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Bianca was raised to never disobey - to follow her aunt's every word and to wait for love until college is over. But her deep admiration for Ismael is a temptation she can't resist, even if it means disobeying for the first time in her life. ** Tatlong lugar lang ang madalas puntahan ni Bianca - eskwelahan, bahay, at simbahan. In school, she learns. At home, she rests and feels safe. But the church... that's where she gets to see Ismael - the sacristan she secretly adores so badly. Ismael Aurelius Alejo is Monte Claro's pure boy - kind, innocent, angel-like. Or so everyone believes. But when Bianca catches him breaking the image he's worked so hard to keep, she learns the truth. Ismael is not as innocent as he seems. And the more she uncovers, the more she's drawn to him - even if it means betraying her aunt's trust. Bawat sandali, bawat lihim na pagtatagpo, bawat tahimik na away na walang ibang nakakaalam - Bianca just can't let him go. She knows this love can't last. And when she finally does, it's too late. His feelings have gone beyond control. Now it's him who can't forget every moment they shared together. Ismael Aurelius Alejo is the boy who fights for love. And this time, he's ready to break every rule to keep her. This story is written in Tagalog and English. HeyBeyaaah

Nasubukan mo na bang ma-inlove..? Teka, rephrase, rephrase. Para mas madali, Na-inlove ka na ba..? Nakaramdam ka na ba nung excitement at tuwa na gustong-gusto mo siya laging makita at makasama? Yung gusto mo, nasa perimeter ka lang ng mata niya? Yung gusto mo, lagi ka niyang napapansin? Yung kulang na lang bulgaran mong sabihin sa kanya kung anong ginagawa mo at gagawin, lahat ng gusto mong gawin at kung nasan ka? Yung heartbeat mo pa, hindi normal kasi ang bilis-bilis tumibok na kulang na lang tanggalin mo na sa loob ng dibdib mo dahil sa gulo nito? Tapos gusto mo, lagi kang updated sa kanya. Alam mo dapat lahat ng bagay tungkol sa kanya. At gusto mo ikaw ang pinaka-unang makaalam. Iyon ay ilan lamang sa mga pwedeng maranasan ng isang normal na tao. Oo, normal as it was stated, kasi normal lang ang ma-inlove. So, naranasan mo na rin, right? Pero kapag na-inlove ka ba sa taong ilang beses ka ng pinaiyak, pinaluha, at pinaglaruan, normal pa rin ba yun? Masasabi mo bang baliw ako, tanga, bobo kung dun pa ako na-inlove sa taong hindi naman ako binibigyan ng attention? I mean, it seems like a one-sided love kasi ako lang ang nagmamahal sa kanya. Masisisi mo ba ang isang taong patuloy pa ring nagdadasal, nangangarap ng gising, at umaasang balang araw mamahalin din siya, katulad ko? Masisisi mo ba ako kung may nakikinita akong kakaiba, yun bang parang may gusto sin siya sa akin based on my instincts? Bakit kasi, kahit ilang beses na niya akong pinapaiyak at sinasaktan, ganun pa rin? Ganun pa rin ang feeling ko, walang pinagbago. Minsan, nag-promise ako, 'this will be my one last cry'. Pero bakit sa mga sumunod na araw, nandun pa rin yung pagmamahal ko sa kanya? Ang hirap 'no? May happy ending kaya ako? Hanggang kelan ako dapat umasa at mag-hintay. Pero ang tanong, dapat pa ba akong umasa at mag-antay kung hindi naman siya nagpapaasa at nagpapa-antay? © All Rights Reserved

When you thought that you had it all planned. Simple lang dapat. Walang komplikasyon, walang damdaming masasaktan. He was the dream, the safe one, the one I always wanted... pero hindi ako sigurado kung magiging akin. Pero sadyang may darating talagang disaster para guluhin ang mundo mo. Sinubukan ko siyang iwasan. Kahit ilang beses ko siyang itulak, siya pa rin ang bumabalik? Akala ko kaya kong deadmahin. Akala ko sa isang tao lang iikot ang mundo ko. Pero habang paulit-ulit siyang bumabalik, lalo akong nasasanay, unti-unti akong nabubuwag ng sarili kong salita. But it doesn't mean that I have to choose who makes me feel that right? Gusto ko yung pamilyar ako sa nararamdaman.. ayaw ko ng bago.. gusto ko siya pa rin ang gusto ko kahit iba na ang isinisigaw ng damdamin ko. "You only think of yourself, you only think about your feelings. Akala ko ako na, pero sa huli ay undecided ka pa rin. Hindi ka pa rin pumipili. You only want the chase, you only want me chasing after you, you only want things in between. "

