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Drowning (BakuDeku)
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  • Reads 40,299
  • Votes 1,680
  • Parts 7
  • Time 41m
Complete, First published Aug 02, 2021
He was drowning. 

Drowning in his own head. In his own thoughts. 

Flashes of his classmates came and went. There smiling faces and carefree laughter, while he was off in the corner, watching through a window. 

Villain attacks that he was completely useless in. He couldn't help Aizawa. He couldn't save Katsuki. 

He was useless. 

He was unwanted. 

He couldn't do it anymore. 

He didn't want to. 

鈿狅笍trigger warnings鈿狅笍
-depression
-suicide
-anxiety
-panic attacks
-eating disorders 
-self harm

this is the only warning you'll get, there won't be individual warnings for the chapters, so if you can't handle these topics do not read this fic.

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i wrote a depressed deku one shot like a year ago and people really wanted me to expand on it, so i'm writing this now???
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