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When 18 year-old Lexi's past starts to repeat itself she throws herself into her new job in order to save enough money to get away from it. Who knows what could happen when her job leads to her getting thrown into, or rather falling into, the local badboy who just happens to have a softer side? Finding herself getting too comfortable and too attached to this lovable family, how will Lexi cope with her abusive ex and brother sticking their noses in her business? Lexi has two options; stand her ground against her abusive ex and brother, or leave to protect those she has grown to care for.

#2nd runner up- ROSE AWARDS 2022 Bianca is excited and nervous at the same time to start over a new life, away from her overprotective parents, in the place where she was born and the place where her life was going to change completely. Neil is more than disappointed to get started in a new place because he is someone who was living his life to the fullest but little did he knew that he was digging a hole for himself to the worst of misery. The messed up situation gets him to do nothing but leave home. He meets Bianca and finds an undescribable comfort in her, but would that be enough to overcome his fears and let go of his addiction? Would Bianca be able to tolerate his darker side? Would they be able to handle the flaws in their new found relationship? Would the spark remain for a fleeting moment or is it meant to remain forever?

saving hope it is about a girl who goes through a number imaginable things. She dealt with the loss of her father and the remarriage she had to go through with an abusive stepfather who drank too much, she had to suffer from anxiety, depression, and ptsd. At first it was a project in middle school that me and four other friends decided to do because we all loved writing and we were learning about the world and all the mess that it was we were learning about all the bad before we got to the good. And we wanted to write about it. I had gotten abused and wrote the main thing happening in the beginning. But as I was writing over the years it took a change. I experienced loss and abuse and I felt like the whole world was crumbling around me and my mind was telling me I was alone. I started to write my story tweaked enough to where no one could tell. I put in things that wouldn't happen in real life but made a good story but the base of it was me. It doesn't have a happy ending but it has a meaning to me. I call it my brain vomit and my novel baby. It isn't perfect but neither am I. I have been wanting to publish this fully and I have on a seperate wattled account under the name bad boys mission and took it down. under the username GOTTO14 I have also published two other books on that wattpad account called believe and wildflower if you wanna go check those out aswell.

[warning: the following may be triggering to some people. Proceed with caution] --------- Book 1 in the Redemption series ----------- This book series was written by someone who was struggling mentally in high school. Things will be cringey and may not make sense. Harsh topics will be brought up. My only hope is that you have fun if you choose to read. Thank you. ---- This book is dedicated to my best friends for attempting to help me to become an overall better person.

Sometimes love doesn't come when we expect them to, and sometimes it does come when we expect them. Marks life suddenly became difficult and miserable for him to understand, mark lost himself in a very painful memories that refuse to heal up while he was young. Mark had no heart to trust anyone. he then suddenly became emotionless, but while he was running after is career he found someone he has being hunting, untill he found. But until then is mark gonna become a Detective? No. Is he going to work with the federal government agency? . Nobody know what mark has in mind to do yet. Although is still studying law in The United Kingdom. But when you have a chance to love, please love. Though sometimes some people says loving does hurt, but not all time. Loving can heal has well. Started: 15th_May_2020 Ended: 26th_june_2020

"If you love me, you won't leave me." Jessie has believed those words from her boyfriend, Josh, since senior year of high school. She loves him and doesn't want to leave him. Not even when he shouts at her and hits her. Jessie's best friend, Kolleen, can't stand seeing her in that situation. With a bit of convincing - and the worst beating she'd ever received - Jessie agrees to move into an apartment with Kolleen. But not long after, Jessie is scared the worst of her nightmares will soon become a reality. Josh goes missing, and suddenly Jessie would swear she's being followed. One night changes everything, and one person soon changes Jessie's outlook. A responding officer from that fateful night begins to seek her out, at first claiming it's part of his job. As she spends time with her new friend outside of his job, she starts realizing that her feelings are evolving. After being abused for over a year, Jessie is terrified she's falling in love. What's even more terrifying is that he might be, too. She isn't ready for love. Not yet. She makes up her mind that if he is falling, and if he does love her, he'll wait for her to be ready, and if she loves him, she won't let herself hurt him. Can the words that used to cage her in really be the key to her freedom? --- Featured On: @NA: Take a seat and let it be | Mature Content and 18+ reading list @NA: You deserve the world | Mental Health reading list Ambys Top Picks New Adult 2023

Paige, a girl from a broken home, her sister killed herself a few years ago and since then she has been depressed and guilty. She does all sorts of self harm and is suicidal. Her parents blame her for her sister's death, they beat her, make fun of her, and make her feel terrible about everything she does. Paige's only friends left her when she became depressed, leaving her with one friend who eventually stabbed her in the back and told everyone, everything. To escape everything Paige goes to the park and climbs trees, one day she starts talking to a class mate named Vic and they become friends, they tell each other everything. Will there friendship lead to something more? Or will Paige be left heartbroken? (TRIGGER WARNING) Sequel: It was all for you, all for you and more

Willow loved her boyfriend, Emerson more than anything in the world. She would do anything for him including risking her own life to keep the baby she is going to have. Can the news of their pending joy keep him with her or will this be the thing that sends Emerson over the edge once and for all and what does it mean for those left behind? Can Willow pull herself out of her own depression long enough to keep the others from following him? And how long can she keep her secret...a secret that could cost both her and her unborn baby their lives?

High school senior Emerson Vermont is counting down the days until graduation, eager to escape her small town and its tangled past. But when her mother is severely injured in a car accident, Emerson's plans are thrown into chaos. Now, she's forced to move in with her ex-boyfriend's family-bringing old wounds and unresolved feelings crashing back. As she navigates this unexpected reality, Emerson finds comfort in a familiar face, forming a bond that blurs the line between solace and true affection. Torn between the past she thought she left behind and a future she's struggling to grasp, she must confront her emotions and the unintended consequences of her choices. Will Emerson find the clarity and strength to move forward, or will she remain trapped by the ghosts of who she used to be? Trigger warnings: alcohol abuse, suicide, mentioning of drugs, ... Please read with caution. If you can't read things like these because they trigger something, don't read because your well-being is more important! Cover credits: @future_worlds

(DISCONTINUED) I walked all the way to the park. I waited every day for at least thirty minutes. I walked back my confidence withering. Every. Single. Time. I was tired of waiting, I had my hopes up for way too long. One more walk, one more wait. He will be there. And he was. Lost on the path of not only life but her own decisions, Harlow Swan takes a chance to find her long lost friend, or crush, should I say. Meeting up with him again after two years, she realizes that maybe life wasn't so bad after all, and maybe there were some things that weren't as horrible as she thought. But not long after, things begin to go downhill, and her hopes begin to crumble. Harlow thinks that maybe once she's put her life back together, along with her hope, maybe everything would be normal again. But maybe everything wasn't meant to be normal, maybe it was all meant to be awful and way too truthful for her liking. It isn't just any normal story, after all; it's hers.