"Ma vie?" Hao called her, his voice full of worry. She's looking straight at him as if there is something she wants to tell him. She walked towards him without a sound, barefooted on the cold floor. She's wearing her white lingerie that shows her curves in all the right places. Her hair is messy, yet it makes her look more alluring. "Something wrong?" It's ten in the evening. Mula sa guest room ay nailipat na niya itong muli sa silid nila pagkaalis nina Nakago. Except for his study table, chair, and bed. The whole room is bare. Kahit naturukan na niya ito ng gamot kanina pagkatapos ng hapunan, he could not risk it. Ayaw na niyang maulit muli ang nangyari kahapon na halos hindi na niya ito mapigilan sa pagwawala. She took his left hand when she reached his table, and he held it. She still did not make a sound, but she led him back to the bed. He followed her silently. Nang nasa paanan na sila ng kama, she stopped and stood still. Turn around and looked up at him, bago umupo. She holds on to the waistband of his pants while still looking up at him. "Ma vie, no," he said when she tried to unzip it. He knew what she was trying to do. "Please." With a low voice, she begged. He did not want her to do this. He did not want her to act or do things like a cheap whore. But as he stares at her blue eyes, he can see her spirit broken. He did not doubt in his mind that if he denied her this, he would forever lose her. She looked at him as if searching for approval and assurance. He cupped her beautiful face in his hand, and she closed her eyes for a moment then look at him again. He bent over and planted a kiss on her lips, which she readily answered.

Introduction: Kung sinabi ko lang sana yung tunay kong nararamdaman noon sa kanya, hindi sana aabot sa puntong ikakasal siya sa ibang babae. Pero gaano ba ako nakakasiguro na mahal din niya ako? Di naman diba? Mayaman siya, mahirap ako. Sikat siya, ako hindi. Gwapo siya, ako hindi (Malamang babae ako)... Nagsisisi talaga ako dahil hindi ako naging tapat sa sarili ko. Kaya yun, ikakasal na sa iba yung taong pinakamamahal ko nang patago... Tapos hindi pa ako naimbitahan sa kasal nila? Whatda!? Eh kaibigan ko naman siya? Kagagawan to ng kanyang very lovely bride-to-be-lechon! Hanggang sa naging mabangis ako! Oo, isang mabangis na kontrabidang sisira sa buhay ng babaeng pakakasalan niya! Wahahahahahaha! Gagawin kong miserable ang buhay ng malanding babaeng yun!!! Copyright @ 2015 All Rights Reserved This story is protected under the copyright laws of the Philippines. Any unauthorized exhibition, distribution, or copying of this story or any part thereof may result in civil liability and criminal prosecution. The story, all names, and incidents portrayed are fictitious. No identification with actual persons, places, buildings, and products are intended or should be inferred.

[[BOOK 1]] "Perfect. That's how the world feels when I'm with you" It's been a long time since Raine experienced how it feels like to love and to be loved. Pagkatapos ng maraming break ups, natutunan niyang gawing manhid ang kanyang puso upang hindi na sya masyadong masaktan. Because of the boys that managed to hurt her before, she learned how to build walls to protect herself from them. She built walls that no man can destroy. Pero, paano kung dumating ang araw na may isang taong pilit tinitibag ang kanyang ginawang harang sa kanyang puso? Will she just let that person enter her life kahit takot na syang masaktan? O mas pipiliin niyang isawalang-bahala at pabayaan ang taong makakapag-pasaya sa kanya? A person's time starts and ends, but the memories that were made within that time will never be forgotten even how many centuries pass by. /// LGBT+ -themed story If you don't like girlxgirl stories, you are free to ignore this. book cover by: @arcanetale xx

Sei POV It's been a year since nanlamig si Kyst sakin. He's my long time boyfriend and we're together for 6 years and still counting.. But suddenly our relationship became my biggest tragedy in life.. He cheated on me. "Don't worry darling.. I don't love her and I will never be, I will make it sure for you. I'm just feel pity for her that's why hindi ko pa siya kayang iwan and also for my heirs. Once na makuha ko na ang mana ko we can finally live together." Patago akong nasasaktan sa mga sinabi niya. Alam ko naman mula nung umpisa eh. Niligawan niya ako hindi dahil sa may nararamdaman siya sakin kundi dahil sa pamanang iniwan ng lolo niya. It's a long story, but in general sabi ng lolo niya once ako ang magsign ng mga papers na yon makukuha ni Kyst ang mana niya. Pero... Hindi ko ginagawa dahil natatakot ako. Natatakot akong mawala siya sakin matapos niyang makuha ang gusto niya. Hindi ako handa at hindi ko kaya. Mahal ko siya. Sobrang mahal. Madalas yun ang bagay na pinag aawayan namin. H-hindi ko nga akalain na makakatiis ako sa kaniya ng 6 years. Yung 6 years na pahirap sakin. "Goodnight darling. See yah tomorrow. I love you." Nakangiti niyang binaba ang tawag. I love you.. Salitang pinangarap ko na sabihin niya sakin. Sana ako nalang Kyst. "What are you doing there? Nakikinig ka ba sa usapan namin?" Matalim ang tingin niya sakin at halatang hindi gustong makita ako. Tumikhim ako at pasimpleng pinunasan ang luha ko. Nagpilit ako ng ngiti at nilapitan siya. "A-ahh kararating ko lang. By the way, pwede ko bang hingin ang oras mo bukas? Kahit 5 hours lang please." Pagsusumamo ko. Kumunot ang noo niya "For what? Sorry may date kami ni Kelly bukas." "Please Kyst, nakikiusap ako..... I-it's my birthday tomorrow. Gusto ko lang magdate tayo." Mahina siyang natawa "Kelly is my priority, not you."

