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"Stop lying you don't care about me." I was about to cry. Fuck these bloody tears. "I need to go" I was about to go but he grabbed my arm. "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME OR YOU'RE DEAD" he still didn't let me go. I shook my arm to break free but he had more strength than me. "Why are you angry at me right now Tamara? Are you angry I met you? Who am I? God? I freaking plan on who I'll meet and like each day? Is that it?" He was looking at me closely now making me face him. I could even feel his breath on my face..................... Love isn't something Tamara is used to. She doesn't know how to express it or even how to handle it. Her whole life she's been used to hate and hurt, the only emotions she knew how to express so well were anger and hate. Will meeting Darin, a rich cute college boy, worsen her or finally teach her how to love? Is she even the only one with issues? Find out when you read!!!!!

Aria had a simple life, she had her friends, her brother, and her parents. At the time she thought life couldn't get any better; minus the guy she was in love with was having a hard time noticing she's the one. But when tragedy strikes, she doesn't know how to deal with it. Losing someone close to her and the guilt that eats away at her heart. How do you deal with it? The life she had known was gone. The pain feels like drowning. Though putting your life together is hard when you keep finding out people aren't who they say they are. Who could possibly help her keep her head above water? Someone she least expected? Could he be the one to save her, before it all becomes too much? Ryder didn't leave much falsehood to rumors. A complete playboy. He didn't have much he cared about in life anymore, at least, other than his friends. They were the only ones who knew his dark secrets, the mystery that hid in his eyes. That's the way he liked it, usually keeping to himself, not giving a shit what anyone thought about him. When Aria walks in his life, things get shaken up. Now, life starts getting a little more interesting.

"Back to this hellhole, huh?" "I wouldn't call it a hellhole" He mutters. "Oh, but I would." I snap harshly. He almost flinches. "(Y/n), I'm sorry. It wasn't supposed to get out of hand like that..." I cut him off. "I know. But I can't believe you would ever think of doing that. It's cruel!" He looks away in shame. "I'm sorry." He says again. "It's not me you should have apologized to." I say, hot tears threatening to spill. I didn't know who to feel about him. I was so completely in love with him, maybe I still am, but they were my best friends. I just wish everything could have been different.

"I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of history repeating itself" I whispered out. He grabbed my chin to make me look him in the eye, "I didn't hear you". Looking into his eye I repeated "I'm not scared of you, I'm scared of history repeating itself". His gaze was so intense "Peaches I would never hurt you I promise", his gaze slipped from my eyes to my lips as my tongue slips out to moisten my dry lips. His gaze travels back up to me eyes as he closes the distance between us his head dips low close to my face as his lips touch mine. ------------------------------------------------------------------ Mia's life in the past 21 years has been up and down, she is finally ready to break out of her habits and start being her old self. That means leaving everything behind, her family, her life and starting again. However she could never predict what was going to happen next, an arrogant wealthy man, a child and a life she was never expecting. When Mia set off she was looking something, little did she know her life was about to become complicated what happens when her past catches up with her?

Jake and Clare have always been close of sorts. Josh was Clare's brother and Jake was his best friend. Therefore, intertwining the lives of Clare and Jake... growing up Jake teases Clare but underneath there both hiding feeling follow them as they uncover each other and what it means to love. Especially when it's your brothers annoying best friend... Clare is plunged into a relationship with the guy who has always been around, she finds out secrets and has to face things in life most would dread to imagine. Jakes past drags her and Josh down an unsafe road will they make it out together or even alive. ** ""Goodbye Edgar" I said as I pulled my arm out from behind me and fired twice." ** "Her hand moved in a fast motion and a loud noise rang in my ears and she crumpled to the floor blood surrounding her" ** ""No matter how much try and push me away it will never work because I love you too much" I kissed his arm "And I forgave you for those things and plus without you I have no family"" ** Comments from my awesome readers: "I love this book xxd" "So good!" "OMG I love this story. So heart-warming! <3"

She doesn't believe in love, not after everything she's been through. Not after betrayal tore through her childhood and left scars no one can see. College is simply her way of doing something useful with her life, not a place to catch feelings-especially not for a guy like him: fine as hell, taken, and tangled in a situationship he won't let go of. He's not looking for anything serious with her either. He loves his girl-but open love leaves space for temptation, and she fits too perfectly inside it. And when heated moments turn into late-night thoughts and something far more physical, rules begin to blur. They weren't supposed to matter to each other. But now, they're breaking their own rules-one moan, one text, one lie at a time. Love was never the plan. But neither was obsession. What started as a distraction spiraled into chaos-and from the deepest wounds, love finds its fiercest fight.

Sometimes someone hurts you so bad, it stops hurting at all. Until something makes you feel again. And then it all comes back. ~~~~ Through Brooklyn's eyes, everyone hates her. She's broken and will always be. Being abused by her parents since she was five isn't helping either. Her mental health on top of that made it worse. Her mind is her biggest monster yet. ↓Trigger warnings↓ →abuse →eating disorder →self-harm →suicde →sexual assault/rape

I gave the best of myself to someone who didn't have anything to lose. I didn't know how to avoid my lover's toxic and abusive flames. My lover's twisted words were like a maze inside of my head that I couldn't escape. Sadly, my lover's actions hypnotized my thoughts and paralyzed my thinking. I learned the hard way that love isn't leaning in for a kiss, and a fist meets you halfway. Love isn't being a punching bag because someone decided they wanted to beat on you today. Love isn't saying I love you just because someone wants to keep you to themselves. I tried to be there for my lover, but I learned it is impossible to fix the broken pieces when the glass has shattered. There will always be pieces that are not repairable. However, I kept going right back to the person who I needed to walk away from. I was afraid, and I wasn't brave enough to wake up from this nightmare! I made the choice to suffer when life is meant to be lived and enjoyed. Will I find the courage to know my worth and know that I deserve better than the distasteful lies that are whispered in my ears? Will I have the strength to fight my insecurities? Will, I set myself free, or will I let my love be the death of me?

"Why didn't you come back?" He asked, stopping to hold her shoulders. She furrowed her eyebrows together, looking away from him to look at the ground. "I needed to go home. I needed to heal." "Exactly," He smiled softly, "If they can't understand what happened did to you-" She looked back to him, hugging her arms around herself. "-Then they don't deserve you at all." - - sequel to seven twenty-eight ! please go back & read that, if you haven't -tw ! themes of suicide and drug abuse -prewritten (2020)