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I Always Smile, But Is It Always Real?✅
Thanmay2006
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  • Reads 14,801
  • Votes 594
  • Parts 39
  • Time 4h 36m
Thanmay2006
Complete, First published Oct 26, 2020
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Completed story. Well right now I am actually editing somethings. Some major changes, but I can assure you that the main plot will remain same. 

So, don't be surprised if you suddenly see something different in the middle 🙀.

"There are many kinds of smiles . What do you think are mine ? " 

" Why do we smile ?" 

" To express our happiness" 

" Well we can also hide our sadness" 

Minho was a high school student who always smiled a lot, even when he was suffering on the inside. He had been doing it for a long time. 

He had been running away from his fears, but one day it suddenly became impossible to runaway further. 

This story is about how his life changed when he finally dropped his facade and also came face to face with his worst fear. 

Includes things like manipulation (I don't know the correct word) suicide. Do not read if you are uncomfortable with it. 

1.Every thing in this book is fictional . Nothing is real.

2. There will be a lot of angst. Mention of triggering topics like suicide. 

3.Don't make fun of people who are suffering from mental illness and not at all under my book. 

5. I will place trigger warnings . If I forget please tell me . I will do it.. 

6. I don't own any of the main characters, nor the songs that I used, nor the pictures, except the covers I made.
All Rights Reserved
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