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twin
/twɪn/

noun

• one of two children or animals born at the same birth.

adjective

forming, or being one of, a pair born at one birth.

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Have you ever wonder if James Buchanan 'Bucky' Barnes had another sister, well more a twin. 
Jessica Rachel Barnes 
Bucky's twin sister, eight minute age difference, but that's doesn't stop then from being combined by the hip. 

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She doesn't have much friends but Bucky and his Best Friend Steve Rogers are always there for her. You cant see one without the other.

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A couple of weeks after Steve and Bucky went off to war something weird happened that will change her life forever.

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"Jess... I so happy to see you." He says, I can clearly hear the sadness in his voice. 

"I am too." I pause "But what are you doing here. I though I told you that they will find us easier if we stick together." I tell him and he slightly chuckles, by the expression on Steve and bird mans face he mustn't do that very often. 

"And I though I told you I hoped to see you again. We can help you Jess." Bucky says as he slowly makes his way over to me as if I'm a wild animal and the slightest movement will scare me. 

"We? Who's we?" I ask him and he lightly takes my gloved hands in his.

"Me. Steve. Even... Natasha." He says and I frown my brows as well with the two fellas behind him. 

"Natasha?" I ask him, he smiles slightly and shakes his head.

"Sorry, Natalie. But she changed her. Natasha Romanoff." He explains but before I can say anything he says "You remember her right?" He says with a slight smirk. 

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WARNING: This story contains graphic detail to torture and wounds and blood also the will be curse words. (Also was my first fanfic so it can be cringy at time, I'm sorry, read at your own risk)

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All rights go to Marvel and Stan Lee. I only own Jess/ The Strike Soldier.

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Captain America: The First Avenger 
Captain America: The Winter soldier 
The rest is my own story line
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Broken - a Bucky Barnes x Female Reader story by literaryavenger

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