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have kissed you. Just please don't cry Iris." Hangang kelan mo mamahalin ang taong alam mong hindi pa tapos mag mahal ng iba? "I'm sorry I can't ruin you Atlas, not like this! I'm sorry but us... This, what will people say? I don't want to ruin you. you've been the best thing that ever happened to me and I can't." "Iris I love you." Sobrang sarap pakinggan sobrang sarap manatili. Sana totoo nalang. "No atlas, I can see it and I know mahal mo pa si Cassandra." "Iris believe me I loved Cassandra pero mas mahal kita." it's not loved, atlas its loving. You still love her, kasi I can see kitang kita ko kung gaano kalalim ang pangungulila mo sa pagmamahal niya. "Atlas hindi, hindi mo man makita. your eyes glow every time you talk about her it's her parin, siya parin all this time and I can't deal with that, kasi alam ko at alam mo palitan ko man siya sa tabi mo hindi ko siya kayang palitan sa puso mo." "Iris... Listen to me." Nakikinig ako atlas palagi akong nakikinig pero ngayon puso ko naman papakinggan ko. Sinubukan akong yakapin ni Atlas at sa mga oras iyon. Ang yakap na akala ko magpoprotekta sa akin sa lahat ng sakit ang pinakamasakit na nakabalot sa akin. "Atlas I'm sorry."

Engineering students Pfifer and Ivan know that what they have is something special. Without a proper label between them plus an ugly twist of fate, can they manage to be together in the end--or will they remain as each other's TOTGA and nothing more? *** May feelings na laging nandiyan, nakaabang kung kailan magpapapansin. Nakaabang kung kailan ako titisurin sa mga pamilyar na kanta, lugar, at salita. Magpapaalala sa isang mukha na hindi ko naman gano'n kakabisado pero pamilyar. Magpapaalala sa mga dating pakiramdam. Malalaman mo raw kung sino ang The One That Got Away mo kapag narinig mo 'yong salita at nakaalala ka ng iisang tao lang; nakatisod ka ng mga dating pakiramdam; nangulila ka sa mga nakaraang saya; nakaalala ka ng mga pamilyar na sakit. Sabi, time heals wounds at distance makes one forget. Bakit parang hindi naman effective? Bitbit ko pa rin lahat ng what if. Hindi pa rin ako makatakas sa maraming sana. Ako ba ang bumitiw o siya? Tapos na ba kami talaga? Ang sarap magtanong kaso...wala nga palang kami noon. Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish.

"'Di ba sabi mo ay wala ka pang nagiging boyfriend?" pagkuway tanong nito. "Wala pa nga." "Pero nagka crush ka man lang ba?" "Hmm. Oo. Pero ayaw ko kasing maging emotionally attached kaya as much as possible ay pinapatay ko na agad ang feelings ko. Kasi. Ewan. Hindi ko alam kung paano i-explain." ang complicated talaga kapag hindi mo masabi 'yung nais mong sabihin no? 'Yung parang ikaw lang mismo ang nakakaintindi. "Parang hindi ka naniniwala?" "Parang gano'n na nga. I mean, alam mo naniniwala naman talaga ako, it's just that, syempre sa mga kagaya ko parang ang imposible lang ng idea na 'yan especially when if comes to same sex relationship. Siguro para sa iba ay nagwo-work pero sa'kin ay-you know, hopeless ako riyan. Kaya kapag may nakikita akong mga same sex couples ay naiinggit ako tapos ang ending mag i-imagine ako ng mga bagay na mag c-cause ng ikasasakit ko ng feelings ko kasi 'di ba marerealize mo na hindi naman ito sa'yo mangyayari. Minsan din ay na i-insecure na lang ako. Tsaka mostly rin kasi ay puro sex lang ang habol nila. Ayoko naman no'n." mahaba kong salaysay. "Kaya pala." nasabi niya na lang. "Siguro dahil ito na rin ang naging coping mechanism ko para maprotektahan ko ang feelings ko sa mga bagay na makasasakit sa akin emotionally. Unconciously ay nadedevelop ko na. Kaya ang ending na suppress na lang. Kaysa naman mag suffer ako sa mga sarili ko lang namang pag-iisip which is not healthy, why not i-suppress ko na lang diba?" "Pero hindi mo ba naisip na it takes time to wait for the perfect moment and it will be worth it?" "Alam mo. Sa totoo lang, palagi ko 'yang naiisip. Talagang na o-overshadow lang ng realization ko na imposibleng mangyari." "Pero, heto ka ngayon. Susubukan mo nang magmahal sa kabila ng beliefs mo." aniya. "Kasi may tiwala ako sa'yo." napangiti ako sa kanya kaya napangiti rin siya.