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Welcome to the inner workings of my mind. The thoughts and emotions I battle and the imaginary scenarios I dream up sometimes. Think of this is as my own public diary. . I will warn there are some themes surrounding mental health, self harming thoughts and actions, and talk of traumatising events. Please check tags for trigger warnings.

I never thought that I'd think a person was refreshing, and I'm not talking about that, 'I just took a drink of cold water after playing outside all day long' type of refreshing. I'm talking about the feeling of fresh bedroom sheets that hug you into them as you lay yourself down to sleep. The type of refreshing satisfaction you feel getting to watch your favorite athlete lead in the top spot on a comeback tour. The sensation of smelling the air on the first morning of fall, and feeling the leaves crunch beneath your feet as the breeze says hello, bringing it all full circle for you. Or even the visibility of elated excitement over a forgotten childhood memento that shifts you back into your younger self and your favorite memory. I truly never thought I'd think like that. My brain is hardwired a certain way and I didn't think it ever possible to think even a small sliver of what most people would consider normal. ©️ All Rights Reserved.

This is my personal, all too real journey through love and heartbreak, and what it's like to be in a long distance internet relationship.

Another collection of old blog posts. This is a collection of journal entries and reflections I've done on my own (infrequent) experience with love and dating. Let's explore the ups and downs of romance in All About Love. These were originally posted on my Medium account.

Journey with me back in time as I rewrite the first Journal I kept from when I was in high school, and see that maybe even with how horrible life is most of the times, there are little things spread throughout that make life worth living. My high school experience was full of drama, tears, laughter, and most of all constant search of love, and approval of the people around me. I can't always get what I want in this world. Life is a beautiful mess. It's not perfect, and filled with a lot of disappointments, and heartbreak. There are moments when it all feels too much, but there's not much we can do other than go with the flow of things.

When the craziest thing will happen to you and becomes the happiest, too.....

I promise I would always update this story...I'm just occupied with school I smile cause of YOU I'm happy cause of YOU I'm jealous cause of YOU I cry just for YOU I think about YOU I dream about YOU Everyday I kiss YOU Cause I'm insanely in love with YOU....

A sequel to 'Way Back' [also known as the huge mess Charlie has made]. What if the right person comes at the worst possible time? Would you fix your circumstance to suit them or would you just let them go? full version available as an e-book on MEB and as pay-per-chapter on lunarwrite *This story is not posted on novelhd or anything that relates to it*

This is my story. My life. Now before you read or turn away, I must warn you my life is anything but normal. Bad luck seems to follow me and everyone I love. Abuse, drugs, alcohol, heartbreak, loss; all of the above. I still don't know how I am here. Dealing with this endless cycle of depression and darkness.

When you're about to give up on love,. There's always something unexpected that happens.