9 parts Complete About 4 years ago; I lost my temper, Went nuts under the pressure, Cracked. Call it whatever you want, it鈥檚 not going to change anything. I was normally such a calm person; the kid that always followed the rules, always listened. But I think it was because I knew something was wrong and when all I wanted was an answer it鈥檚 exactly what I didn鈥檛 get which led to my... outburst. And after that they kept coming, started being about smaller things and becoming more violent, it scared them, what I did to the car, what I almost did to my dad, and everything after that; it all scared them. So I was sent here which I bet it was a blessing for my dad, it鈥檚 not like he ever wanted me. Now I鈥檓 almost eighteen, but it鈥檚 nothing special really, just another kid in an orphanage. I know it means that I鈥檓 going to be released soon, but I don鈥檛 think I鈥檓 going to make it till then, my sickness is becoming worst; not that I show it. This is me now, the new Sean.