacks only problem? And is their relationship bound to become more? (Trigger warnings listed on intro chapter)

21 year old Alex is a unique person. His pronouns are he/him, but sometimes he was just flat out confused. Overall, he'd decided that he/him fit him best, despite the fact that his biggest secret lies underneath his clothes and inside his bedroom. He has a crush on the boy from the shop across the way from his shop in the mall, they'd been staring at each other, smiling and winking sometimes here and there, but neither of them had asked the other out, let alone introduced themselves. Alex wanted to pluck up the courage to do so, but what if this guy wasn't even gay? More importantly, what if on the off chance he was interested in Alex, he found out Alex's secret and hated him for it? TWs in advance: There is smut, plenty of it, as well as self harm, homophobia, panic attacks

Jack Barakat has had enough of being upset with his life and is taking charge of his own happiness. He pledges to never revert back to his old self, and be who he truly is. Even if who he truly is attracts Alex Gaskarth, the asshole.

Alex Gaskarth is done with life. He's got nothing left to live for, and no one to say goodbye to except the random anonymous faces on the internet. When one of those anonymous faces with the name of Jack Barakat talks him out of suicide, will this be the new beginning both boys desperately need, or their last reason to pull the trigger? *TRIGGER WARNING. MENTIONS OF DEPRESSION, SUICIDE, SELF HARM, EATING DISORDERS, AND BULLYING.*